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NianaAyesha Listening to 'My Love 2009'

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for jesus christ my father the lord from your daughter niana . . .
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How to be a woman...
when you see me you would seen all women
of many gender
of no colors
and many races
and no sizes
and at the end of the day am still a lady
but anyway have u seen a lady like me lately
you will be thank for a woman like me anyway
because women are a lady like me any day of the week
now you see why you never be a lady like me.
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Hello my name is niana
and as you can see i love music
and this is my hollywood
the different between me and those ones am writing about are true. and the ones you seen or see on tv are not , these ones are not made up
as you can see can i love poetry
i'll love to write music as well as my poets
i'll have you thinking about some of the things I wrote about or future wrtings because it the truth but you don't have to beileve me, but when it happen to you dont look for me because
i'll tell you am lady no more no less and am made of things from the earth, not some made up parts or lacking any missing piece of any what the devil will give to make hold, I'll turn and say i fear no men but God the holy of holy and you will look at me and
I'll say I cant help you anyway because am a lady and just one woman.
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Favorite quote: for 2008 ... Keep it pushing
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My destiny ....___________________________
mental ministry teaching & strenghting...came from the way of the dragon and the japanese and chinese spirit tranform into jehovah the old testament way and humanitarian ministry, my step father would have past to me the teaching of the jewish spirit
because he have work for them his last 14 years before dying Also passing a blood line of Zen .
now to all peoples of god now you see
why it have to be like this we just have to learn each other religions like it was at the beginning that all this is beautiful when you believe. The spanish came from A-ROD and Santos which santos is a place in washington where i found thee following Elisha Muhammad path.
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To Dr. Martin luther king's & New destiny christians center.

it the too now after reading all the poets i wrote even about and one is and the other is on and even there i had to fight thems off me it you still choose not believe
ask and the and camera men and women and the reporters what they were doing to tell me why there took me out of my house i have no crimes under my belt or would you like me to ask ours because i even ask and i still waiting for answer yes from even to because someone will tell the ture now if not when because i been waiting since 6/25/07 i call thems and they keep saying they never heard of me but that ok I WILL NOT STOP FIGHTING FOR THE LOVE and believe ask them am in the and there wouldn't give me a pad because she would have said that am a man just by looking at me back then and the man that i life for the was there smiling ok but i tell u one it will stop with me as of today because I STAND FOR WHAT I BELIEVE NOW AND I WHAT I CAN'T SEE EITHER THAT FIGHTING WITH THIS BECAUSE IT NOT MY SON ANY MORE I MIGHT HAD 2 BUT THEN BUT NOW I ONLY I HAVE BECAUSE HE HURT AND HE DIDN'T STAND FOR WHAT WE BELIVER and the police depatment the put in a chair and chain me down for nonthing well there are when you do that to a person that have no type of crime at all something is wrongs and in no i mean no one will take the case or help that ok u peoples want to treat me like a man that ok because the next time that i'll come out of my house that will be what u see ok (thank god) my he have mercy on every last one of you that involin with it
if they cant answer any of these things and not do nothing. i can't believe with any more.
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TO: Dr. martin luther kings-malcolm X- Paula White
A.D......B.C. (Feb 11 08)
" I Rest my case "

Present I didn't want to miss passover and the days are being numbers
Went to the train station got on the D Train I left
My house at 6:26 am the same time old i mean the date my sons Graduated on the D train got off 59th street took a cab 42 nd street then took yellow one because i want to eat greek 1st Then with jew, l so took a trip to see muslim Every where i stop i eate something with who I stop at the indian and the Italian because i was still hungry that why i needed to eate eight time before geting on the bus to go to va but the ticket lady gave me the ticket for washington DC so i got on the bus to get away from all
To be alone away from every one and just
get some rest and sleep and fine a spanish place to eat I found a Irish & korean or chinese hotel where i can stay for day, did some shopping a little with cash next i went
On the air train of the towns was all most frozen with yellow cabs worker driver
I did not known the town so well so ask for the next or nearest hotel it was warn to me but
the towns was so cold nearly frozen.
the air train man call all the stop on the train me and a lady name lydia was on the train the hold ride we talk and talk it was very nice time i told you i don't wear a watch, i wake up before all sometime i can't sleep when i worrie the i went back to look at more clothing and to drink more orange juice all is faith and love 7. Because on
April 24 07 Play a game with a teenager who knew he couldn't win of any sports if in the last place but he just want to remember about AL. states and i was arrested in Washington DC And i paid for it with a old jewish
man at the bus stop name matthew gave me a card and told use it where i see fit at the bus it was so windy out and cold no buses were coming we sat in the seat together talking , I looked around and he's was gone
Bye the way the ticket name was liydia and the bus driver name was the same too on the way Washington DC Lydia told David wolf he is a jewish doctor that was my secret how i eat on Fordham road how i eat that why nisa rodriguez is fighting on golden gloves belt boxing
wolf is my doctor again too now and Abraham
witness how i eat too and he sold me out to
plus wolf the same name of sister nisa and family put me thur this mess so how do i feel about what do you want me to say. i say nothing but remember every thing they did to me
now i told u people what was going to happen when all cross me just like washington but I
came back home to show you u people of all races what this is because u all think this is a joke right so explains the all three times and you
think it still a dream think again am walking here so what more do i have tell u people get it too together now or not now then when because u still think it a joke awake up before it to late one day u will thank me if u don't be cold like ice like me i told u what but u chioce not believe that your choose now but one day u will beside even if u be tears i don't care make a choice be it to late, now you want to try to bring him in this hospital because i don't want to have sex with him so you think that give him the right to keep puting in these hospital am tried of and my so called family they don't love and now i know that their just my want money and to hurt my sons and me but you don't have to worrie about that because i know am in this alone but am still going to get help some kind of way. some how because i just want you stay the hell away from me and sons especialy my fate brother who doesn't believe in god he's another but he sopport to be a priest i can't stand with these people because they dont believe who den ask a man across the street for a smoke his name was mathwue then meet a jewish man name dove Columbia Presbyterian hospial the same church i thought this is passover i work for since my son was four years old and the reason why the the two social and the family has no food when i was 15 old, am on 168th street
under Columbia presbyterian hospital because as a muslin i pray to jesus to in the subway station for me to fine a way for my family to eats all because a: ( Document no H- 204934)
Either so don't walk with me every because i hate you.
You think because i dont want to be with you, you want things you're sick in yours mind i can't be around anyone like that because there are no help for those like Richard Rudolph & Belial A daniels and u use to work these polls to get him in the door. And you are liers about coming back saturday and u know it too it was
only way for information to cover your tracks
I'm going to tell you all one more time stay away from all my children when you hurt them i feel it too even President G Bush knows that we Spoke because I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY obama doesn't see what I'M SAYING.But i wish he would put his self in my shops one day and the people and there own family will sell me out .where they left last time Obama fixed this mess I'll clean up. no more of your mess i mean now and washington took my money as well as PA. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING AND THEY TOOK MY CLOTHING TOO THAT WAS WRONG. Because i use my tax return and i had to use the money to make a living for myself and the police department took that from me too, one more time fix this mess. imean you also know it's bad when lawyers is down with this mess to. i hate these times AM LIVING IN IT'S ALL ONE BIG LIE WITH OTHERS FEEDING EACH OTHER FORMATION TRYING TO HAVE FAITH, FOR THESE PEOPLE BUT I BELIEVE THEY BELIEVE.WELL I GUESS THEY WANT TO GO TO HELL SO LET IT BE KNOWN I WANT NO PARTS OF IT OF IT THEY WILL JUST HAVE TO WALK IT ALONE.that 's all. Where I,m going to find love, freedom for my people with the type of faith like am mean family like ours hear it from , I'll just have to let the court hear it again
And doctor want to act like he doesn't know anything about what what i tell thems.............I'm been trying to tell him all along the truth and only the truth? but these people want to hear only a lie but they will not hear it from me, only music of all kinds even types I'll just have to let the courts hear it again the whole story again and again even if it hurts me telling it again over a friendship break-front chain from mathuew to me that was store name i buy it from a jew store like this way or am i try other ways early I told you all about before "matter of the heart". back calling Dr. zachery tims of new destiny christian center
All i can the hospital is the cause it by crossing all three doctor martin luther king's/malcolm x/ rosa park /Elijah Muhammad people never believe in family or friends who are the one that hurt you the most so i chose to keep them out of life. since the infinacy age of three threre thing they did was hurt me all the time, so i choose to be by myself and am trying to be a (nun). even if friend and family said that I'm crazy it's ok okay I'll be safe where am at was so much pain the
only where no one can ever hurt me again or make me cry again when i was 12 or 14 or have others take anything from me again or take any of my money and use it for wrong doing i'm just tried of working talking and care of people and friend and family member when i know deep down in my heart they dont give a damn about me. and now i know it's too bad i had to see it like this and the little money i did make. I share with them and hate what got nothing return nothing but it ok. and my own sons act like they are safe with fathers too i been working since i was 14 to 33 years but now am retired now, because the priest my bother and the family and my so called friend who sold me out to a man who i meet when i was fourteen year. About the birth of my so i can be with this man, she use to be my only friend gina s hunt and hurt me she going to hell for selling me out to save herself and her job. it's was a secret between us two, me and mathew and Llamont and love as a friendship we have.and my boss Jeff Getoff he is a jew in whiteplains NY and In the bronx Mr GETOFF WAS THE LAWYER AND HE WAS A JEW TOO IN THE GAVE HIM THE MONEY THE SCHOOL CAUSE IT I. S. 36 I mean Sitt H.S . and PS 169 THEY HURTME AND MY SON AND ME AT THE SAME TIME IN GYM CLASS : Tell me something how $7,000 lose it out of my son account from bank of america.
i don't need no more Friend ever again i tell u know more not even family they just steal from me over and over again.And in Washington DC i was in the hospital too after they put jail because i tell them Mark did my tax and mark gave me the medinice too beause i couldn't breath both times.Sept 17 07 care of myself now i work very hard to him the best of every thing i had but that not good enough either, i work columbia presbyterian church either what can they said St. Patrick lock me up in the hospital for nothing because i didn't want to sex or be him anymore and i stay in for 3 weeks for nothing again and u people and president George W Bush still stand for this mess then help me kept these secret and like laws dont exist give me a brake okay. I know better now ok it family and goverments so the only hope is for the new president Obama to change what have been done, on my way to Washington DC I went deaf to and they put me in jail to for nothing plus no lawyers in any states will take my case but they want to hear right. Again feb 18 08 thru april 7 with the hospital again am not saying they name again in between three that all i can say for nothing from my mother house 1909 amsterdam ave.
but just tell me one thing i have no money and now they want to mess with my food they know i don't eat pork so they are trying to get me back for call the lawyer on them because i dont't want to stay here with them i want to be free on my own. Like it all ways been i try to talk to the doctor about a one day past but he put me off and cover it up like and he try to tell me my sister came to see me yeah right i remember every thing that happen there so i don't know why he keep trying to change my mind to make me think like something else went on i told i remember all things that happen to me in my life so keep trying to make up some feeling that not there it won't hurt or put me in any pain ever again. Me just yourself the doctor well i'll be talking to no more doctor in need more because i dont trust them only myself that it they just want to put me away it okay i told a u all before the truth and only the truth that all i no family call or family they only broken my heart just like my only friend so why i didn't get to make a phone call while our in jail i try to call my cell phone number but the police took the phone from me in washington. And I NEVER WANT ANOTHER EITHER BECAUSE IT HURT TO BAD I CAN'T LET THAT IN MY LIFE AGAIN . It
just a part of life and giving life sometime u would have to give up somthing to get freedom that all i know. I remember how the birth now youngest to oldest jacoc,mark,ziaja,wamel they are sin that turn to saith but i still need my last son to be born. So it will start over again his
name will be ( Abraham Jehovah Wise st patrick daniels ): this will be the end of the blood line i feel it now deep in my blood i feel my son being born again i even it smell it in the air and in my body maybe that why am acting like this.
3170 food truck is now in the bronx but they didn't feed the people on 125th street first he coming soon just looking for green,black,yellow,blue and it will be conpletion, of all mix of races and you still won understand nothing i told you my son will win his place in the presidental race he already won so stop playing ok the votes are in now let our our next son be born now am tired of playing games with u people i didn't want to show it like this now believe now ok. Before it to late ok i don't want no one to die okay please listen ok they hurt me in the hospital in washington by holding me down in the bed but i remember awaking up bleeding but the pain i didn't mind for america all for a new beginning that all. Please listen ok please just listen okay and he not a muslin ok he a man a good man ok am talking about Obama now doctor martin luther kings i have even wrote to you on some of the things i seen happening around the worlds but people still choose not to believe damn you read my work i tearch people at my address 1777 grandconcouse ( # 5F as in faith ). go to my web site immem read it for yourself who i'm before it to late please i mneed my son to be born listen people the pain that all i can say, now ( Dr. martin luther king's) just explain one damn thing to me how a person with no kind of crimes of any kind end up in this mess here. What so ever keep up in these hospitals like these this where people of all races all reiglions keep hurting me. What hurt the worse between the church and hospitals they real dont know what name name stand for by now what time do i have to be in. Do for love like this it one i work for this long so, eyes are the soul, i did myself and they taken my tax return money in Washington and PA too and they took. And covering this up to please all you people and non-believer stay the hell away from me because am tried of dealing with you people am tried of this and being treated like this, one last thing ( Dr. martin luther king's ) pray for all your people because it's out of my hands now fix these problems now am tried of praying for people who believer. I only pray for people who have faith, do you hear me now because i won't said it again and i mean it okay goodbye check out my web site on immem with ( NianaAyesha ) here are some of my true names as it keep change with tymes and time, well Dr. (martin luther king's) ours new president obama need more votes to win his seat in the white house can you help us win his place he already won: well ( Dr martin luther king ) when the giant football teams need my help to win i gave it to them to win, and the help with some who i call when the teams are down as backup doctor king you known who they are so i won't tell names okay just like Obama need help with voters to help him win i stay online talking to states and contact i knew around the boro for supports for Obama so nothing wouldn't go wrong contact in brooklyn,queens the bronx, long island,new york, new jersey,now people we need to stop playing now let him have his seat now ok. He already won okay now let work together now, ok now ( Dr. martin luther king's) now i understand about the people why i eat like this or how much, and why i like all kind music, i see why now why all kind of people hate me so much it ok i don't hate them like they hate me.So i'll change the music now for better understanding sweet dream ( Dr. king's ) see you in the morning tuesday is a big day for me goodnite now am trying to be nice to these people but they are still want to hate me and have racism when i ask to take a shower to fix up myself i don't like be like this but these people think it a joke but when it happen to them we will see how funny it is to them and the doctor and patients is in on this is hell. Here dealing with these groupies and doctor here at columbia presbyterian hospital and then back to Gergeo Washington hospital but they will pay one way or the other that all now, i know who you are touch my son again or his or my money educations again now give all him money back and am because i know all the names you go by i told you the childrens education is first and all childrens races are first leave them alone or deal with me one on one am not playing any more now u play again. now (Dr.martin luther king) you know the Richard Rudolph is behind this mess as well am going to tell the police, social worker,statesman,boro presidents and who ever else is going to listen because i love my son more life it self president George W Bush don't want to hear it just like the other hospital knew what was going on the whole times since he was 4 years old like me and my son jamel. you have to help us here in america am going to ask obama can he help me and my son we need my help with vote i gave it to you now i need your help with a safe place to stay for me and my son we need some kind of help now (Dr. king) & (Eliijah Muhammad) we need help obama to win. I not going to watch this happen again he will win i mean it now,ok team member am speaking to the giants team team key player eli manning i need your help you need my help for your teams to win i help you you i need support now help obama ask the teams and other people you know to help us win eli you know how it feel to win i seen you on tv holding the cup you remember that. Feel you had when our team win it make it come true please and will win again next year i promise with my help you know my name go on the internet and name is post it ok call up some people ok if that was so true let me have another son again and start it all over again like life, now Dr. king Zen masters one jew,two are spanish and washington DC i eats with some steak and other is a African America jewish name matthew malcolm x and Dr. kings we really need help with the poll please life need now it very impotant with this race he Obama is running in even vote count i truly believe with love be hope and faith we can different so why would u ask me a question like that if you can't do what you said question i ask let my son be born again and life start over and over and i notice my son was trying to said to me by mind to mind but it was not coming in to clear so i started bleeding i wish i could have made out what was he's was trying to said sometime it hard to understand the word we say to each other talking like this one day when we get face to face there will be fill understanding with love hope peace and faith i notice that las night the moon move where every i move to and i found it kind of strange it like the earth and sun was doing the same thing trying to warning me about something am trying to get a understanding of all a sign from my son am not getting sometime it hurt to look straight at it getting me mad to see so many people going home.When they only been here not even a week and week and passes to home whhen i ask for the same thing they just kick me to the side or act like am evening talking that make me very mad especially coming from my doctor who supported know so much about me when he really known nothing at also why can it be just be love and happinness my son we need to on good note mind to mind am going to try to reach you today the best way i know how some day there will be freedom for all and for all plays for all race the day will come when Obama is president soon i'll just have to stand back watch it all play itself out well i wonder if am getting any email about these issues i been talking about or asking about with poll with life with freedom and with all races and gender of this world if we just take a minute to just think about what are we are going to each other it could make a different in each one of ours live now i remember in washington there was a African America male who was doctor there when what happen where happen i notice now he a was the doctor in washington DC the same staff member here the time 12:16 PM 18.03.2008 at columbia presbyterian hospital and am on my way to the state hospital waiting to see a jury i told the true i mean all i think he's real is matthew from the bible he make me very nerous when i him and am going to ask for another court hearing because of that what i seen just explain one thing Dr.martin luther king & malcolm x please tell why would this man follow me from washington to nyc to keep this going on what this madness just let it end there or here am tired with thid going back forward with this am tired of being damn like this let life just be for good not bad why he keep changing his appearence i all ready know who he is he just like change job so i can't find out his Id but it to late for all that i seen his face for the last time again i seen his face for the last time again i seen him again outside i never said nothing to him maybe it better that way until his i get a better understanding of it ones day i'll ask him what was he doing at the hospital at that time in washington and back in nyc now well some of my friend on immem send some message but it still a not winner debate. TO WIN I SEEN YOU ON TV HOLDING THE TROPHER YOU REMEMBER THE FEELING WINNER. STANDING ON THE CAR SMILING WITH THE TEAMS MEMBER THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE . i'M CAUGHT IN HERE WITH PEOPLE WHO THERE FAMILY MEMBER ARE DOCTOR. WORKING WITH THEN TO GET THEM OUT OF HERE HOSPITAL THAT A PLUS FOR THEM FOR I'LLNEVER BE CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE I BET YOU THAT ONLY IN THE TRUTH FOR GOD NOW MY MOTHER IS FREE OUT OF THIS MESS THAT A PROMISE SING ALL THE SONG YOU CAN I WILL NEVER FOR.
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To. Dr. martin luther king's:
August 19 2008.

To cross a blood like my is wrong
Just how i thought the cards would falt all along
And metropolitan hospital is the cause was and Am telling on New york city to am tired of being Treated like this let freedom ring in 2009 they Can get a taste of there own medinice and the Dirt work will be done with this city of These People who get hurting me time is up for your Dirt you can't hold a good woman down
Am tired of telling the truth when noone believe
Nothing am saying so gone until and am bless
With benefit will be life that it no less getting Together with my pleausure on the scene waking Up againt this world i use to call home Freedom Is still my number one factor and Education for our young well let me concentrate On life and the influence that made me write This in the first
Place but i enjoy telling these story because it The truth it basic information that pass on to One hear to but it pages of truth i guess a Sample of the thing i call a answer is to much to Ask for so let it be free like the but sure in my Skin life is starting over again at valentine Again Looking at the bus in Washington DC deciding On to come back to NYC again coming to Fordham road reliving it again this time union is The falt this time lebanon hospital cant take All The fall this time tell the true when did it really start And with who and what states it just keep Catching up with me where every i go
Wish i i could get it out of my life but where Every i go it just keep coming back like a Curse Involving itself in my life and living have never Been easy for me as a child and raising up
A young son the choices we make in every Days life pack a punch on a daily and on Questions and answers i yet recieve a call from
Anyone until this very moment obama give them Hell dont go without a flight and it will alway be Hard to brethe every time for now on and am Still looking for the leaf to eat without trying not To think of the hungry children all over the World and think about about what i said earlier In the beginning of my storie i told the all who Was going to go down once i finish it alot of People would go down in this story because i Played it with my life how the story and the Endless names of lawyers who are involin with This coverup along with two presidents along with the ploit to change into world we called America and it standing here telling me what i Didn't do for it i tell you one thing
(I have a dream)
that theirs days are number in The white-house because the truth sould of been out long Time ago and time come and go thru the fire so
Make it to go away or just hear the sound of Repeat the seach that looking for every more
Block ours dream since mark gave me the Medinice i have to stop and check the truth These so Called people are not saying and no One no my pain yet and the favorite are Freedom now walk with me down remember Lane and i promise you the truth and only the Truth and u still think you may stop ours dream
They are a mighty long ways thru and eye and Then to my son and the rage will be in a good Sence every time but to see this kind of pain Just hurt my heart but you will never know my Pain again but am not a shooter killing people i
Just speak the (word) it just would have Cause me walk and value my soul to walk in Freedom where every i go Sept 4 2008 rest in Peace Brooklyn AKA Jimmy see u when i get There so let me keep my head up even he gone
Living is more harder now so far i went to Three waked now you see one minute and the Next they are gone stick together America time
Are so hard now watching the new evening Harder now looking new on obama on his Presidentes to the white house make sure they Dont cheat him on his votes wake up this Morning feeling the heat heat from the sun and It alway seen to now (Brooklyn bryant) it not a Dream i see these days like this before u were Born and Mr carrion boro president act like He Didn't get a Email twice about the problems No Answer Back so i went to the steps and i Never Got any help back then from any of the Places i Name in my bio it all being uncover from The little to the biggest and i thought we were Friend until this happening to me and i draw the Line arrest
Me for nothing in my own home in The bronx Where faith laid at they are wrong And they Know it as now and telling on Lebanon Hospital EMS worker because they Got the Polices departement the 44th and 46th and the news Cameramens channel 5 and channel 7 they Hancuff me to a chair out of my own home for Nothing on Sept 17 2007 but I'll stand for my Religion that is one of my freedom here in America and the minute the put the handcuff on Me i started bleeding all over the places they Smiling while they were going what they were Doing mean while the day before i got baptism On Sept 16 2007 as a Christian so they arrest a Christian for nonthing what kind of world are We living in where you can't sit in your own Home in peace it a shame here in America Where i live in the bronx now you tell me am Safe how how is that when you tell the polices To come in my home for nonthing no crime or Drug so why were there answer the Question please tell me that ? well i just be in The place where i can get some rest the Resting place where i feel safe in my church Where no one can hurt me again home and
I dare someone to get involved with this affair
I knew you were a liar and you called your self
A President ? G.W. Bush i thought one day you Could be beaten like this with this election no Recount a landslide easy votes i just thought this was a bad dream that all that i couldn't wakeup from and passover, the feast of Unleavened Bread, and day of Pentecost, the beginning with the Second Coming of Christ.
And then we will get a long like a family one day
When the war is far gone way like the peace on sunday in the air when people going to church kind of like a out-towner welcome but i not the one to go around make bad faces at people so you will never know what i need
Is to feel safe in my own home when am relating in my own apartment when i dont feel like coming out of some time i can feel safe guessing why the the policemens where at my door in the first place ? no one will still answer this question until this very day smile if you will It can happen to you too i dont think so and am a human being and am a woman too deep in my religion to but i dont want to feel hurt anymore
Either American make me sad everyday i look back on the day in my apartment right after the
baptismist too not feel safe in my own home becase of the polices departments to again am going to say it no crime or drug either so again am going to say George washington hospital in (COLUMBUS DC) is the cause this time they cause this to happen to me Iit was a hit plan that all but little did they know who they were playing with and am still humane but the journey have not been easy it hard to look back on and i promise u the investigation is still worth it now and again i ask u why did you steal from my church and my job to, i told at the beginning i a rider of the truth, so what lesson did you learn to day.
What not to do and what to do in my profile Diary is it going all around the world speaking the truth about what happen to me and i dont care who dont like it either because it is a promise from the day i was born to carry-out to very end. but it so sad how america would lie that so u sould hear it like this again and again
because the news stations keep lying about story i gave them about a company name sear's how they treat people who work at their job is not good and again i going to say it again Queen is no lover of music it there falt too just remember all 105th of my blvd to your City halls marching for a cause do u remember now ask B.Butler who was a Union-Rep local 420 and DC37 and he was a long to my father friend the friend of the family you would never think about and you would stand-up say u know me now right i thought you might say that so why did u steal from my church and NYCHA too that a dame shame and ELLIS ISLAND to who counting the jobs am retired that it.
Am not running so ask them about my name it have a meaning of it own they both do a messager of the word the journey to the end the beginning of life that it at the same came to jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God:
for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him jesus answered and said onto him, Verily,verily, i say unto thee, except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God again am not running anymore so why did u all steal from my church and you think u can forsake me again i dont think so answer the question NYC i mean America why do u do that to me and i just work in far to long
So i must say so this use to be my world until what happen to me and the poilt was on but i tell u one thing i remember music alway i never forgot it never it have save alway thru good and bad feeling so am going to take u away again why did you steal from my church and you want me to be gone for awhile right am forever right to that to okay let keep talking about some of the questions i been asking along faith that it so bring your best game am ready ok the battle u cant win no ways no form.
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To Dr. Martin luther king's
Sept 30 2008
( I have a dream)

My day is just begin again
short and darken passing very fast
put me cross thru these religious time
how can u you steal from my church
why steal from the church because u dont know any better but the not the cause just the one who's hurt me every time they think they make it worst than better so dont ask me for any kind of help because i told i'll live to tell about these days am living in but i feel sad about telling the story again i dont have time to waste energy like that so take your lie else where i have history to change my song Empowerment of other reader like me and in the name of truth some where out there the truth lie out there it just like good vs evil is a good way to think about what am saying from the beginning to the end but it will be neverending
all because u keep lying about who you really is but again i ask why me why family and me and my son never did nothing to anyone but have faith in America and wisdom to know that something is wrong with this picture why i ask why steal from my church what little money i was making at where i work it a shame and they took that from me to but i still make a way to help my son go to college and rent too without any help but dont track me because all u will fine is zero that it because of what u did
Everlasting am going on with life without knowing why i was arrest why these people came in my apartment i hope they i got a kick out of what they did because i dont need the smile okay so let me get up the voice i was mean to use for the name of freedom and my collection for the truth is still in good since for the respect from America plus am a woman of God so what more do u want from me, but i ask for the truth many time before and got no help from your people with no faith in humanity why sould i have keep telling it from beginning to neverending but all kind of names will be display and u tell me you care about music and you're going around doing thing like this it a shame this is why we are at war now because of thing like this killing for no reason at all again i ask u why me and my family and my church plus my fate and u still think this some made up story i dont think so only true fact in my daily life not what someone want me to be well when u are use to a habit of life styles such as my it not the the work or the type of jobs it how well it gone and u think about what you done all ready is still cause this war we are in the first place but am not the who want to keep talking about because i told u in the first place it all cause some oil right i think so and where it popin up and u still want to call your self a president yeah right so how can u explain some event that happen to the times and the places it okay am safe now in my church so u keep stealing from good hearted people like me but u will alway be liar that u can't change that either now are u speechless yet so know more secret it all out in the open
and my family didn't give the support i thought they would they this with all but i dont got time to explain just tell my story that it.
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To Dr. Martin luther king's
Oct 7 2008
Continue ( I have a dream) when the nations are
going to come together as one and stop the wars thru out each others and think about each others family so u will never know what that feel like because u have no feel about nothing but yourself and u said you know music or about love how could you laugh at life like it a game as u gone to far by doing thing like this so i must stay away from u when you do thing like this and i still going to a lady about what happen because u are very young learning about life and i remember when i was young to and am a critizen too so why would i let people do this because i no how to love fighting solve nothing specially when you know, I never did nothing to anyone in my life and that the truth to
so who are u really fooling yourself right all i can say is fate is a dangerous thing to play with and u want me to think about past time when they were so good so i left them behide every time without ever thinking about myself
you just don't know the real me but it okay life go on again am not running again life have to much to late am not thinking what who care
so believe me not again this not some made up
story true life my life style of faith all in one and I dont give a dame either because I told you at start that why the change in religions because faith and the proof you have not that why we are not speaking because u will alway be a liar
President G.W. Bush America tell la tail claiming to care about the USA and the people in it is a crime and his heartless act how he hurt the situalion more by acting like he never heard of my name he is a liar too I email him on sept 17 2007 when it was happened to me with the light camera and the action ask his son and he winess too and I'm still laughing at not voting for u Bush back then to because you dont stand for the truth that why and the situation is not getting know better so now you want to talk about it much to late for that and you thought i'll
ask u for a favor i think not because you know what you are doing so from this point and said stop hurting people and specially the children
I knew to keep my eye on political for now on
and you thought it was all honor no not yet with
pray and street smart too that how i live all life
not in fear looking over my back life is peaceful
that how the world should be and safe and police need to calm down and the beaten and killing they do but dont take my philosphy on lifes styles of faith and fate for my son to and his safety as well as my own too
and i remember us being cyber too meeting together face to face without blinking either but i'll never forget what the goverment did to me because i knew to much about their operation and how it run the issues are still exist why did u people come to my door and you appearence
to act like it never happen when knowning what you did was wrong in the first in this place called America but my gender as a lady still exist once in time and Abraham will witness one way or Another as a prophet as my witness for my self, because i can't forsaken myself but one way or another i seen the Prophecy and it all way came true because i seen what i wrote and you'll alway lie because
u knew the holes came in my hands my feets dear god give me a brake okay this year is to hard for me and they witnesses before they took me out my home.
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To Dr.Martin Luther Kings
( I have a dream )
Nov 4 2008

All because i was listen to Ne-yo and some kirk franklin looking for you and because of you the polices was at my door at my home thinking back in 2007 the worst happen to me
and am thinking about the baptism that why
this will stop one day and people in America can
sit in where every their home and be at peace without newsmen and witnesses full in the hall wall taking picture while EMS take me out of my home at the door for no reason at all and a other polices front story i have to look at on tv it sick to think about poor brooklyn and rest in peace Richard Rudolph die on October 15 2008 on my mother birthday and am still innocent to so someone tell me what goin on in the bronx only thing am going to tell is i told them straight to hell to and i see it happen at the beginning of my story so what else can you say and the day are still number in the white house because u are a president who do care Mr. Bush that who i been talking about for a long time without your help now and am glad i didn't vote for bush i support this time with obama all a long I wish obama can get in the whitehouse before jan 09 so bush can get out in the street and go some where else he will not be wanted here anymore and i wouldn't care where he's go too and then life can go on and i can get some answer about what happen in my apartment and obama can fix the country and get us out of this hold of mess we are in and maybe the place i call America people and myself wouldn't be fearful since 9/11 and this country could be back in order and the war could be over the troop could come home be with their family because i know they us them so much and carry memory of them all over the places where they go but their no place to hide when all you do is lie all the time that how you got your spot i mean your sit in the whitehouse
and don't tell you won by vote to i think not because that some you can do on own so i blame bush because gore won fair and square but this time you can't do that because we are not going allow his to get a third term the seed is here to plan a new way to run the country once and for all Obama the winner over mcCain So i dont know why are we having a good o time and at 11:04 pm obama won his seat in the whitehouse but at the end he had 349 electeral vote people were crying in the street and on tv
even jesse jackson and ms winfrey but tear rolling down her face so i'll say if i never see bush face again bush i wouldn't matter this is a mental war with the troop just save them yes we can bring them home but yo still will not know how much i love u and you still think that this is a joke i think not the world can still fix the hurt it feeling but you still dont know how to treat people that work for you and that could never be a happy seen for because i know how you cheat people because i work for u for six years and two month and i listen how people checks were messup from your mess and the lesson that were learn is none again it okay am not talking or teaching no people who don't believe in God that is there problem dealing with life on their own and am living my life to without help again i looking for a way for
my son again his education is important like i alway said to you all a long be a paper chaser
in the name of the word of God and
you still want me to tell i mean finish with
new york already and the bronx went to hell and back just let me tell the storie like it is the truth you know nothing about that because u are learning i mean still learning about life but i know i been there and back long before you and your sick games you are just mad because
u want to keep lying about what u saw the truth will come to light like life it just how it flow
but i tell you one thing Obama i want some changes in America am not playing either and with education how a student with perfect attened only get 500.00 check for books that not good enought his attened have been like that since preschool thru highschool where the help at with student aid only for theirs hands out for money for something i dont have
but am still looking for a way to make for my son to go back to continue his education because it important for him to finish to be a ours next president in the near future some near 2047 but for now he will just be a doctor
but the love we gave so much for and for good
my family break bread and alway forget or remember me every time so we can't be that close when you seen what i seen theirs no turn back just go all the way because people or a person can't tell me nothing because when you are wrong u wrong so never ask me how am going okay just leave me out of it and the only good thing came out of this is being in Washington DC is walking around the green grass at the whitehouse on february fourteen 2007 feeling free not having a care in the world and what am living for will alway be freedom.
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to mr. robert f kennedy-john kennedy

JAN 20 09

you all have a revolution again with a piece of the truth again am there at the whitehouse playing ring around the rosie on the grass seeing the children get off the bus and the armed guard around the whitehouse the day was so beautiful it was about fifth nine degee that day back in 2008 the safe place to be it feel like home almost until i remember why they took me out of my apartment for nothing i kind of miss what that feel like not washington but my home place where I rest my head the place where I paid my bills the place where I left from to go to work the place where my guard is me at all time make sure i'm safe okay buddy
but that how it go no happy ending but no telling
who the blame but it a lot of people involved especially in new york city but i still say the bronx is going to hell for what they did
and my mind is still made up about the hold thing
especially about the news channel too it all one lie and you known it to so tell the truth about what happen but i known god will never give me more than i can handle and i believe in the power especially in days like this but am ready for it any day okay so do what u got to do because god will take care of me for now
no telling what you are thinking about but i know one thing you will alway be a liar too
but tell me one thing why put me thru these changes i dont need this in my life I live problem free and worrie free forevery brething love in the air that what i did for life and the freedom writer is singing again on all borough no one is safe who were in contact with me back in the pass am not messing with them any more my place being is life now starting over again and again from jan 20 09 with a new president in the whitehouse life can be so sent of love and warn feeling thru the house i can feel it the love from Washington DC two kids running thru the whitehouse a dream come true for all Americans family and i feel it in my heart beat the love i feel for obama and his family god bless him so can you find it in your heart to help a lady like me because am tired of these men hurtin me like this when i didn't do any thing to them in the first place and all i keep saying is damn Sears and they will pay for their share in it to believe you me it far from over and the man I thought i could trust i said his name many time in my story he got me the job in the first place
I blame me for this mess richard rudolph once i get back better i plan to lawsuit to the five borough for their involvements too for the act in along with America because i known we are at war now and since then day you took me out of my apartment for no reason my church mr.bush go home please no one want you here okay so just go home okay your no long need here good bye and in these times am in religion is all i have left i known that they can't take that away being jewish is my choice and right in this day in america but i tell you one thing let me find that my son tell that he was hurt by anyone
you will have to answer to me okay they just make feel like we are being hurt us because we are jew to and only a mother like me would no the different in her son and u don't have to believe me but try being a mother not like my mother who didn't believe me in the first place
I knew i would have to be a better mother then her and guard my son and my self in a safe place like the church wear no one can hurt no more you can be at peace no worrie no care no in the world only love and happy but weather in the world can stop us now and mother why didn't come to see me in the hospital i came to see you when you were sick too but that all right dear miss you wish you could be here to today went smooth soon you will see ours new president thru my eyes talk you later bye john and robert f kennedy and else me eate ours last turkey together at the hospital like a family at one point 4 that day love you and i still miss you on your death dec 10 and i for got u piorksky i see you again in his eyes and ski can you find a cure 4 cancer for my mother her would love to dance with my father to the jackson 5 good old day and my school s low on fund for ours treatment too obama we need fund invested in mental health so let go back to queens marching going to school 4 sunday my favor day was friday on the pool team we are zero for ten and ours toenail keep faulting off am up first on monsday sometime on monsday because i like playing last pure music i have waited 13 years for a apartment that i never got here we go again life start over again am driving to mississippi am the truck driver some time am a lone i like seeing the charge of time am wealther thru the city am really trying eat againbut it so hard because all i see is sorry and sad things am trying to drive again to work everday i feel like am on the run from life when i never didn't again my name is not important either this time i can't forgive for what you done to us i mean this time so stay away from us now where am at st. barnbas hospital marching looking for the truth they took me out of my school for nothing at all now and it keeep gettin worst and not better soon live got to get better with hope john-john i see you under your father desk smiling on the seating down in the chair doing paper work for the office i see myself sceaming again looking out the windowand the gate keep being opening now life 4 me is to sensitive but am the gent one who done nothing 4 no one ever let walk down remember lane once again please remember ours promise we made to each other so don't tell me that the march was for nothing because then i will start crying to just change
history once again to stop all the hate and just spead love and peace happiness not pack together like a soda case now mr kennedy u promise me to see washington DC all over again
but i might have to see u on tv because my money is not right your truly jan 20 09 so i guess when i played in the door u still didn't see me it was every emotional 4 me am looking out the window again i see tuckhoe rd again we went 2 207 street before together do u remember now and u still don't see us together yet we alway kept marching keep playing youur card right now right because time can't stand still 4 noone even if u are a still picture okay once sept 17 2007 the day of the bastism
together 4 ever and u still wanted 2 hurt us like we are animal we are better than that can u see we had dinner at BBQ on 166 st and broadway on malcolm x got killed at the last dinner don't u remember and u still don't see us at renaissance on street in harlem usa that a shame too i bet the police see us too on 137 street and now will u listen when i played in u could stand then so what wrong with now listen please in the book of wiser it a deep study alway remember just dream and u will see us we met at a cleaner at hunt point avenue i went by it to today i seen no one in it and u left me at the school on 145 street bet broadway and amsterdam ave why do u leave me my brother now listen one last tyme ours church started on a radio many years ago alway with family listen to it before it was a place do u understand now am still waiting 4 a apartment for me and my son and am tired of you keep going thru my stuff acting like i don't known where i put it i wish you would get your act together and just let us be now can u see why it like this because u didn't listen one day u will thank me for it and running solve nothing so get the picture now and for ever okay just live your life.
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Jan 20 2009 Continuing . . .
To michael luther king Jr & marilyn-Sarah . . .
And to Peter Popoff
why life is so hard to live in america
a change is already here starting with the president on this day i remember like washington DC walking in freedom speaking and freedom some live than march i just love the peoples not a person network thru king
speaking thru the eyes of other i said jehovah live forever thru the eyes of all people bless Ali mohammed may he have a better place i wish he could see this day to young just 31 why o why is the young dying so young give them interest in america with mission to continue for a life time to help other with every day life but tell me one why are people so angry and full of hate because mr obama won for our president by sending hate mail solve nothing so why send it just be happy he won this is what wrong with America people can't be happy for one other that what wrong with this day in age no love for one other just hate all the time no matter for America i just see the change for American that they don't see yet please opening your eyes around here so you can't tell me nothing about life i live thru most thing that u could think about what i been writing about it all in the most common sence about life so why can't u see that all along it not a about money either it about common sence that it and who can tell what life is really about now because i have seen it all for age and god have save me from these thing that hurt me like family and friend that mean no good just a ordinary day of live without being hurt or broken just put it in the pass not to remember it again because i just don't want to remember because it to painful to think like that or just be happy about life and living like it was my last one any day could be a good day if u put your mind to it that how i look at it and u think am going to let u ruin my life i think not so go head be on your way love don't live here anymore i waited long time for nothing it all about me and my child that all so just get gone i have nothing to say just living my life.
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To mr. Don stewart
they just keep acting like we didn't made him together yet you cover your to the best of your abillity am with god sence then and everymore
you try to tell me with fate good thing will happen am trying to hold on to that word i been living on since june of 07 but u just matter of how long will they keep fighting over non-sence and am tired of hearing and seeing every where i go it a hard thing understand about war this day in age i just say b less the poor family that in the middle of these thing they can't control god bless them so much my heart will alway be with them forever more until these times change for good reason.
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To mr. creflo dollar ministries . . .
I remember we talk on dec 9 to dec 18 over the phone while i was in the hospital at st. barnabas on the same day they took my father 5 years ago when he die it gave me a peaceful mind going thru the motive with life I'm greatful that he wasn't in no more pain on the tenth i had someone to talk to and listen to try to solve some of the action that was going on they are still undersolve but i have faith with life now and a passion for christ in my life and love for my country which i call it America my home
and let it be without so much pain in this world
but i tell you one some got give one day in this age i just think what the world would like if we work together and clean up from hate and solve some of the real problem this country is having children are really dying from being angry this is the truth so how do we survive save our blessing and just pray for hope and a cure one day custom for each and every one of us.
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To mr. marvin gaye
what going on my brother if u could sing a song
about the issue that acting on in America u would cry u said along time about in your song
but it was to late now in 09 i seen it came to pass thru music and a jobless country and counting the lay off around the American and other states it shame and family are losing their home people can't feed their pet or losing them because of cost in this country i never thought i will see these day act so hard this day in age
it's world wide people are living day to day trying to make end meat and the cost of medical keep going up what are we to do trying to hold on to what bit of job they have left to make a way for their children and our children family some where in the near future and not to erase when it really started some time in 08 for months now with layoff the cutbacks most of america is working two job and still can't make their got to be answer out there somewhere i just have a dream for hope and a change for happeness and you tell me teachers and classworker there be 15,000 jobs as well as policeman and case worker are being layoff plus the ems worker are being cut to what really happen here someone tell what really going on with America we are going down the drain President obama save jobs for America don't let the mayor do this to us u got to do something about these issue we are having it world wide problems we are having president obama you promise to creative new jobs for the people so far u are not doing that you are leting the mayor do what he want you have more power than him that is not right we are American just want to work as i watch the news i see what happen in the hole is getting deeper and deep in debt u have to help us get out of it if those teacher lose there job the case in California will just be the start of it and u could prevent all long protect working family againt this problem it serious i found strongly California i don't want see it happen in nyc protection that all we ask let the people keep there jobs all I'll say it will be in your hand when it happen to nyc i mean America when people start killing their self because they have no mean of living or take care of there family it a shame why would u let this happen and u couldn't know what it feel like because u are in Washington DC so what do know about what going on in the city life u just hear about but it
another when it start catching home then will u wakeup to what life is really saying.
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To mr. Black moses
a fan of music I would say so the best one it doesn't rain in london as well as marching for freedom and justice for African American
a long time ago we met in memphis where i met
a true gentleman and back to DC where we met again I'll never forget that again i seen u on christie street and NYC 87's we marching for freedom again all out for justice and peace for this country.
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To ms. rosa park
Jan 31 09
the time sure have change since u rold the bus
and the police attack u on the bus and arrested
u for what you believe it same here with police
some are gettin out of hand with there job killing some good people and our brothers are just being waste away in these time i hate to hear about but in the mean while i know how it feel to get arrested for something u believe in the year was sept 17 07 the polices arrest me because i was a jewish and my religion was all i had on my side meeting god face to face in the hospital and i got sick afterward because of the handcuff so in some point we have meet back then just in different time so we were in the boat while time was pasting us by but am sure we met at birmingham AL. a long time ago
at the march with king & jackson it was dangerous times being African American history
a time we all remember a dynasty that we all standup for human right and all nation freedom not war.
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To mr. luther Vandross
Feb 1 09
every where i go i see bad time in America it going down so fast i can't even count it i wish u
could sing one of your song for freedom and faith they had good meaning to then i just get lost in a love song i mean love sign i miss u very much i could see you singing on Jan 20.
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To mr. curtis mayfeld
Feb 1 09
A true lover of music for sure
picture a time when diamond in the back was a hit song playing stations wide at the neighborhood balls what a moment for music and african american all over thru out the world lovin just where music came from feeling the mighty place of pennslyannia a long time ago.
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To mr. Sam Cooke
Feb 2 09
oh your song have such meaning to it a change going to come . . . for a lillte it made it sound scary in a since it remind me of why u were murder and so many others like u went so young
so far it been fortyeight years since u die i could picture u singing on jan 20 for the our president Barack H Obama that would have been a sight to see one night one place a main place of singers singing for a cause for freedom and obeying the truth cause by the love of music.
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To mr. nat king cole
Feb 2 09
I see you there for the love of music singing in german to our President Obama am picture u singing L-O-V-E would have been the song u sing to the both of them while they dance in lover since.
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To mr. malcolm x
Feb 3 09
such time like this is call and people don't have a care in the world i see u there in DC a long time ago we met am sure of it so close all most eye to eye i might need your help with this one some people have done me wrong when i was a muslin there names i have given long ago in my story but times are just gettin bad i try to ture the page when life start to get bad like this to forgot about it and go on with the flow of it similar to your if you known what am saying and i all most know what it feel like living in the holocust some where around 1945 to 1949 and today in this date in time this mess is tie to a alot of people who want us to fall am just going to a mother to son and help him thru college that all
am just on my way to freedom and living the good life without hurt in my life or any thought of it just a thing in the pass and I'll learn to let go one day at time with hope an pray what our say is that their only human being no more no less.
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President Barack H Obama
Feb 4 09
I gave u power when me and son vote for u
I want some justice in these times am a spiritful and a religious person and i do mean that from the bottom of my heart. i feel that America have fall in deep hard time and the news keep flashing these new cut starting with 7,000 jobs cut thru out macy's what a person to do with there self in these time so what answer can u give about the problem we are having around the world.
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writing poetry&; ( the end ) to cross a shadow u never inter at first only the earth know secrets the can always unopen to public life without real sound of music is uncustom.______________________________________( cover me ) the homeless want to go home i'll say how far from here I ask have he ever try, he reply no way And i can said jobs block any of my steps In my life. I pointed at a site for a straight me with your favorites so I must logout It return the same in the that , the of life link your and we are the perfect .______________________________________( My side of daniel ) A.D. 10/1/00-6/29/07 I turn the page when his welcome wasn't love Am looking for a of And the tears shall set me down I qualify for show and tellin this moment danger take fate now u call looking for her I have started this debate long before. ______________________________________( the agreement) A.D. 10/15/50-12/22/07which our fathers made, nor for burnt offerings, nor for sacrifice; because thou hast made the lord, which is my refuge, even the most high, thy habitation;there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.for he shall give his angel change aver thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.they shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will i deliver him: i will set him on high, because he hath known my name.he shall call upon me, and i will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.with long life will i satisfy him, and show him my salvation. ______________________________________ (conspiricy) A. D. 12/16/07-12/22/07the dove have meet the u are just in the you are looking for a tracker to be born I have send to fix this mess I have to go to the truth but i have never seen saving and was the for will start it again.__________________________________(show time)bring your best game am not afraid when my papers work is in order your only human and am the truth push my steps evening harderno but so am list all thought of netam sure the community want love you have mistake my kindness i'll not stop until you have nothing to show.______________________________________( ask me )A.D. 07/01/07- 10/13/07prepare the actors for facts support the act of lawyer am returning a is going to ll a new form freedow the hiding and the Explorers were u all.______________________________________( scheme ) they will pulse the proof the felish is my victory the screams are missing the point nature is taking the corse am force to book the blog the devil unveil days to come.__________________________________ (unfold )my fate is wire Am living issues beyond this world Am explaning cold hard factI shuffle a upon bushes should i describe the news And the offical who lie too It will mix up a lauch of made up men With no trace of a birthSo don't play with nauture Am the delicate angel.______________________________________(the prayer of renderings)A. D. 10/26/57-9/17/07- A.C 9/18/07-10/08/07A man would be born like a wild ass's colt with wings and feathers of love for a piece of bread man will transgress that goeth down smoothly for beloved for a decree of destruction in the midst of earth for them that trust in riches understood the investigation but if it be works. then is it no grace otherwise work is no more work In all things Gods works for good together with them.
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______________________________________ ( when breeding life ) A .D. 04/24/07basemen is love of the game is to win no one win when u steal yards u dont desire to cover hospitals with your sickness don't count, you lost when u put me in open range became me my secret is breeding in me it started all over again like 89's when, I wrote it alone is how my truth should be, I did it before with the church so tell the contact jesuit theirs help is a tems of use here.______________________________________ ( when i called ) A.D. 6/13/67-01/19/08 History never been more sweeter not even your voice full the gulfyou cross a river, why must i call you twice you mad because i tell it how is and u tell it how it might be.so i'll go again walkaway and the hardest thing for me is that it a dream of promises behind us all so give it up or i'll take it that all I reserved every minutes that were share between us that all.______________________________________( 08 ) A.D. 11/16/01-02/11/07what a night on the town of notice how must I say it I heard it all replay pulling me trying to me because I want U. I'm guilty of loving my lifestyle of works I must run when I lay in his eyes well entertainment is priceless now edit.______________________________________( 22) A.D 03/02/74-11/15/02 I shake the universe looking for his present I need a light to dance emotions forevery featuring a dream of your the reminder of who life discover me for a reason and the message still got out without hollywood.______________________________________( no one else)it all because the wrongorder and the count of lives plus what happen to the commitments and i want part of am stronger than you think prepare they will need it._____________________________________( a nite shift )The showed up to me , to me that he would me before my .Then the spirt of God stilled my heart and said Go fishing as you planned; remember, and i'll say i walk by faith and not by sight.______________________________________( The Consequent )A.C. 01/21/08 Deep inside you all seen a revolution? before What woman slip into a mother child And hollywood rocking to stolen moments! The creator is of the above And you would try to me It will be a special thanks of instructions That allowed to exist.______________________________________( A Completion)The Pressure made me just fine The wreck cause trouble sleeping Everylast is what And a spirit be optimistic With medley of resist I Earned Self-Empowerment your Disaster will bring the works of God.______________________________________( New York )When breeding life I call him no one else Answer Accept the pray i was saying You know nothing about I cover me when i see the end is near see me only me when the agreement is a scheme so with pleasures come victory.______________________________________ ( think again )A.C. 01/21/08 I gave the tudor the answer so why am I here I have no regret so what yourtwo voices two choices Quick answer the questions to hear a past or effect history be careful because am not the ones who lie about the voter And the ecomony denied ours foots steps. My destination explain the matter of destiny. Now how can you denied the exist of Just walk in shoe one day, Remember speak your And tell them to your best. the only good thing about this that eyes Will never lie to me like your have.__________________________________( Today )A.D. 08/01/03-06/20/05A.D. 08/08/36-06/25/07A.D. 10/09/07-01/01/08Am in a time where religions exist Am tried of races drying So what lesson did you earn no grade, no trade And u promise the same Just a channel of listener And this world use to be equal So u want to know why your houses are empty because of leadership everyone want the job but no one want do the paper works when wrongs is done.______________________________________( Expose )A.D. 08/09/71-01/21/08 the thomas crown affair of goods, married situation (East harlem ) will hear it again A lover of (music ) for such I start a begining a again it be the highes next to Your ( 104th ) of my street, Dont track me because all you will find is music No pictures please because i told you at the begining So who really telling a tall this one for sure no one can denied, and now they care about my optimum what on tv,or what my favorite boro. why remember i didn't disrepect none of you peoples Just ask the for every the last will be . my truth is of your running and I dare any one of you to say u never saw me, I will say u are a liar because am a plus. it was the only way my would stop crying growing up. am going to tell u again ask ( bethford or nostand ).______________________________________continue-To doctor king can u ask jesus some for me please because no one will my questions and answer for a long time and i keep going to some of yours house for answer and they keep telling that they are not seen you and that what me ok.( when i have a dream ) have my heart because they are no lover of music for sure and they will hear it again .... again why beacuse they are a of young childrens why ask new york because the was cause what had are still following me again. life start over again am in the earl 80's stay with me to your (northern of my blvd) all (105) of my streets it start a wakeup to realilty are u still there because i'm here not on run ok. but i know some peoples that is, i mean boro. are u still following me, and you still think this some love story think again a site of truth and love because you peoples forgot that . but am going to remind you again. when i play the game it will be for the lover of music,pool,and any sports games you every played or see. it a winning battle am only here to carrie on where he let off . especialy the chrildrens in any country, and places where my hands or earnning can help. track me again i dare u track my and step i nevers had is important as the they from that i never saw at but u dont have to believe but the are what it is so that ok. i have seen it the proof. and going to be a lawyer because of what done. and that all am going to say , i tell u one thing when i dream they come true. but u ask my he going to be a doctor.are u still are listening to me i dare u track me again am 6/25/07 am at gradation watching ours boro am in my seat he give my son his awards it a beautiful thing to see i wish u could have been there and i have the picture too but u dont hear nothing what am talking about it the hungry for communitys, childrens all over the worlds,school,chruch of all religlions,hosiptals,jobs , and education. let stands together and for one a nother ok. because this the last way i know how to get peoples to listen by music and what my heart stand for ok peoples u know why because i know alot of peoples ( just tell me one thing ok what happen to the that was on the i heard was the best firm out there or else that's what teams told me) but they dont remember there name either but anyway if u never did anything for me believe in alway i see it a again music again. if u dont believe ask at church in brooklyn sept.16.07 at the baptism. i found her by eyes to laid me right back home where i never left where i'll never but hurt again by none . so now i understand when the job started closing down why u never said nothing but i never look at it be the answer but now i know ok . i tell in this life god is good because . show me a place where i feel safe and feel love never hurt again know what all because eyes they dont lie because u are who is remember name (niana ayesha) or (Naima am daniels). he know what the rest stand for because he seen my before. u still think u have enough to cover my hunger for life when i have a dream it come true ok. now am the telephone talking to on the telephone times about somes things i know that happening all over the world and the 6th time i would have met him in house of god on a 103rd and riversidedrive i seen him talking on the microphone speaking about things that happen in the world with and childrens that work with in the house of god. look at and saw coming thru me in his house i couldn't walk that good because it felt like someone and kept sticking me in the palm of my and where the came in and still there . evening (prest).dont believe either but it ok america. just would have to hear like this am so of them because they want me for there's self i tell them at the beginning am only gods and i want to a and they knew it to but you peoples choose not believe it would have so in my home (5f) with the coverup and they will hurt me for what i believe because of a that they heard only because i was hurt because they said i never work for them for years and months and will stand for this. because of the truth i spoke along ago. all i can say is the work of god. it not my found why it all from the bible it just the he have bought into my lifes all of them i promise god when i had my at the l on the i ask god u promise me that when i found all that i would love them all equal even the last and that we would have a supper together and end all these and the and we would be a family in any states and any country . because it is what it is ok god. one last thing god answer ok and tried of all these keep happening to me am of being at for my freedow ok .so jesus please fine it in your heart help me.______________________________________( the blessing) 03/02/74 After realizing that the company put heart into was in sale and in profits. realize that something was wrong in the company she point out to a name l about what happen in the company when it closing decide to look into claim because remember the love had for the community and seen that she care for and she work in down to the very of it was sad about losing the peoples that work with because of how they meet and the love t with the company and the love that a connection with and and decide to put the money back into the company's for the love of the community and how work with even if they didn't buy nothing at all that and remade friend with a brother name l love company nevers again shutdown but also remember a name who never got married no where in history.______________________________________continue-To doctor king & maudlin x and paula white I know what this is now obana let get these nations safe now and the streets and norborhoods you are ours president help us this these nations are going to need i ask u to protect ours childrens you are not helping I' am tried of see store down let make a different by the ny name is and the eyes is on the loose make a different it start here in.______________________________________To Doctor king-Continue( Principles of life)now u think am not religion A long time kirtle cover me As a even early With presbyterian who never Left me and am still Art of marking Ornamental designs By And u still now am Walking .______________________________________ 02/09/08for mercy be on of souls but ... doctor king i still have a dream so doctor king help me take care of them to stop it .Why are peoples and business in the bronx U think I don't see and who behide this And I told jesus as of today to stop All this but u will not listen I going to tell u one more time clean it up right nowI don't live like this Why am not working for of u because You keep up everything.
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Onze volgende gast is'n hele grostDe man de onuitsprekeljke naam.Zljn heet Chaos Disorder.Een eer om hem weer te Ontuanen T.A.F.K.A.P.______________________________________bisallah:Came from the muslim of Islamic walk in the March in the early 80's marching with the 5 Percenter Thur harlem a 125th street usa thur washington DC Standing for right's marching with my Mother And father but my sister couldn't take The heat Every time. even the interest back then I Remember like they was yesterday and but local 420 and Dc 37 act like they dont know yeah right and i march for u too so when will the Sisterhood & brotherhood could be stronger One day in timecan u tell when about the gentleman and lady are really walking and marching for Emancipation and a freedom walk for justice.
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Black pop,latin jazz,world soul,black rock,rock-n-roll, R&B,World music,gospel.
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Niama/Naima/Niana ayesha abdullah kareen Muhammad prince Jehovah daniels
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Nov 1st, 2:03pm
Rest in peace
wallace dee muhammad & franklin veras.
Oct 11th, 7:12pm
( Ted Edward Kennedy)
everyone have the right to protect there self from people hurting them even if it someone who u love.
Oct 5th, 12:10am
Rest in peace
( Ted Edward Kennedy ) well let me ask u something why is America so twisted. and why are so many good people are dying, why are so many bad things are happen at once. i mean right behind one another
there got to be some kind of answers some where at there the last days that it.
Feb 20th, 6:20pm
i will never forgive for bring this great walls of oppressing on us for no hope for the future but u witness to these people how are you going to do it for america and other states when it have to start
with us first but i still have a dream and i will not cross malcolm x but doing and making it come true to.
Jan 31st, 9:23pm
i still got a dream for America just effect history to show them what are doing is wrong.
Jan 25th, 2:47am
and u remember why i became a jew because it to much hurt in this world for me and child so we will just review life one day at time.
Jan 20th, 4:41pm
Elisha muhammad is smiling on this day.
Jan 18th, 5:21pm
Still Here

I been scarred and battered.
My hopes the wind done scattered.
Snow has friz me,
Sun has baked me,
Looks like between 'em they done
Tried to make me
Stop laughin', stop lovin', stop livin'-
But I don't care!
I'm still here!
Jan 18th, 5:14pm
Who But the Lord ?

I looked and I saw
That man they call the law.
He was coming
Down the street at me!
I had visions in my head
Of being laid out cold and dead,
Or else murdered
By the third degree.

I said, O , Lord, if you can
Save me from that man!
Don't let him make a pulp out of me!
But the Lord he was not quick.
The Law raised up his stick
And beat the living hell
Out of me!

Now I do not understand
Why God don't protect a man
From police brutality.
Being poor and black,
Ive no weapon to strike back
So who but the Lord
Can protect me?
We'll see.
Jan 18th, 3:33pm
I guess u still don't see us yet sans.