•IDIOSYNCRATIC. Criticize me if you want. But then leave me be.
•INTUITIVE. I'm sensitive when it comes to someone's feelings, but pretend to be apathetic at times.
•FRUSTRATED ARTIST. Wish I could draw things that I perceive in mind , not only the ones that i have a copy with.
•BASHFUL OR FULL-MOUTHED. Depends who I'm with. Full-mouthed when I'm comfortable with someone, diffident when uneasy.
•EASILY JADED. Always fed up with something that cannot my hold my curiosity.
•GOOFY. I can easily laugh at someone's joke. And I laugh too loud.
•DON'T CARE ABOUT LABELS. People waste time putting labels on me so why should I bother?
•INDOLENT to people and things that can't keep my interest.
•IMPULSIVE. I tend to say and do things haphazardly. Then I regret it.
•SKEPTICAL to things that cannot present a proof.
•AVANT GARDE. I prefer to be unique in whatever I do.
•BAREFACED. Too blatant I forgot how to act demure. What's demure eh?
•NOCTURNAL. I prefer doing things at night cause i get lethargic by day.
•UNPREDICTABLE. A sweet mademoiselle today, a stubborn bitch the next day. Capricous.
•NONCONFORMIST. I adhere free thought, freedom of identity and freedom of speech.
•ESCAPIST. I elude life's tragic by daydreaming.
•IRASCIBLE. Easily irritated at times.
•IINQUISITIVE. I have lot of questions in mind that always bothers me, not until I know the answers.
•EXTROVERT AND A LONER. After socializing with people, I still prefer solitude at the end of the day.
■ I DON'T SUPPORT DOGMA NOR ENCOURAGE IT.
Dogma is an established system of beliefs that are not to be disputed, in which dissent is discouraged. It is an authoritative top-down way of thinking that does not allow for logical revision and rational discussion. It refrains people from having their free thoughts, freedom of expression, freedom of speech, etc. It dictates us who we should believe, and how our lives should be lived. People are gullible enough to believe in something just because they compelled to believe in it. Only us can decide what they we should make out of our lives and not by some preachers who claim that "they know what's right" where in fact, they don't even understand their texts.
■ I AM FASCINATED IN OCCULTISM
Occultism is an art. It is an inner art.
Occultism is a science. It is an outer science.
Occultism as an art awakens and inspires our inner life. Occultism as a science energises and stimulates our outer life. A great occultist is a dynamic athlete. He fights against doubt. He fights against impurity. He fights against imperfection.
But then I'm not involved into some accredited clique. =)
■ I POSITIVELY BELIEVE THAT EXISTENCE OF DEITY/IES CANNOT BE PROVED OR DISPROVE
Ignorant? No I'm not. It's totally different from uncertainty. I'm not one of those half-witted coward who are comfortable with their ignorance, don't want to take time to study proofs, explore different position, and therefore make a conclusion about what is true and what is false. I believe that there is something "out there" that we need to discover and ascertain. We should seek for the truth, examine the laid evidence, then we can take position once the proof are determined. When that time comes, I'll will not stand affirm to what I believe in for now for I have already obtained certain position. =)
music
gothic rockgothic metaldeathrocksymphonicdarkwaveshoegazerambientdoomaggrotechindustrialebmhellektrosynth-popblack metal vikingetherealpower metalclassicaltrip-hop
movies
Nosferatu: Eine Symphonie des Grauens , Psycho, phantom of the opera, The crow, the craft, Masque of the Red Death,The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, dracula, queen of the damned, interview with a vampire, imprint, 4bia, art of the devil, silence of the lambs, dead silence, butterfly effect, identity, the cell, sweeny todd, saw, wicker park, se7en
Hobbies and Interests:
†horror/macabre † felines † nature & animals † crosses † latin, german & japanese language † witching time of the night † dusk † anime † haunted dolls † velvet and silk cloth † solemnity † difficult english words † lucid dreams † gothic churches and cathedrals † religion † knowledge † trivias † red & violet colors, & black shade † gears † gothic accesories † boots † poetry † music † photography † drawings † philosophies † psychology † liqour † foods † make-up † sombre atmosphere † arcane † books † piano, violin & cello † movies † guttural & ethereal voice † orchestra † occult † slumber † enigma ..
