Finally ...

... my annual leave has come. Only 9 days, including the weekend. But still it's better than nothing! Server is now shut down for maintenance, until Dec 1 inclusive. Haizzz. This kind of job for sure makes you knackered, mentally and physically. I need to cope with it until the right time comes.

... my precious Dubu has come back on stage. I was so worried for him 1 week ago, and seeing all 5 again after such a long time (2 weeks = long enough, I swear) makes me really happie. Worry, relief, bliss, all mix together.
I'm gonna finish my review for SHINee's 3rd mini album early next week.

... and X'mas is coming. The weather in HCMC right now is very pleasant. We don't have winter here, we only have cool breezes, big white clouds covering us from the harsh sunlight, and the moderate temperature, every once the year end approaches. It's still early to talk about Christmas and Santa and holidays, but I already feel really anticipated.

...

Actually THERE IS NO UPDATE WHAT DA HELL!!!

Jjong sounds so sick and strained and tired and looks like he can faint out and collapse anytime on stage ㅠ.ㅠ ㅠ.ㅠ ㅠ.ㅠ
I'm feeling like their umma right now, I mean I'M SO EFFING WORRIED ABOUT THE BOYS' HEALTH especially Jonghyunnie he IS SICK AND HAS NOT YET RECOVERED DAMN YOU SM!!!

And THERE'S NO SIGN, NO NEWS ABOUT ONEW omg what am I going to do? For the sake of my JongYu duo, Onew please recover faster and come back, so that Jjong can be tucked back into bed *sobs* I can't stand seeing the puppy like this, he's so drained already. Or at least you can share the workload with Jjong, you know. I love you Dubu ah, I know you don't want Jjong to suffer like this either, right right?

DAMN SME WHY CAN'T YOU LET THE BOYS REST? It's not that you don't know Jjong IS the lead vocal, you sicko selfish biatch!!!!

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P.S
Finally there is news about Dubu's condition, his health condition I mean, not the adorable Onew sangtae ._____.
SM representative said that Dubu still had a low fever and must refrain from joining any group activities until he fully recovered. Another check-up next week for him.
This raises some questions:
1) Jo Kwon of 2AM has rested for 2 weeks. Onew has at least more than 1 week until now to rest. What about Jjong DAMN YOU SME!!!! The poor boy has been looking so sick since he came back WTF is that? This is children, uhm, adult, uhm whatever it's children abuse D: D: D: !!!
2) Earlier this week they kept talking about Dubu's "speedy recovery" and now WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? ANOTHER FEVER? I think the whole article should be re-interpreted as Dubu is having a HIGH fever and VERY SLOW RECOVERY - which means Jjong HAS NOT YET RECOVERED too.
3) OMG I'm dying already, when will I be able to see Onew again? Onew-ache!! And my heart breaks seeing Jjong on stage, pale and breathy and tired Y__Y Jjong-ache!!! Arggghhh!!!!

TOTALLY WTF.

Minho took the college's entrance examination this morning
Good boy, I hope he will get good scores~
Key will take it next year, I dunno but I didn't think he went to school. Never seen him in a uniform.

It is reported that Onew has recovered fully on 12th Nov...

This is familiar, because we've heard it from SM not too long ago, when Jjong got Inlfuenza virus.
I'm feeling so bad for my JongYu. Why don't SM treat them as least properly, because they are main vocals of SHINee and deserve more rest?
I admit that I miss Onew so badly. When my love for SHINee was in its lowest level, I still visited SHINee's thread quite occasionally to look at Onew's pictures and his smiles, still watched Youtube's vids of him singing solos or together with other members. So the lack of Onew in this week is quite painful ㅠ.ㅠ but, I rather have an Onew-ache and he has a good rest, then seeing him on stage tomorrow with a cracked and coughing voice. That voice is of an angel *sobbing* I hate you SM, Lee Young Min and Lee Soo Man and whosoever is running that devilish company ;__;

I hope they win this week too. We still have chances, slim or not. Triple crown! If Onew actually comes back, then it'd be the best of the best gifts for him, and JongYu, after their lame swine flu incidents