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blog post Welcome to Wonderland
Posted in on Apr 25, 2009 at 3:29 AM
Current Mood: happy


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blog post 我還不想死
Posted in on Jan 21, 2009 at 6:26 PM
Current Mood: emo



吃過晚飯後
其實也不算吃了正餐
只是隨便咀嚼了幾口的食物


稍後,不知怎麼了
突然感到心跳得很快
碰碰碰碰碰
我的心強而有力地跳動著
不尋常的律動快到讓我覺得害怕
那顆強烈顫動的心彷彿就要從我的左胸口衝出來


強作鎮定
趕快把藥吞下
「乖,不要這樣,我還有好多事想要做,我還不想死。」
像是哄小孩似的,我這麼跟我的心說,希望它能安定下來


十分鐘過後
它彷彿聽到了我不願早逝的心聲
漸漸地,我感覺得到它正在緩緩遞減速


正好弟弟回來了
撥了電話給他
「我覺得我的身體怪怪的,很不舒服。」


三十分鐘之後
弟弟來了
帶我去看醫生
兩週前就已經做過血液和尿液的檢查了
套句醫生伯伯的慣用語「妳的檢驗數字很漂亮啊」
可是,最近我還是偶爾會擔心自己會不會突然死掉
尤其是當我的心不聽話的時候


為了讓我安心
醫生伯伯幫我做了心電圖檢查
突然要在熟識的護士小姐面前裸露上半身
還有穿脫褲襪
真是讓人感到無比的害羞
「妳的心電圖很漂亮啊」
醫生伯伯都這麼說了
我該質疑他的專業嗎


也許,我的心臟和身體都很健康無恙
但我那看不見的脆弱敏感的心和靈魂呢......








blog post 不攻自破
Posted in on Jan 20, 2009 at 3:28 PM
Current Mood: fuzzy



我問妳:「為什麼不......」
妳說:「因為......」


好,那就這樣吧。
我不再多說什麼。
既然妳選擇說謊。


如果不想實話實說,那就最好什麼都不要說,連謊話都不要說。








blog post 釋出必有因
Posted in on Jan 19, 2009 at 4:34 PM
Current Mood: emo



不要輕易相信突然對自己掏心掏肺的人,因為你也不會無緣無故對人掏心掏肺吧。








blog post Don't Hate the Player, Hate the Game!
Posted in on Dec 17, 2008 at 6:36 AM
Current Mood: happy



“ If I don't like it, I don't like, it don't mean that I'm hatin’ ” - Common


我不能同意你更多了,我一直都是這麼想的啊,親愛的Common先生。





The Game|Common feat. Kanye West



[Intro]
Raised by game
When brothers ain't fazed by fame
Raised by game
When brothers ain't fazed by fame
Let's go, Let's go
Yeah
You is hot but can't stand the flame
Ghetto pain and windows crack
The fist is like a symbol for black
Can tell the real by how the real interact
We all get lifted in the game


[Chorus - Samples]
"It's only right that I address this..."
"Gotta be in it to win it..."
"I never come lame type killin in the game..."
"Now... get busy..."
"It's only right that I address this..."
"Gotta be in it to win it...."
"I never come lame type killin in the game..."
"Hot music..."


[Verse 1]
Raised by game where niggas ain't phased by fame
Come to the crib, get banged, they take your chain
Stay in your lane, Brokeback ain't the way of the game
My brainstorm is like I stay in the rain
My favorite was Kane, now I'm dope with weight in the game
You was hot but can't stay in the flame
Ghetto pain and windows crack, the fist is like a symbol for black
Can tell the real by how the real interact
In the middle of whack my soul sticks to a track
Kickback records get kicked to the back
I want big cribs and my man Ronnie to get his
Child in a good school and know what her gift is
It's global warming, the world is shifting
Watching Sweet Sixteen, Bitchin-ass rich kids
You don't know it like you gotta go the distance
Whether yoga or doja, we all get lifted in the Game


"It's only right that I address this..."
"Gotta be in it to win it..."
"I never come lame type killin in the game..."
"Now... get busy..."
"It's only right that I address this..."
"Gotta be in it to win it...."
"I never come lame type killin in the game..."
"Hot music..."


[Verse 2]
I never kissed the ass of the masters
I'm the black molasses
Thick and I last
Pass these rat bastards
They try to box me in like Casius Clay
Hey I'm like Muhammad when he fasted
Opposing the fascist
Make cuts and got gashes, scratches over third eyelashes
Punchlines are like jab pits to rappers
Whose careers now ashes
It's too many slashes in his name
Came in the game
From weak lines to clothing lines to an actress
I seen em dashing smash hits
I yell run nigga run
While I cook up classics
The weak hearted, become Babylon puppets
Making it hard for real hustlas
Touch the sky now and then, with a lady friend
Give thanks to the most that's how the day begins in the game


"It's only right that I address this..."
"Gotta be in it to win it..."
"I never come lame type killin in the game..."
"Now... get busy..."
"It's only right that I address this..."
"Gotta be in it to win it...."
"I never come lame type killin in the game..."
"Hot music..."


[Verse 3]
I just wanna be like Akeelah, an achiever
from the streets of the Chi where some get high for leisure
Selling weed out of cleaners
From rocks to barber shops and beemers
Chicks with blond weaves and strong legs like Serena
The demeanor of the Ghetto, to never stay settled
Aldermen and corrupt men play Pharaoh
GOOD bring business to the hood like heralds
Find your own, walking by themself in the street
The young die of cancer, I stop eating meat
Greet the gods on 87th street like peace
Even though it's war to G, got em facing the east
The game ain't tasting as sweet
Cats flow is still, and they complacent with beats
My radio station is deep, so eff em
Progression, counting paper and blessings in the game


"It's only right that I address this..."
"Gotta be in it to win it..."
"I never come lame type killin in the game..."
"Now... get busy..."
"It's only right that I address this..."
"Gotta be in it to win it...."
"I never come lame type killin in the game..."
"Hot music..."





blog post Karma
Posted in on Sep 01, 2008 at 6:07 AM
Current Mood: thankful





讓你蒙羞的不是我們的過去,而是你們的所作所為。—— K for Sky


讓你繳械的不是我的劍,而是你的過去。—— V for Vendett





blog post 失控的陪審團
Posted in on Jun 21, 2008 at 5:30 AM
Current Mood: annoyed



網路的集體暴力是實現超完美謀殺的最佳兇器。






Papercut|Linkin Park



Why does it feel like night today|为什么今天感觉像黑夜一样?
Something in here's not right today|有什么地方不太对劲
Why am I so uptight today|为什么我今天这样焦虑不安?
Paranoia's all I got left|我胡思乱想
I don't know what stressed me first|不知道为什么使我倍感压力
Or how the pressure was fed|或者压力是怎么产生的
But I know just what it feels like|但是我知道这种感觉就像...
To have a voice in the back of my head|有一种声音在脑海中
It's like a face that I hold inside|就像有一张脸在内心里
A face that awakes when I close my eyes|每当我闭上双眼时 它就苏醒
A face watches every time I lie|每当我说谎时 它注视着我
A face that laughs every time I fall每当我堕落的时候 它嘲笑着我
[And watches everything]|它注视着一切
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim|所以我知道是自己奋斗的时候了
That the face inside is hearing me|内心的那张脸也在倾听着我的声音
Right underneath my skin|就在皮肤下面


It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back|这就好像我疑神疑鬼的 不时地看看我的背后
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head|这就好像在我的脑海里 刮起一阵旋风
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within|这就好像我无法让自己 听到自己内心的声音
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin|这就好像内心的那张脸 就在我的皮肤下面


I know I've got a face in me|我知道我的内心有张脸
Points out all my mistakes to me|指出所有我犯过的错误
You've got a face on the inside too and|你的内心也有一张脸
Your paranoia's probably worse|你的妄想也许更可怕
I don't know what set me off first|我不知道什么让我突然这样想
but I know what I can't stand|但是我知道我无法容忍的是
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is|每个人都虛偽地演得跟真的一樣
I can't add up to what you can but|我不能说你也跟他们一样
Everybody has a face that they hold inside|但是每个人的内心中都有一张脸

A face that awakes when they close their eyes|每当他们闭上双眼时 它就苏醒
A face watches every time they lie|每当他们说谎时 它就注视看
A face that laughs every time they fall|每当他们随落时 它就嘲笑着
[And watches everything]|它注视着一切
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim|所以你们知道 是靠自己努力的时候了
That the face inside is watching you too|这张脸也在看着你
Right inside your skin|就在你们的皮肤下面


It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back|这就好像我疑神疑鬼的 不时地看看我的背后面
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head|这就好像在我的脑海中 刮起一阵旋风
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within|这就好像我无法阻止自已 听到内心的声音
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin|这就好像内心的那张脸 就在我的皮肤下面


It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back|这就好像我疑神疑鬼的 不时地看看我的背后
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head|这就好像在我的脑海中 刮起一阵旋风
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within|这就好像我无法让自己 不听到内心的声音
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin|这就好像内心的那张脸 就在我的皮肤下面


The face inside is right beneath your skin|那张脸就在你们的心中 在你们的皮肤下面
The face inside is right beneath your skin|那张脸就在你的们心中 在你们的皮肤下面
The face inside is right beneath your skin|那张脸就在你的们心中 在你们的皮肤下面


The sun goes down|太阳落下
I feel the light betray me|我感觉落日的余晖出卖了我
The sun goes down|太阳落下
I feel the light betray me|我感觉落日的余晖出卖了我


It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back|这就好像我疑神疑鬼的 不时地看看我的背后
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head|这就好像在我的脑海中 刮起一阵旋风
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within|这就好像我无法让自己 不听到内心的声音
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin|这就好像内心的那张脸 就在我的皮肤下面


It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back|这就好像我疑神疑鬼的 不时地看看我的背后
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head|这就好在我的脑海中 刮起一阵旋风像
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within|这就好像我无法让自己 不听到内心的声音
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within|这就好像我无法让自己 不听到内心的声音
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within|这就好像我无法让自己 不听到内心的声音
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin|这就好像内心的那张脸 就在我的皮肤下面





blog post 照妖鏡
Posted in on May 24, 2008 at 10:53 AM



站在不同觀點,來辯論誰是誰非,是沒有意義的。兩造像站在銅幣兩面,都認為自己看到的那一面才是真理。但是總有一個公斷吧。在這裡,法律條文便是公斷了。至少法律條文並不是根據一個人的喜惡,根據各人或崇高或卑劣的心性取向來制訂的。


我一向認為,網路如同照妖鏡,每個人都有無限長度和無限次數的發言機會,通常不需要負責。所以往往本性流露。善的臉孔都是一樣的,而惡的部分是我們獨有的。我們以不同的惡來讓別人辨認我們自己。


我其實認為這個事件,已經照出了很多的臉孔。是哪一種面貌,是每個人自己要面對的。


——袁瓊瓊








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