Its been a really long time since my last update.
Pretty sure alot of you folks prolly forgot i have this secret sanctuary ,where my true self dwells on a few or more occations.
Ill start with thought on my relationship.
Yes its been more then a year, and yes its long distance, but its doing well for me.
Mel has offically made me whole and compleate.
It amazing having her around, caring for me and loving me through cyberspace.
Its not sumthing i expected but hei, im not gonna be a bitch and be malaysian(yes, fuck the lot of u, u and your village like attitude) about it.
Till today i still wonder why Malaysian women never accepted me for who or wat i really am. They always had a tendency to ask for more or they would just give up without even trying.
But i always love to stress that not all of them are that way. There was this one girl, who wanted a proper relationship. Sadly i couldnt comply as i was already together with Mel and this girl wouldnt settle for less then a comitted relationship with no Sex in it(Thats just the way Malaysian women roll. They think Sex is a bad thing...~_~....). But i do respect her for being clear about wat she wants, i know some bitches who dont know wat they want and couse alot of issues for the dude she's dating. This girl is slowly drifting away from me, giving herself abit of distance from me, perhaps its for her own good,recovering from falling for me perhaps? but i feel sorry for her for doing that. I mean wat did she think would happen? I would leave Mel for her? The tought of confronting her with this question tickles my soul as im aware of the answer she would give followed by a tactical retreat. On a rightous note, she is someone who i care for, irrigardless of me unable to be with her, im just that sort of guy.
As for Job, HP is awesome, I
ts pretty sweet over here.
Doing better tasks now, along with training and interacting with new comers now. Im proud to say im recognised and appricated over here.
Emceeing wise....
Vacumm called me to emcee for CF09. Wat a douche bag....wat makes him thing i would jump at the chance to emcee for CF? Im sure the reason he asked me was a coz CF cant afford to pay Alfred, so im like the cheap replacement. Stupid fucker....after the downdress i receive from him in front of the committee in 08 he thinks a fucking stupid sorry is gonna change anything. Then he's prolly gonna throw God and the Bible in my face saying that we should forgive and forget. He prolly also things that my perception of Christianity is the same as his. Douche bag indeed.
SOM tour Muar was prolly my last show i did for SOM. Best bunch of Jrockers i've ever worked with and there will never be anyone finer then this lot. Its a real shame about wat happened. It really makes working with them again very awkword but we'll see if SOM gives me a call again.
Sigh...Fuck you, you japanese half breed...convicting me of something that has never happened, If u were in my position and the tables turned, proof and validity would have been given to u and then you'd be given a chance to defend yourself to the alligations pointed to u. But i guess being a big ass rockstar gives u the right to make or break groups and sociaties and along with that ppl's hopes and dreams.
Fuck you and your fucking stupid appology, wats done is done. You dont deserve my forgiveness, Your fucking dead to me you stupid fucking Japanese half breed.
Word about this issue spread and i got recruited by another company. They launch next year. Lets see how we fly.
Getting h1n1 was an...Awesome experiance. Yes i survived it, but surviving it made me loose afew things in the battle, immunities, braincells, time and experiance. Its times like this you'll remember who the real friends are and those who prayed for u, the once who truely loves u and wish u well. They will stay with me, no matter wat.
Being in the hospital for an extended time sucked ass, move over i paid for my own fucking hospital bill which was 4 figures...but thx to HP im getting covered...i hope. Then there was the pill incident, so lets just say im no longer an anus virgin.I got infected in Melaka when i went to see a friend about a band :), Fever was 45 degress , Good times.
Im currently Bandless rite now, lets hope that changes soon. I took up singin lessons in the Singing Shop and im still at it. Good stuff.
But other then that, I guess my life has been pretty alrite
So, Till next time.
Cheerz Mother Fuckerz~ \m/
