Only you can make me happy
Only you can make me sad
Then I realized that there’s more to life
Than I really thought I had

I have friends I care for now
One’s that help me through
Don’t get me wrong
I used to think everyday of you

There was a pain I thought I’d never have to face again
But I made it through
Thanks to everything we had
Most of all…thank you

I’m stronger now
Happier now
Than I was before
Before I happened to get in the never ending war
With my heart…

You would think it left me on the floor
Instead it led me to the door
The door to happiness
Was what awaited me

I just realized,
that i love u lot.
From that minute, the day,
u came out of my life.

I made love to u,
not just today but also yesterday.
U gave me your everything,
but still i'm asking for more.

Now that you're gone,
i don't know what to do.
Please come back home,
Cause i'd die without you.

I just knew deep inside me,
that no one else could be my angel.
But only u and just u,
U made me smile and giggle.

I just realized,
that u loved me.
for who i am,
but not for what i could be.

I pushed u away so many times,
for the reason i wanted to be alone.
U were there holding my hand,
and told me to move on.

I broke down and cry,
But u were there to help me smile.
I told u a lie,
that i'm fine and i hated u.

U broke down and cry,
cause you know for yourself.
That you really do love me,
and will love me still...

You made no choice,
but to leave me alone.
And told yourself,
"that this is what you wished for.."

After a few days,
I am slowly dying.
U touched my face,
and kisses me so slowly.

You whispered in my ear,
"Hush my tart, For i am here"
I cried so hard,
and still you smiled.

Just now, this time,
i just realized one thing.
I realized.....

how u really mean to me.....

Alone in the dark
I still see your face
Reminds me of the horrible things ive done
and the way it felt when I did them
The hurt i caused you
I can never forgive myself
The scars will never heal over
So I need you to tell me again
That everything will be alright
again
And if its not,
Ill still be holding on, for when
Your world comes crashing down
I fall to pieces with every glaze you sent me
Are we mending on a self,
Never again to be believed
You saw my every flaw
how could you miss them
Opening my eyes to the dark
I could never tell you,
How this felt to me,
but i saw your tears

I hate you
because I love you so much
because I need you so much
I hate you
Because I can't
Because i won't
I love you
and it makes me sad
that someonene I need and love
feels nothing in return
I wish u knew wat I felt
but u don't
Sometimes I wish 2 tell u
but yet I won't
I am so afraid 2 lose u
because I need u 2 be there
you could care less if u lose me
because u do not need me
I know this
and it tares me apart inside
I want to be there,
but u don't need me there
It hurts that I am so easily thrown aside
I wish I could do the same
but I can't
I won't
I don't hate u, I hate myself
for being weak, where u are strong
I hate u
Cuz u make em hate myself
I hate myself
because I love u

Please don’t love me, I beg you,
I don’t want to do this to you.
I’ll only make your heart suffer
and bleed.

Hate me now because I’ll hurt you later.

Please just leave me here, cold,
alone, hurting, bleeding. Can’t
you see I don’t want you to be
this way, cant you see these scars?

Hate me now because I’ll hurt you later

Please don’t wait for my soul;
I’ve lost all hope for my spirit
what was once filled with such
joy until it was striped down to
my bare imperfections.

Hate me now because I’ll hurt you later.

Please only check on this ragged
body every now and then and
if its ill bury it, don’t make me
stay in this place one second
more.

Hate me now because I’ll hurt you later.

Please don’t tend to my wounds;
only love can heal these cuts
and case even more pain just let
me die.

Hate me now because I’ll hurt you later.

Please just one kiss, if only a
peck I miss that touch, that one
second that said so much. Let
it be my goodbye kiss, or let
it cure me of my curse.

Hate me now because I’ll only hurt you later.

Please don’t weep for me,
don’t weep for this broken
soul of mine, smile for me
angel, smile for God, smile
for the other loves you have.

Hate me now because ill hurt you later.

Please just hold me for now,
for a moment, one moment
that I might feel alive, open
my eyes I dreamed of seeing
you.
Hate me now because I’ll hurt you later.

Please squeeze me, hug me,
and tell me that you love me.

Please don’t hate me.

Please tell me you understand.

Please.