About

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A modern-day Cinderella.
Mi familia's unica hija la prinsesa.
A foolish-hearted, hopeless romantic.
A movie fanatic.
A sucker for sappy, Drew-Barrymore-type of chick-flicks.
A lover of chick-lits.
A self-confessed shopaholic.
The underestimated.
The underrated.
An ironically, sassy-spirited, crybaby.
A friendly anti-social.
A "happy ending" dreamer and believer.
A candy in the sun.
A fallen angel on the run.
A child.
A girl.
A woman.
An enigma.

I'm not the perfect woman that men always dream of. In fact, I'm not even the type who would be a part of anybody's dreams. But..

I'M WORTH IT.

So, If you're afraid to put yourself on the line for me, it's YOU who's not worth it.

Basic

gender

Female

birthday

July 09, 1982

Interests

clubs

Glass Slipper, Inc.

skills

Communication, Analytical

Entertainment

music

Alternative, RnB

Custom

I Can Never Forget:

That I was once a rebellious and angry teenager. Believe me, you wouldn't wanna mess with me in college.

Wat Sux:

L, U, O, S, A---with or without conviction (yep, every letter stands for something... but surprisingly, it sounds like a slang word for "loser")

Wat Rox:

Chivalry and Fidelity on a grand scale... so rare (sigh, it's prob'ly extinct)

He Is NOT Worth It If:

He simply diregards all of these. That only shows how much of a self-centered coward he is... and that I mean nothing to him. On the other hand, if he pretends to make me feel special just so I could make him feel important... or use me for all that I can give/do in his name, then he's not even worth my sh*t. Sorry, this girl's got to draw a line.

He Is Worth It If:

He knows how to treat me right and make me feel special. He is a bestfriend and my personal rah-rah boy. He knows that I love that sense of independence but hate being ignored. He remembers things that are important to me. He is willing to go to the extremes to prove his sincerity. He is not afraid of the so-called "official". He knows when to loosen up and when to be serious. He knows how to comfort me when I'm sad or crying. He knows that I usually need to be asked 2-3 times to admit if I'm offended by something he did or said because I will pretend I'm cool with it, but the truth is, I just don't want to be seen looking so shattered in front of him. He knows that I always put on a strong facade but deep inside I'm dying. He knows how to say a simple but sincere sorry, and is not afraid to say what he's saying sorry for, otherwise, I would think he's not really sorry since he doesn't know what he's talking about. He knows that flirting with others is one of the biggest reasons why I would think twice. He knows I actually love my picture being taken but hate being caught off-guard in fear of looking uglier than the "Betty La Fea" that I am. He loves and respects my family and friends. He loves and respects me. He is proud of me. He loves being with me. He knows me better now because he did not stop reading this, will take note of what he learned, but will pretend he never visited my page. I can go on and on here but deep inside, I know I'm just conjuring up a fictitious character. But even if I'm kind of shaking my head while writing this, I still believe that this wonderful and amazing guy (whoever he is.. bless him for existing), is just out there. And I still have faith that someday, someone just like him will find me... and will know that I'm the one... and he won't be afraid to go for me... and win me back if he loses me... and will not be afraid to change for the better so he won't lose me EVER again... Because at the end of it all, I will do the same for him. (Yeah, I make demands and wishes just like any other typical girl... it's either you put up with it or you sod off!)

Forever:

19

One Last Shoutout:

"...I may not be the epitomé of beauty, but I'm beautiful nonetheless..."

Sadness:

Is self-inflicted

Happiness:

Is a choice

Other Identities:

CinderellAimz, BlackWidow, SassySpirit, ZoeCold, PunkRockerChic, ProdigalDaughter, HumanAngel, BitchyWitch

If I Wake Up And Find Out I've A Year To Live:

I will continue working for a few months to save up for my upcoming end, write a lot, take more pictures, spend more time with the people I love, then embrace my final journey

If I Wake Up And Find Out I've Become An Immortal:

I will alternate work and school, with vacations in between, make lots of friends

Most Proud Of:

My little winning moments, feeling/seeing/dreaming of things/events that turn out to be little warnings/signs for something bad/good that's about to happen, and sometimes an uncanny ability to find the missing link

Biggest Mistake I Ever Made:

Losing something to an almost complete stranger, which I can never have back --- 4th of April, 2001, 7am

If I Can Go To The Future:

I will check on my kids and how life is going for them

If I Can Go Back Into The Past:

I will check what/who I was, re-live all my MSJ days and try to understand the complexities of being the ostracized kid

One Historical/Fictitious Icon I Can Relate To:

Cinderella, of course! Yes, including the 12-midnight curfew.

If I Have A Million Dollars:

I will do a lot of traveling and shopping (aside from my fam, it'll prob'ly with someone REALLY special), have our ancestral house rebuilt (not just repaired coz it's over 50yo), then I'll study again, maybe culinary arts, and then some foreign languages.. Oooh, I'm beginning to love these ideas! You must be wondering where charity comes in. Well, I'm no hypocrite/politican so I will not go into details about it.

If I Can Choose My Profession, I Would Probably Be Any Of The Following:

Nurse, Teacher, Wedding Planner, Internationally-Renowned Cook (hmmmn, Le Soufflé, yumyum!), Writer, Forensic Investigator

Eow:

Roaches (especially the flying ones), Spiders, Creepy Slimy Crawlers

Wow:

Dogs, Kids, Nature, Beaches, Fireworks, Cute & Colorful Stuff, White Roses, (good) Surprises, Magic, Pictures

Someday:

My kids will be so proud to have the best and coolest mom!

Studying

Done with school but willing to learn more

Looking for...

The lost pair of my glass slipper