Dreams, even, wait for the night
to appear secretly
you, in my heart, in the secret place inside of me
Secretly my love


Nobody knows my sadness
I carry this feeling as my death
in the most secret quiet and secluded part of my life
There is a place where my love, secretly, sleeps


Secretly my love, bitter as life itself
As longing burns my soul
i yearn in this deep dissappearing (life)
Secretly my love


Ataol Behramoglu

Those songs that lied to us, that blue night
The heat of the white hands, that first look
The dawn caused by having no cause
To love a lot, helpless deception at nights.

Hair that grows, under our hands
That is, one submitting to love
To feel broken, to fall into pieces, yet to be always completed
To love a lot, another skin touching your skin.






To burn, to burn in old ages
To turn to ash and to be scattered with the wind
The first cut of our proud hands
To love a lot, the first flow of our blood.

The springs, water jugs, rivers, fountains
To drink love with bloody hands, without satisfaction
The first roughness of the sea at our shores
To love a lot, to make it grow, there, then.





To engrave our names to the old tree trunks
To write everything on the sand one by one
Our condemnation to torture
To love a lot, to love even more everyday.

So madly, so terribly, so crazy
To love a lot, the volcano, the fire, the blaze...


♥♥♥Ümit Yaşar Oğuzcan♥♥♥

You lose your sleep at nights
Morning sun refuses to rise
Your eyes get stuck at a point in the ceiling
A ringing starts in your ears, maddening
Neither the bed sheet understands, nor the pillow
The light you wait for does not enter through your windows







You turn to your bed and cry for your helplessness
The memory that you can't forget fills inside you
As if you took a deep breath from your cigarette
You will understand one day what it means to love
One thay, you will understand that everything is actually vain
Honor, virtue, goodness, beauty







A day comes when you hit your head to the cold stone walls
Just to hear that voice only once
The hurt and brokenness in your feelings grow and grow
You feel
Deep inside the pain of being desperate
You will understand one day what it means to love
One day, you will understand what your hands are for
What you were created for







Why you came to this disgusting world
You watch your beauty in the mirrors, with no hurry
And you feel the pain of those years that passed by in vain
Your eyes get wet, you feel grieved
You will understand one day what it means to love
One day, you will understand the taste of the loved lips
You will understand how out of reach the loved eyes are
When that totally unexpected time comes







You hair falls on your eyes, but white
Your hands try to reach the sky
But desperate
But tired
But exhausted
One day, you sleep towards the past
And the painful truths line up one after another
You will understand one day what it means to love
One day, you will understand to dream







To wait
To hope
Like a dirty shirt, you want to take off and throw away
The fearful night wrapping your hole body
You curse that you live
You tear apart and throw away whatever you have left from the past
Then, a flower grows on my grave, by itself
That day, you will understand that I love you






✿✿✿ Ümit Yaşar Oğuzcan ✿✿✿

My heart becomes a fire some days and water in others
It burns everything and then puts the fire off
My heart becomes snow somedays and rain in others
Stays as piles of snow, becomes flood and goes away

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It gets delighted when sees you
Gets excited when it hears your voice
Its beating is like an orchestra, plays its songs for you
With every pulse, your name is reverberated in my vessels

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It becomes a fire some days and water in others
But, my heart gets warmer in your palms only


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Değişir rüzgarın yönü,
Solar ansızın yapraklar;
Şaşırır yolunu denizde gemi,
Boşuna bir liman arar.
Gülüşü bir yabancının,
Çalmıştır senden sevdiğini;
İçinde biriken zehir,
Sadece kendini öldürecektir;
Ölümdür yaşanan tek başına
Aşk iki kişiliktir.
Bir anı bile kalmamıştır,
Geceler boyu sevişmelerden;
Binlerce yıl uzaklardadır,
Binlerce kez dokunduğun ten;
Yazabileceğin şiirler,

Ataol Behramoglu ｡ღ✿ܓ

Easy to say forget, tell me about it!
I can't forget, see i can't forget
There is something here, inside of me, that overwhelms me
Here right over my heart
There is something stay nailed
It is beyond my control, i can't take it out
My eyes are getting lost, with looking fars
Whoever i see, it looks like you some
It makes me remind you, that cloud, that sky
That sea beats the rocks
That sad melody, that 'napoliten' song
That sometimes we used to listen together
I think of you always, without a stop, without getting tired
Whom they are looking, her that beautiful eyes
Where is her lovely hands
However, days are not those days
Nights are not those nights
And its your yearning that remains only in the nights
I grow you inside of me, with thinking and thinking
Growing sorrow with you
New and new grieves i grow, unbarable
Dirty waters are passing through my marrows
A poison is mixing into my blood, do you understand me?
One more time i see you, i wish, one more time
For one day, even for one minute
Easy to say forget, tell me about it
I cant hold my tears, while i remember
You, over my tongue
You, inside of my head
Are you destiny, cradle? Who are you?
I can't forget, see i can't forget


Ümit Yaşar Oğuzcan ღ✿ܓ

You are as heavy as the ground pulls you,
As light as your wings flutter..
You are as alive as your heart beats,
As young as your eyes see distance...
You are as good as the people you love,
As bad as the people you hate..
Whatever the color of your eyebrows and your eyes are,
Your color is what the one facing you sees..
Don't think that what you lived is what you gained:
You are as close to the end as you lived; however long you live,
Your life is as long as you love..
You are as happy as you can smile.
Don't be sad, know that you will smile as much as you cry
Don't think that everything is over,
You will be loved as much as you love.
The value nature gives you is in the rise of the sun
And you are as human as the value you give to the one facing you.
If you will lie one day;
Let the one you address believe you as much as the trust for you.
The longing for the loved one is in the moon light,
And you are as close to your love as you long for.
Don't forget, you are as wet as it rains,
As warm as the sun warms you.
You are as alone as you feel alone
And as strong as you feel strong.
You are as beautiful as you feel beautiful..
This is life!
This is living,
You live as much as you remember this
When you forget this, you feel as cold as every breath you take
And you are forgotten as soon as you forget
A flower is as beautiful as it is watered,
Birds are as sweet as they chitter,
A baby is as baby as it cries.
And you know everything as much as you learn, learn this as well,

YOU ARE LOVED AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE...


Can Yücel ღ✿ܓ