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Razia Bashir
blog post silence
Posted in my thought on Aug 31, 2007 at 12:15 PM
Current Mood: frustrated

First time we met, we were shy,
And looking at the years that past i slowly sigh,
once we became so close,
it felt stronger then any life force.

We became great friends,
We thought it would last till the end,
We use to talk and play together,
And we use to think this friendship would last forever.

But then things suddenly changed,
Everything seemed to feel strange,
First we stopped talking less
And then everything started to mess

We use to look at each other and smile,
But now we look down and only glance up once in a while,
We use to laugh with each other and joke,
Now we cuss behind each others back and call each other dorks.

Soon all the fun and games stop,
And if we see each other our gazes drop,
once upon a time we use to stand up for each other against
violence,
But now the only thing between us is silence.



blog post Look at the ummah of the west,
Posted in my thought on Aug 12, 2007 at 2:33 PM
Look at the ummah of the west,
Most of us are completely messed,
Bombs being dropped in the east,
And we’re sat down enjoying a feast.

The Dunya means everything to them,
And yet they forget about the ultimate gem,
All they care about is the money, fame and game,
Yet they all sheep, they walk about the same.

But in the east, people are dying,
While war missiles are flying,
And brothers fighting brothers,
They are being edged on by others.

How can we stop this happening?
How can we stop this sad thing?
We just need to do one thing-unite,
And together, the oppression we shall fight.

But we don’t just have to fight physically,
We can use are brains and fight mentally,
Instead of using our fist we can use words as out trade,
And together this suffering we shall fade.

We can help each other together,
We can help each other forever,
We can show people we mean business,
We can show people we don’t put up this their silliness.

Can you imagine a world peaceful,
Where everybody is reasonable,
And we can all smile at each other,
And we live as one. As sisters and brothers.


blog post happiness
Posted in my thought on Aug 11, 2007 at 1:35 PM

Dam I’m so happy today,


I wanna jump on the moon and shout hip-hip hooray,


It’s like once in ma life I’m not stressed


And my like isn’t messed


My mind is buzzing away,


There is so many things I wanna say,


And my heart is beating so fast


It’s like it’s never gonna break and end up in a cast


But what am I so happy


Cuz usually these days I’m so snappy


But I’m outside chilling


And ma sunglasses are sooo not minging


But wait a memory just crossed my mind


I’m thinking about Palestine and everyone unkind


And my smile turns upside down


And a tear rolls down ma cheek as I frown


Ya Allah please stop the suffering,


Ya Allah please help ease my worrying


Why is happiness so short


I think while going down the river of sadness in ma boat



blog post bored
Posted in my thought on Aug 11, 2007 at 1:26 PM

It’s the summer holidays and I’m bored,


And plus I have a cough that sounds like I roared,


Worst thing is I can’t play football,


Cuz he ball got kicked over the fence when I was on a roll,


Dam my throat hurts like hell,


It feels like it’s clogged up with gel,


And my dizzy head is spinning,


And I can’t swear cuz man that’s sinning.


On a brighter note at least I get to rest,


Even though the house is totally messed,


And my cousin is all just chitter chatter,


And I’m losing weight fast, lord help me get fatter


Mum cooked me biriyani today,


I love biriyani so much I can eat it anyway


My mind going dry so I better stop


Otherwise I’ll go over board and u’ll need to get me a mop



blog post my lord
Posted in my thought on Aug 11, 2007 at 1:19 PM
Current Mood: excited

Allah is the only one,


He’s greater then any don,


He’s the most merciful, the most kind


He’s the main thing on my mind



When I need help I call him,


And no you don’t need a network sim,


I sit on my prayer mat and raise man hands


And thank him for my food, wealth and land.



I need him everyday,


I need him in everyway,


Today and ofrever if god wills,


He helps me when ma tummy needs to be filled



Ge is the one who created me,


He is th eone who can set me free,


I love him more then any thing,


I love him so much I can sing.



He knows everything I do


And when I think of him I smile too


He is always with me like now


He helps calm my anger. BOW!!!



blog post Darkness
Posted in my thought on Aug 04, 2007 at 7:11 PM


Darkness is all I see,


Darkness is all around me,


Darkness is all I breathe,


Darkness is all I heave.





But wait, what’s that,


It’s white and no it’s not a rat,


It is pin-point small,


I think that’s my goal.





It’s the light at the end of this tunnel,


But it’s so small it could pass through a funnel,


I have to be able to reach it,


I have to be able to meet it.





But the further I try,


Oh my my,


It’s getting closer,


And no I’m no poser.





The bright light is blinding,


But I have to reach my finding,


The light is bigger and bright,


Yes at last this darkness I fight.





I reach my destination at last,


Slowly but surly you don’t have to go fast,


And now all I see is light,


At last I’ve beaten the darkness with all my might.





Bright light is all I see,


Bright light is all around me,


Bright light is all I breathe,


Bright light is my life tree’s leaves.



blog post my holidays
Posted in my thought on Aug 03, 2007 at 11:16 AM

assalaamu alikum guys!!


peace be with you




just thought i'd pop by and tell u how my holiddays are going? well apart from my uncle getting arrested in yemen under "the terrorist act" and then getting detanied back to england every thing is ok!




I got the worlds worst cough but at least i get to eat a load of ice cream!! yum ;)


well yesterday, after i kicked the football over the fence and into my neighbours garden (and no i didn't go round to ask for it back), I stayed in the garden for 4 hours. some of that was spend eating, writing poetry and cleaning the garden table!



p.s the new poetic pilgrim rap is crazy marshallah!





i'll try to get it on here asap ;)





peace guys



p.s try singing with a sore throat! it hurts but at least it's fun!



blog post ring, ring
Posted in my thought on Jul 27, 2007 at 2:59 PM
Current Mood: hungry
Ring, ring the phone goes,
It rings while I’m down praying on all fours,
But then it stops and I hear my parents worried,
And I’m sorry to say but the rest of my prayer was hurried.

I went to my parents and asked what was wrong,
I was curious as the phone call hadn’t been long,
My dad looked at me with a worried face,
He said something that made my heart race.

He said my auntie from Yemen rang,
And no it wasn’t about Ying or yang,
He said they were coming to England on Saturday,
The last time they came was only in may.

Dad said uncle wasn’t there,
And that’s when I really started to care,
Why were they coming, was something up,
I thought this as I poured vimto into my cup.

It was so short-notice that the probably got a emergency ticket,
It was happening so fast I thought I was playing quick cricket
I mean what was up, why are they coming,
This was running through my mind as the cat I was grooming.

I’ll have to wait till Saturday, wait and see,
I’[m stressing out but that’s just like me,
So I get on my prayer mat and make a dua,
That they’ll be ok and I blow a kiss. Muwa!!


blog post stuff on my mind
Posted in my thought on Jul 22, 2007 at 4:09 PM
I’m so confused, I don’t know where to start,
My head is filled with so many things; I could be a Wal-Mart,
I just wish I were in some other place
Not stuck in this thing, you may call a rat race.

I mean like at school,
Some people thought it would be cool to act like fools,
But now there’s a division, a split in two,
And all cuz some people acted like, what u call, moo-moos.

And things going off at home,
That really want to make me roam,
Cuz all my gran seems to be doing is backbiting,
And all that leads to is her and my mum fighting,
And me upstairs sat on my bed writing,
Trying to focus on my words in the early morning dodgy lighting.

And far away is another war,
A war, may I ask, please no more,
In Palestine so many people are dying,
But all the stupid media keep on doing is lying.

But not just about Palestine, what about genocide,
The genocides happening world wide,
Thousands of people die each day,
But how many know this may I say.

When it all gets too much, I get myself up,
And kick the ball around so much I deserve to win a cup,
I kick with pumping sound systems in my headphones,
That help me drown out my everyday morns.

It’s 8 in the morning in the summer holiday,
But my tears keep falling all they may,
Who’s this white cat sat in my lap,
It’s my lil dude habibi helping me rap!!!


blog post weird and wonderful raps/poems
Posted in my thought on Jul 22, 2007 at 3:55 PM
salaam

just thought i'd share some of my poems/raps with you.

plz comment:D

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I am feeling very sleepy,
Today in school my friend got weepy,
I put my arm around her and told her not to cry,
and i wiped the tear from her eye.

Some friends come and some friends go,
Some people just don't know when to say no.
But if they fear allah and are sincere and strong
I forgive their mistakes and all the things that have gone wrong



(^^^All true^^^I thought it was a good way of putting my emotions down)

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awwww jazakallah thanks for that bro,
just let me know when ya going to do more.
all ur raps marshallah they mean something
inshallah u'll be blessed from allah the king!!

(i was replying to a brother who made a rap for me)

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my cat habibi is laying down asleep,
asleep dreaming about a sheep.
He sleeps 80% of the day
And miews alot when i'm away.

(i didn't know what to rap about)

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hey sis billz where u been,
i've been so worried i've been going green.
Love the little snappy rap
but right now i'm tired so i'm gonna take a nap

(i was missing a sister called bills)

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I don't care what people say
I follow Muhammad (saw) in every way
The way I talk, the way I pray
I try to be a good Muslim every day

I think of u the most beloved one
I think of the place I've gone wrong

(Following part is taken from a nasheed)

Your smile is so bright
It lit up the dark night
Brought mercy and light
To my waiting heart

I know that I'm weak
Of my sins I can't speak
Your mercy I seek
Thought I'm not worthy

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Hey everybody, get up it's time to pray,
I pray 5 times, 5 times a day.
Together we all stand facing one way,
Together we unite in every way

No excuses of why u can not pray,
Cuz we need him in everyday
So don't tell me just why u turned up late
If we want to have peace we must obey and pray

Stand is a line shoulder to shoulder, foot to foot,
Wearing clean clothes not covered in soot.
We bow down to the creator Allah
Allah our lord, the merciful Allah

I know my friend it's not easy
But we must try believe me
And we will feel a difference
In our lives and Allah will give us strength

(i was getting ready to pray)

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Smile forever,
There's nothing to hide.
I am a muslim
that's for sure,
I should know

I put on my Hijaab,
not forgetting my julbaab.
i walk out of the door saying bismilallah
I am a muslim
That's sure I should know

People rap about drugs and drinks,
Na ah not me,
I rap about my faith
It's the way I am
I am a muslim
thats for sure
I should know.

(one of my first raps)

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Allah knows what's best for us

So why should we complain?

We always want the sunshine

But He knows there must be rain



We always want the laughter

And the merriment of cheer

But our hearts lose their tenderness

If we never shed a tear



Allah tests us often

With suffering and with sorrow

He tests us not to punish us

But to help us meet tomorrow



For growing trees are strengthened

If they withstand the storm

And the sharp cut of the chisel

Gave the marble grace and form



Allah tests us often

And for every bit of pain

Provided we are patient

Is followed by rich gain



So whenever we are down

And everything is going wrong

It is just Allah's way

To make our spirit strong

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so there are a few. inshallah there should be many more to come so watch this space

peace

razia bashir


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