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blog post My life
Category: Anyone welcome
Posted: May 06, 2008 at 11:58 AM
Current mood: lonely
"My Life Is In Your Hands"

You don't have to worry
And don't you be afraid
Joy comes in the morning
Troubles they don't last always
For there's a friend in Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if your heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say

Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

So when your tests and trials
They seem to get you down
And all your friends and loved ones
Are nowhere to be found
Remember there's a friend in Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if you heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say

Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

It was excactly 9yrs that has past, my life just had no joy and i just wish it never began in the first place. I attempted sucide and non of my parents nor siblings knew that i was on the verge to end my life.

I felt alone,neglected and shut out like someone that has a desease. My own father......resented me for being born in the first place, he blamed me for the thing that caused him to be what he uis today. Allow me to brief you about him.....He is a sucessful draftsman, government office and a God fearing man. I lived in his house for 11yrs.....I converted thought my life might change and the situation at home.....but the test was to great.

My father was a total other person when i converted..... to my surprise i had a war fare against a possed father and it was no easy task. I thought i was going to die which would be the best option for me i thought.......Then i heard a voice speaking from the heavens saying "Youre Life Is In My Hands"

I broke to tears....I was about to blame God for the happenings but this words changed my life and it took a major turn. I am living on my own from i was in standard 8 (grade 10). I paid my own school fees and my sisters school fees, bought our school of which they got the best and i had to suffer...I used my weekend job money to survive through all this.

To you that is about to read this.....I want you to know that God is real and we all will find Him differently but He is calling to you. All you need to do is believe and have faith. I share this because i know it might change a life. Have a great life.

Regards
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