has anyone ever....started their lives....a extremely depressed person..nd lived tht way...nd then had about 4 years when everything was amazing.....only to fall back into darkness within 2 months?.....thats whats happening to me right now.....everything is suddenly dying out......and there is no way to fix it........my life is dead........i dont even know why im living anymore.......there isnt anything here for me........no one really cares about me........nd there just isnt any hope in my life.......and thats the honest truth......there never really was....i think that the success i thought id have was bullshit......bc in the end nothing works

i found.....a new hobby......it helps my depression more than i ever dreamed....

heyy guys i got internet so if you wanna talk im here

there is a mind that is only kind
there is a soul that is only half whole
there is a beauty in the world again
entrusted with a silvery skin
never knowing what is within
always living never taking
ideals that never fail and are unbreaking
faith will hold me and my soul will bind me
to this dreary planet of infinite woe
oh god if you will only help this soul

the fate of the planet is in the hands of the powerful
and such shall never be my fate
to be drugged with power in this dying hour
is only to invite death into my doorstep
faith will fail and the liars will prevail
unholiness is such a mysterious thing
if only honor could sing
it would cast out the dying reign
of those who burn purposeless flames
using humans as their living torches
the fire cares not for whom it scorches

and then the mind darkens
and fades
and the day becomes.....

nothing

where is your faith o kinsman
join the fray and help delay
the assault on the castle this day
we cannot hold them back forever
our ties with mages we long ago did sever
for they became brazen and clever
we know not the source of their power
join our fight now within this hour o kinsman
and cut open the mages that oppose us
their lightnings tear us apart their flames sear our flesh
their plagues sicken our men and dampen our will
and the very earth crumbles under our feet
yet we must stand or else we die
collectively our future will be in sight
we shall be slain on this field tonight