Yeah I've been super busy with homework. It sucks. My 102 teacher is friekin crazy.. She expects us to study all these vocab words from the semester memorizing like 8 quotes for our final exam (essay). We have two tests for her. OH well though.

How has your junior year been?
Heck yeah I'm ready to graduate.

Hola how are you??

It's just I don't want her to be using that "talking like a mature person" to her advantage so I end up "spilling the beans" on what she wanted to know about me. idk our family's kiiiinda fucked up...

oh wow lol i clean like crazy when I am pissed off like hell!

and idk she was saying that she's here to talk to me and give me advice.... like a mature person.....
just made me feel like she was gonna get more into my business. i don't fall into traps easily.

heyyy what's up?

i tried talking to Tia Mila on myspace....
awkward.

it feels all fucking fake...

Yeah I just saw it again today to see if it still existed and yeah her profile is still there. here:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=365558006

put that link in the address bar and you should be able to see it. it's very plain. but I'm sure that's hers.

But yeah I know, so that's why I really need you to keep what I'm saying on the down low. If they were to find out about that shit.. yeah I don't want all hell to break loose. I'd maybe consider myself Agnostic because I might not believe or agree with the whole Catholic deal, but I'll still accept it if others are. I'm not going to be like "THERE IS NO GOD! I'M RIGHT AND YOU'RE WRONG!" because that's fucking stupid. I hate it when people try to drag you into religion if those aren't your true beliefs. I'll be okay with our family being Catholic but I'm not going to include myself in it. I know i was baptized, but mehhh. What's funny is that my dad thinks I've never been baptized before.

and FUCKKK THAT lol sorry but church school for 4 YEARS?! that's like high school right there... wow.

I guess you could say Cisco and Raimundo were similar because Cisco is sorta a quiet kind of person unless he starts opening up to others.

that's weird because I saw her profile last night and it was realllll plain. Like you could tell she had just made it.

But I don't see the point of having to bring it up every single time it's not the end of the world.. i mean i know it sorta goes against religion.. but personally I don't like to consider myself catholic anymore. We don't agree on the same things. I'm bi, they look down on that. I believe in reincarnation.. they believe in heaven or hell. I tried asking for help from "god" when we had our family problems. they only progressively got worse cuz you know how my dad is. But I know if our family were to find out about that, they'd probably disown me out of it...

pfft my mom bitched at me about it! she was saying how we don't take very good care of it.. and i told her well i have school.. and if not that, now work! if anything, cecilio should have done something.. after all he DID take A YEAR off school to play video games all fucking day.

but yeah see they had no right to be spreading shit about me kissing her when it wasn't anything disgusting or rated X or something. and yeah I bet they'll love to meet Francisco just to get the thought of me being Bi out of the way.... he's not a bad guy though. He actually has respect for girls and he accepts me for me too. haha why did he remind you of your friend from 3rd grade though? lol just curious

PS from other comment i sent today:
look on my profile. I uploaded that picture that they must have been talking about me "kissing a girl". look at it for yourself. tell me that's not explicit.

yeah he sucked ass!! lol there was also a teacher who tried to draw me and my friend and it sorta sucked too >

oh yeah i put some new ones up on imeem hah just for a lil update.

Yeah my mom seemed sort of indifferent about it. like she didn't react the way we wanted her to. I thought she was gonna be like "OMG THE HOUSE IS CLEAN!" but instead it was more like "ohh that's very nice." it seemed forced. i hope she knows that was hours of hard work!!! you know how gross our house is. our next task is to work on the outside.. and that's hard because of stupid 100 degree weather!

Eww i hope she's not trying to spy on me to gossip more > truly this shit is getting old. Oh yeah! that picture, actually it was one of my friends (yeah a girl) just giving me a kiss on the cheek. it wasn't anything explicit or whatever. Yeah I'm still with Francisco don't worry lol.

Were they talking down on me being bi again? I swear to god it doesn't fucking matter what the hell I am! I'm still me! That's just one litle detail they never knew. >
thanks for letting me know though.

hey!!! so i picked my mom up from the airport today and i got the drawing you made of me. it looks great!! i love it last time i had someone try to draw me and it sucked floppy donkey dick hahha lol but this one's great, thank you!