I have had this feeling lately... it's a feeling I can't really explain....

It's somewhat like sadness..... but happyness..I thought it was impossible for me to be this upset now, seeing as how I have the love of my life holding me in the air when someone rips my wings off... But lately being arounnd him isn't makeing me feel any better.

So I know this probably sounds completely "emo" but I don't care... I know i'm usualy the one giving advice but now I need it.. so someone help me..