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live life the best I can...love music...it's been a part of my life my whole life from listening to it to playin it...can't live without it...love playing my piano...could play for hours if i was aloud.. Spend my days working, chillin, listening to tunes, chatting and/or hanging out with friends, etc...love workin out and goin for long runs...i always feel so awesome afterwords!!
very rarely act my age...is called living life...or trying to anyway :P i dont wanna grow up lol...who says i have to?!...
enjoy life...have fun when u can...and when it gets sucky it gets u down till u pick urself up and try again...life is hard, funny, exciting, scary, lonely, lovely, spontaneous, crappy, and these days leaves me wondering y am i so alone and other times realizing im not that alone, just feels like it sometimes...have come to learn who my real friends r lately, so i dont have very many close friends...but the few that i have i luv em and would do anything for em, be there for em in a heartbeat should they need me...
i always try to see the best in people...am too trusting at times...care too much...have been told a lot that i am intriguing...hhhmmm...me?...lol..dunno y...i have an easy goin personality...can find amusement in pretty much anything...love to make people laugh...or if they r down then make em happy again or at least smile...if a friend is down or upset i dont leave em...keep talkin to them for as long as they need me to....think way too much about everything and anything...analyze the hell outa situations...my mind is always goin...always thinking....my bff says i think too much lol...when in huge crowds or around people i dont know i observe more than interact...but when i feel comfortable around those i am with i am bubbly, talkative, silly, loud, goofy, and love to just enjoy that persons company...i speak my mind a lot...but my heart is in the right place...although sometimes i do insert foot in mouth...but i make up for it....
sometimes i seem to have more in common with the younger crowd...most of my friends these days are younger.....guess it's my personality....haha....there's that...i dont wanna grow up or act my age thing again...just live...can be a goof and quite entertaining at times...for those who accept me ur awesome!!
Love meeting new people, makin friends, etc...etc...etc...so say hey...chat...get to know me...u never know what u may find out...i just might surprise u :P

Just because i'm quiet doesn't mean I don't have anything to say. I judge people too easily from my first impression. I'd rather wait forever for the perfect guy, than settle for anybody. I'm unpredictable and spontaneous. I try to be forgiving. I enjoy being unique. I'd rather look immature and have fun then care what other people think. Sometimes I'm really confident, other times I feel really insecure. My friends mean everything to me, but sometimes I just want to be alone. I envy people who can fit in so easily without even trying. I'm opinionated & stubborn. But I'm loyal, sincere & caring. I always try to see the best in you...even if you annoy me. I hate when people make me feel guilty to get their way. I'll always be here to listen to your problems. & I will stick up for you no matter what happens.

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gender
Female
relationship
Single
birthday
June 27, 1977
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Yahoo
TXmommy77
MSN
Arwen873
Network
employer
City Office Supply
position
Printshop Manager
time
May 2008 - present
Interests
clubs
Meridian, Warehouse, Java Jazz
talents
Piano, computer graphics, printing
Entertainment
music
Im a rock 'n roll kind of gal.....so rock, hard rock, metalcore/screamo....which ever....bring it on!
artists
Haste The Day, August Burns Red, Gwen Stacy, Metallica, Alexisonfire, Maylene and The Sons of Disaster, Underoath, Breaking Benjamin, Family Force 5, Attack Attack!, Gallows, Parkway Drive, Devil Wears Prada, Eyes Set To Kill, TV/TV..and the list goes on and on :)

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blog post August Burns Red
Category: Inspirational
Posted: Aug 05, 2009 at 2:56 PM
Current mood: optimistic
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This moment will too pass us by.
It's this notion inside all of us to prioritize through our selfish eyes.
To be the bull behind the rampage, the reason for all the riot.
We'll feed our flame before wasting time on everyone else's,
the gallows were not supposed to look like this.
Oh God, we live in misery, lying here in desperation.
We need you here more than anything right now...right now.
If everything's relative, then why the emptiness in our souls?
If everything's relative, then why the emptiness in our souls?
Trying to untie the knot we thought we were untying our entire lives,
we're busied up and burnt out...
Everyone together, we will strengthen ourselves.
Everyone together, we will strengthen ourselves.
Everyone together, we will strengthen ourselves.
We will...
Because now we know you won't ever fly fast enough to make time stand still.
You won't ever fly fast enough to make time stand still.
Stop, listen, and learn. Stop, listen, and learn.
You won't ever fly fast enough to make time stand still.
Stop, listen, and learn.
You won't ever fly fast enough to make time stand still.
Stop, listen, and learn.
You won't ever fly fast enough to make time stand still.
Stop, listen, and learn.
You won't ever fly fast enough to make time stand still.
Stop, listen, and learn.

EXISTENCE

This hollow feeling, the knowledge that you exist amidst your insecurities.
Cover up to only coward out and never shutting up only to never speak aloud.
Have you dried up entirely?
The walls of a church don't make it holy.
It's whats authentic that completes the sum of it's parts.
Don't excuse yourself from life today on the pretense of your past.
You're hurt, you're broken, that's alright.
This might be what it takes to wake you up.
Are you at your wits end yet?
The walls of a church don't make it holy.
Security isn't glitzy or glamorous, concrete or cohesive there in lies the truth.
Lift your head up high.
It's what we know we aren't that makes us who we are.
You're hurt, you're broken, that's alright.
That makes us who we are.

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Profile Comments

Oct 2nd, 8:39am
thats good.

i havent been on here in a while either lol
Aug 31st, 9:38am
Hey how are ya? I'm so sorry for the late reply. Been busy lately with school work and activities. How's the weather in TX? =]

M
Aug 23rd, 4:08pm
hi, im good hbu??
Aug 18th, 1:08am
ummm i don't remember if i messaged you back, haha... i have been doing that allot lately.
Aug 17th, 4:39pm
heyy did u ever hear of white chapel i thought that u might like it check it out
Aug 17th, 4:23pm
yup.... o wow lol
she eats more thani do XD
i gtg fer a few minuts, going to my grandmothers.
Aug 17th, 4:13pm
yeah.
i wonder why like 98% of guys are all the same?
like fer serious ...
and im sher ur kids liked that though :]
Aug 17th, 4:04pm
oh ew, im sorry ...
thats what i say ... fuck relationships.