(blah blah blah mamimi pairs up with the dude who stabbed her (his name ish kiryu XD) and his partner dosu ends up being evil and tries to destruy the wateverness blah blah blah nao were at the end 8D)

he betrayed them. both of them.

mamimi looked into dosu's hand and saw her brothers and sisters, compressed into a tiny ball. she stared at it. it made her angry and sad.

kiryu put his hand on mamimis shoulder and stared along with her. "they dont have you, though, mamimi. nor do they have your mother."

mamimi placed a hand over her heart. "my mother...."

fei. the Female Embryo Inducer.

but not to mamimi. to her, fei was fei, and fei was in mamimi.

"so i will save them," she said, willingly. then started walking strongly towards dosu, like a soldier

dosu opened his palm up, and the siblings rose. They, together, created a figure similar to mamimi, with red hair and amber eyes.

dosu grinned meniachly at his creation "so comes the rising of minamori."

minamori glared at her sister, her sister gazed back with a strong will. "so we can finally be apart," minamori said.

mamimi blinked. "yes."

minamoei stepped down, down down down to mamimis level. they walked and stood facing each other.

minamori stretched a hand outward. "dearest sister.... may one of us stand, and the other one fall."

a blast of energy escaped minamoris hand, and sent mamimi flying backwards.

she got up, still with that strong gaze. "i know you inside out. be wary of that."

minamori folded her arms. "tch"

mamimi

sup hoes???




ish tru.

so im going to get some 8D



dman. oh well. ill go support my local bartender :3




gross. lay yourself




not right now stupid masturbating old guy! DX

-.- sigh....

oh!! look!! over there!!

.

oh. i guess you cant.

stupid idiot! get that hat the fuck off your head



O_______________________O shiett put it back on



gah. thank you



but no one fucking cares that much

so go away



haha. die >:3

today was shit for me, right?

teachers,
yelling,
fighting,
loosing,

cutting,
(my dear little brother, i hold you so close, please don tleave me, i love you ): understand i am busy..... please... [not my real lil bro-my best friend austin ):])


bleach, getting high, buzzed,

releasing the pain into bits of little carelessness that make (you kiss and love up your guys 1 by1)

death, this headache, this bleach, these drugs,



are not camree, their not hers







her friends just want to fuck her-




*its ok, just breath it off* they tell her *then the pain will go away and you wont remember anything*











i remember aabortions
do you remember killing our baby?
i
do
you
monster







you looser, banging your girl like an animal

one day i said i loved you, it was months and months ago,

one day i said i loved you, but you disapeared like melting snow

one day i said i loved you, even though you couldnt hear,

one day i said i loved you, and i wished that you were near.

one day i said i missed you, i missed you with all i had,

one day i said i missed you, and i wanted to hear from you so bad.

one day you said hello, and i felt so happy to hear you,

one day you said hello, and i was happy to be near you.

one day i said i want you, you are all i need,

one day i said i need you, your love is all i bleed

one day you said i promise, i promise to be by your side,

one day you said i promise that we will never ever divide.

today, i say i love you, i love you with all i can say,

today, you say i love you too, ill love you and never go away

today we are together,

im still giddy with the thought,

that today we are together,

and nothing can pull us apart ^^


(disclaimer- liek .01% of this was a lie i just needed something to ryme with rofl)

mamimi got up, turned around and looked at him. white noise was clouding her vision- she couldnt quite make out his shape.

"wha-?? who are you??"

mamimi stared at him "i cant see you."

he looked confused "what do you mean?"

"i mean you need to come closer, so i can see you better."

the man was afraid at first, but then slowly walked towards her. she reached out and felt his face- the lines werent very familiar and the crows feet by his eyes were too small. he had a borad neck- not familiar by anyone she knew. his shoulders jutted out clumsily, but where still very huge. he was about in his middle twenties. mamimi noted he was also tall- about 6'5. not any of the observations made from anybody she knew, either.

this man was a mystery.

thw white noise got slightly more violent and mamimi rubed her eyes. it must be the thing he attacked her with.

she reached behind her and pulled it out. it was a knife, mamimi felt the sides- it was very long, and the static raging through most of it showed it had gone in very far. mamimi sighed and started repairing herself.

the man looked confused "hey girl who-"

mamimi put her finger gently on his mouth. "sh....." she demanded. he made no noise.

but something else did.

"stop it, Fei!! dont be like that- we update you so much for a reason!"

"i just want to keep them! stop adding them to that pile of scrap you call!"

voices echoed from the deep pits of the dark ocean. they screamed and spat and raged their way into the ears of mamimi and her atacker.

mamimi smiled at him warmly as the voices yelled out of the deep blue.

he looked scared "what the hell?"

mamimi looked at his face now that the white noise had ceased- he was very.... pale and dark. he had much a gorgeaous face- at least thats what the indside of her said.

"how DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME! how DARE YOU hurt MY BABY!"

mamimi felt the inside of her stir and tug at her emotions. she squinted her eyes and held her head. 'just get it over with, love. then it will be..... over.'

'shutup. i dont want you out like that anymore.'

'comon, dear, im not just another program inside of you.... is that what you were thinking?'

'shutup. thats what you are.'

'ouch. ill have you think about that next time you hear fei in the water screaming like that.'

(to be continued.... again! >:DD)

what could that have been, that slow, soft, familiar murmur of machinery that echoed in her head all day and all night?

the empty spaces only recalled distant memories of angry voices that spat and raged. they made her wince every time they revolved around her memory.

"you mangy human! how COULD you?! MY BABY!"

"minamori, please dont...."

"throws those ones out. well make her try again."

mamimi gripped her head. she hoped for it to stop. the poor voices only made her sad and afraid.

'dont worry, love, i want them to... disapear along with you,' she called out to mamimi

mamimi made a face of disgust "leave me alone," she snapped.

mamimi walked down the lazy path to the ocean from the boardwalk. her steps had her swaying back and forth strangly, like a drunk. it was night, at least, no one realy cared what the crazy people did at night.

mamimi shook that thought away. she was NOT crazy.

the ocean murmered and sang with the crashing of their monsterous waves. crabs darted away into the water with mamimis comoing. she sat down and stared at the clouds poking out of the moon.

mamimis eyes stared at them "i wish i could fly and just stay up there.... nobody cares about you then......"

the voices spat in her head again.

"you cant keep doing this!! please let me keep her!"

"the white noise in her head is a flaw. they must bee perfect for this"

"shes perfect enough for me!! let her go and come to me!!"

mamimi felt a sharp pain in her back. she turned around to notice what it was and saw him, standing there, wondering where the blood was

"the hell?" he asked.

(to be continued hehehe)

camree liked rock music and music from anime series as well. she couldnt stand rap, it made no sense to her. her favorite colors were blue, grey and black. like a rainstorm. she also like the color yellow. camree was alergic to bananas but loved banana shaped things. she also loved salalmanders, peppermint smell, scary movies, sad movies, music, and most of all, drawing anime. camree realy wanted to grow up and be a mangs artist. she could draw all day and all night nonstop. her older brother was her best friend. camree would do anything to protect him. she wasnt realy afraid of anything except for dead things and things with deep cuts. she loved to skateboard and snowboard, but couldnt realy snowboard because she ran out of money. for a period of time, camree worked three jobs to earn money for her brothers opperation. when they didnt need it anymore, she got to keep her money and save for college. camree was realy looking forward to her birthday next month, because she was turning 18 and would move in with her brother a couple months later. camree has a best freind named rico in the crip, who would always keep her safe from the gang-bangers in her hood. camree always wanted to be able to fly. because just imagning it made her calm and peacefull. the sound of heartbeats made her sleepy. she loved making freinds and reading manga and books. her favorite of all time were the .hack series. she could read them over and over again and never get tired of it. she also loved vampire knight, which she was not able to finish but realy wanted to. she loved lycroris lillies, because they were hostile yet beatiful at the same time. camree gets mad and can be realy mean at times. she also lets things go very fast, on most occasions. she hates social studies and math.

she loved life

mamimis real name is camree davis. she lived to be 17. she had a messed up life, had a mom that for 15 years beat her and burned her until she could think that the only cure was death. her older brother always talked her out of it, though, and never stopped believing in her.

a year and a half ago, camrees father divorced her hateful and hurtful mother. camree got to live with her father and her older brother. they were realy happy for a long time.

but then one day, camrees brother got diagnosed with a deadly disease. they had no money, and for a long time, camree thought her brother was going to die. she hoped and prayed and tried to act happy.... she forced a smile on her face all summer.

but then things got brighter.

camrees mother was thrown into jail and they got enough money to save her brother. things were goin well and smooth once again.

her father met a girl. her name was shaylynn hunter.

camree wanted no part in her dads gf and stayed locked up in her room, ignoring shaylynn for a long time.

shaylynn came in and asked camree wat was wrong. camree said fuck you and shaylynn started hitting her.

thats when things got ugly and camree decided to beat her up.

camree got the gangsters in her hood, and the day befor they were going to beat shaylynn up, she called the cops on the gangsters.

the next day, camree found a gun on her bed with SHMD on the side and the sign for the crip.

maybe they wanted her to kill herself, kill shaylynn, or protect herself from the other crips that wanted revenge.

she didnt know.... and she might not ever know.




camree wanted to live with her brother and go to an anime college and be a manga artsist. her favorite colors were the colors of the rain and yellow. she loved salamanders and snowboarding. camree loved lycoris flowers. she loved the rain and snow. she loved her brother.

she loved life.

if this is the last thing you hear from me......

im sorry

lets go to the sea, in the dead of night, while the water is black and the stars reflect on its surface, almost no light...

lets go to the sea, the waves still crashing, still raving like they have been, forever thrashing

lets go to the sea, ill take your hand, and well go to the sea, our toes in the sand...

lets go to the sea, into the waters depths... lets see how long you will last...

lets go to the sea...

holding this pain inside of your heart,

holding so much your drowning yourself,

how do you feel, is it nice to be dying?

of course it isnt,

of course you dont want to,

but i could care less, you didnt care about me,

so why bother?

i dont need to