I'm Goth. I'm Emo. I'm Rave. I'm Industrial. Shit, I'm so many things these days, fuck it, I'M ME!!
I'm a depressed mother fucker who used to love everyone and everything. I'd say I hate everyone, but even if all I feel is hate and pain I know I'll still help anyone I can. I hate shirts that say "Kill Yourself Emo" ever since I tried to kill myself, so for people about to tell me that, fuck you, you try it.
I love Techno and I love Industrial. When I put the two together, it fills a void in my life. A need for love, a need for pain, a need for something I can feel. There's a great oldies song by Johnny Cash (you may know it by Nine Inch Nails) called "Hurt". I don't cut myself anymore, but the lyrics of "Hurt" still hold true in my heart, "I hurt myself today to see if I still feel, I focus on the pain the only thing that's real".
In my life I've learned only a few things. Family will hurt you. Friends will hurt you. Lovers will hurt you. Nobody cares about you except yourself.
The End.
Gender:
Male
Relationship:
Single and looking
High School:
Denfeld (Duluth)
University1:
University of Minnesota (Duluth)
University2:
Capella University (Minneapolis)
Bands:
Agonize - And One - Angelspit - Apoptygma Berzerk - Asphyxia - Assemblage 23 - Ayria - Blaqk Audio - BlutEngel - Celldweller - Colony 5 - CombiChrist - Covenant - Cruxshadows - Dangerous Muse - Deadstar Assembly - Decoded Feedback - Depeche Mode - Destroid - DeVision - Die Sektor - Din A Tod - Diorama - Dismantled - Distorted Memory - DJ Antoine - DJ Ozi - Dope Stars Inc - Dulce Liquido - E-Craft - Front 242 - Front Line Assembly - Frozen Plasma - Fuji - Funker Vogt - Glis - God Module - Grendel - Haujobb - Heimataerde - Hocico - Hyper Crush -Icon of Coil - Imperative Reaction - Implant - In Strict Confidence - Infected Mushroom - Inure - Iscintilla - Jesus on Extasy - KMFDM - Massiv in Mensch - Millionaires - Mind in a Box - Mindless Faith - Nebula-H - Negative Format - Neuroticfish - Numb - ohGr - ohGr - Orbital - Panzer AG - Plastic Noise Experience - Psyclon Nine - Rabia Sorda - Razed In Black - Rotersand - Run Level Zero - Saydie - Seabound - Simplyd4rk - Solitary Experiments - Stromkern - Suicide Commando - Swollen Members - Tactical Sekt - Tamtrum - Tanzwut - Terminal Choice - The Azoic - The Birthday Massacre - The Cruxshadows - The Retrosic - Unheilig - Unter Null - Velvet Acid Christ - Violent Diva - Virtual Embrace - VNV Nation - Wumpscut - X-Fusion - Zombie Girl
Shows:
Aqua Teen Hunger Force - Battlestar Gallactice - Dr Who - Eureka - Gargoyles - Liquid Television - Nip/Tuck - Sealab 2021 - Simpsons - Stargate - Torchwood - Two and a Half Men
Movies:
Horror - Zombies - Scarey
Authors:
Orson Wells - Phillip K Dick - Ursula K Le guin - Stephen King
Occupation:
Financial Aid Counselor
Hobby:
Pissing on people and making fun of the handy-capped
Birthdate:
Sept. 7th 1981
E-mail:
Mystical_fists2000@yahoo.com
Cell:
218-270-0036
