hmmm, my new description, how to say this..
well im Ryan, the way i came from, doesn't make me as myself today
im a person who always got into lots of trouble both past till now, but my past was the worst of all
i can talk with anyone, doesnt matter if he's mentally retarded (sry to say) or handicapped
i just wanna feel others person feeling and wanna expand my knowledge about life
sure, its pretty mouthfull and full of bullshit, but this is how i shape myself, being independent, looking for something i've been looking for, and its not having a gf, or married, coz ill pass with that
well, fell free to visit me anytime, ill reply ur comment sooner or later
i've realized, that my existence being is only for 1 thing which is 1 goal to archive, 1 way to earn it, 1 way to accept it, 1 way to redeem it, 1 way not to fuck it up, that's what i believe so far, get fucked or fuck back >:D
talents
playing piano, flute, drum (a little), electric guitar