"That I Would Be Good"

that I would be good even if I did nothing
that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be grand if I was not all knowing

that I would be loved even when I numb myself
that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
that I would be loved even when I was fuming
that I would be good even if I was clingy

that I would be good even if I lost sanity
that I would be good
whether with or without you

I love you Alanis

i can barely listen to this, because I cry every time. it's one of my favorites.

Perfect song, meaning I love it.

They are all so afraid. So afraid.... When did utopia seem so unattainable? When did we throw it away...deem it ridiculous. For a creature that aspires so much, why oh why did we not see the value of it?

Hell is having to come back and re-live every single individual life experience. Every child who was molested, every person raped, every person tortured, every harshed human life.

They speak of end times, they fearfully proclaim it is upon us... Is the end near? Sweetly, epic-ly, relievingly, with hope filled hope...yes. The end is so close....the end of war, the end of hate, the end of sleeplessness, the end of ache-ing spirits...we are closer than we've ever been before...

If I died tomorrow, I will have died wishing for one more day. And if I lived to be 218 years old, I will always wish for one more day.

Thank you for participating with me. I would have loved to have gotten to know you.

I used to have this song on repeat. I wish I knew what I did with this CD.

Beautiful, meaningful words...that we would be good if we were real. And we are.