Ok, again, bree im so sorry, and i promise, im gonna try and get back to my own ways. . .i'll try. .

I hate the mirror. ..
I wanan be there for you as you are for me. . .

Well i dont know really. . .its something really pathetic really. .

Woah, that sounds nothing like you. . .
I guess i felt like i was slipping away from you guys and that i didnt matter much? And it feels like im barely knowing you guys anymore. .

"Yeah."Sighs and looks down.

Its not just college, its stuff at home and mainly myself. Basically its like ive never got along with myself but recently ive just completely fallen out with myself.

Thanks Bree. . . but i still feel terrible for being a bitch to you and shouting at Kanda. .

"I don't think there gonna accept me into Deepground."

"Discouraged."

"Hey."

Not really but she attended my wedding like you did... Or Noah talked to her a lot. I don't quite remember.
I don't know what to say except for, I hope things work out between you too? :\

No bree dont just forgive me like that! I feel even worse! Shout at me!! Say things that'll kick me even more in the teeth!! I seriously am so sorry!!
Ive been like this in college, and ive always wanted online to be a place i can relax and be myself but im scared if ive lost myself or something. ..