ma.... kyo wa mou nakitai na~ T.T
Ive been to portofino beach yesterday with my cousin.
she (my cousin) had a lot of wealthy friends in the beach.
they were having a party. all of them are college students.
they were all cool. but i feel so insecure...
they were asking me questions like 'have u been to college?.. from which
uninversity are u from?" questions like that.
actaully i'm having problems with my highschool years. (hontoni)
been fighting with my family back at those days
been a gangster before...

but that was the past.
i tried my best to change to a better person.
So i decided to travel back and forth to japan.
trying to forget problems. meet new people. unexpectedly ive met someone special out there.
finally i thought theres someone who cares about me who loves me for who i am...
but unfortunately he left without a sign. thats the main reason why i remained single for years already.
hmm.. ive tried to keep myself busy all day everyday. but no matter what i just cant get over it.
i cried. i'm so weak that im easily tempted to do bad things such as being seduced by guys who has
no good intentions.hehe... i know its not funny at all. and what disgusts me is old geezers who wants me to be their
girlfriend. eeeeww~!! hahaha!! X__X/
yeah i did shun those kind of people. haha! well, i'm just glad about this website imeem. lots of music,
good people and u can express what u feel without being discriminated by others. hmm...*^^*
i need to practice piano~ i want to express myself with my music.
