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Bella Swan I dazzle people?

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*SUGARING UP!!! SPEAKING!!!!!*
I basically have two personalities. I have my crazy, hyper active side that can literally bounce off walls (itz purdy sweet). Then I have my reserved side that just wants to hide in a corner. I'm pretty much only like that at school, because my school is "where evil is considered happiness in that excuse for a school" (love ya, Misty!)
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I love God. He is my Rock, my Salvation, my Everything. Without Him, I am absolutely nothing. He is my Hero.
As a child I attended church every single Sunday, heard the hymns, paid attention to the stories, sang along with the songs, stood on the chairs to appear taller, colored during the sermons, attended Sunday school classes and played with playdo, and told kids that if they called me that dreaded nickname one more time I'd tell on them. I always understood that Jesus saved us, and that we needed Him to get into Heaven. When I was 5 I prayed the prayer of repentance, and asked God into my heart, and I thought I was set. I believed, through and through in God.

However, I didn't realize until I was 13 that I never actually let Jesus into my heart. True, I said the prayer, but God was not King of my life. He was my fire insurance. I realized that I was like the seed that appeared to grow, but then withered away. If I were to go to Heaven that day, God would say that He didn't know me.
I then saw that I had to truly ask God into my heart, let Him govern my life, let Him truly be my Lord. I have not been the same since.

I have seen a tremendous change within myself. I believe the Bible throughly. It is word for word perfection. If I go to the church where they preach differently than God's Word, I will let all those that are willing to listen know it. I hate it when people blindly follow leaders of their church and never think that they could question them. Everyone makes mistakes, even ministers. If what they say contradicts the Bible, then they are wrong. Period.

I love the Lord with all my heart and soul. I try to be Christlike and let Him show through me. I don't always do a very good job, because I screw up, like everyone else. God expects that. He doesn't expect any of us to be perfect, and for that, I am eternally grateful.

Without Him, I couldn't do anything. My life would not be worth living. He keeps me alive. He keeps me happy. He makes me the person I am.

*2 Corinthians 4:8-9, King James version
We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; We are perplexed, but not in despair. Persecuted, but not forsaken; Cast down, but not destroyed;*

Whatever your problem may be in life, pray to God, trust in Him, and He will bring you through. God chastens those He loves (Hebrews 12: 5-6). Every hard thing you face in life will only make you stronger. God is that powerful. He will always bring good to those that love and trust in Him (Psalm 37:40).

If you have any questions about God, the Bible, my beliefs, my Christian walk, my struggles, my triumphs through Christ, I'd be more than happy to talk to you about it.
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I have two brothers by birth, and I have three chosen siblings, my sisters. I love them all so very dearly. I am freakishly close to my parents, but I don't care if other people find that werid.

I have a strange fetish for Disney, fairytales, magic, anything out of the ordinary. I don't like things considered average or "normal".

I love cosmetology. I love doing people's hair and makeup. I love seeing their reactions, and how much they smile afterwards. ^_^
I also love doing anything artistic. I love taking things and making them my own. I want to major in art and find a career where I get paid to be creative. I'm my happiest when I'm creating.
Basic
gender
Female
relationship
Single
Contact
cell phone
pah! yeah right...
Interests
clubs
Make-A-Wish, National Beta club, National Honors Society, Mu Alpha Theta, drama, voice lessons, and AV club
talents
Styling hair, doing makeup, memorizing like mad, photoshop, reading entire books in a day, writing, drawing, painting on my bedroom walls, and taking ordinary things and making them unique and special
Entertainment
tv shows
Friends, Gilmore Girls, That 70s Show, Everwood. (funny how all those are re-runs now, huh?)
Custom
Looking for...
Caffeine. Always.
Destination
Wherever God takes me
Occupation
Changling
Quotes
I am a quotefanatic. I have quotes and Bible verses written directly all over my walls. I love it. I'm literally surrounded by inspiration. I put down many of my favorites in one of my blogs. You should check it out.
Favorite Books
Bible, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Tithe, Summer of Roux, The Witch of Blackbird Pond, The Notebook, and The Princess Bride
Sports
Icky...

Profile Comments

Apr 29th, 11:32am
Happy Birthday !!! I wish all the best things in the world for you !!!
Apr 29th, 11:29am
Happy Birthday !!! I wish all the best things in the world for you !!!
Mar 9th, 7:42pm
heehee. youre silly. but thanks! and so are you dang it!!! :)
Mar 3rd, 6:07am
dude...your profile...and your default...its like...whoa...only better. seriously, that picture is just completely gorgeous. on unfair levels. :D
i love you!
Jan 1st, 9:52pm
and its the camera that is amazing. i cant wait for you to see!
Jan 1st, 9:43pm
awe yay! thank you :D
Nov 8th, 4:30am
oh yeah i totally see the twilight thing. very cool.
haha thanks! i love that song so much!
grrreat job tonite at the play! it was so intense!
ily too ♥
Nov 4th, 11:25pm
my internet's been down, and its still down, so i havent really had the chance to be online ._.
really sorryzz!! :(

anyways, how's life goin 4 ya? :) r u planning to watch the twilgiht movie?! :D


*** the last comment was cut off, so this is the 2nd part XD
Nov 4th, 10:57pm
*** so sorry i havent been on in 4everzz >.
Nov 3rd, 3:34am
oh my gosh.
your page is so pretty!!!
i love that pic of you
and the trees in the background are gorgeous!
:)
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blog post Hey my peeps
Category: DAH
Posted: Jan 20, 2008 at 11:44 PM
Current mood: content
I just wanted all the ppl in my best friends box to know that I love you all the same amount and I wish I could make you all number one
blog post Quotes by Adrian Rogers
Category: Inspiration From a Christian Point of View
Posted: May 25, 2007 at 9:06 PM
Current mood: happy
"You don't make Him Lord. He's Lord already. You just recognize it."

"Is what I'm living for worth Christ dying for?"

"Sometimes we don't feel like praying. But if there is ever a time that we need to pray, it's when we don't feel like it. We need to pray until we do feel like it."

"We can do more than pray after we've prayed, but we can do no more than pray until we've prayed."

"If I had a thousand lives to live, I'd give everyone to Jesus."

"He who angers you, controls you!"

"The task ahead of us is never as great as the Power behind us."

"Pray and doubt; you'll do without. Pray and believe; you will receive."

"Don't ask God to cram His plan into your puny little mind, because then God would be limited by your understanding."

"Has it ever occured to you that nothing ever occurs to God?"

"Try to define the Trinity, and you'll lose your mind. Deny it you'll lose your soul."

"Humility is knowing what I am, acknowledging that God made me that way, and giving Him the glory for it."

"If it's big enough to concern you, it's big enough to concern God."

"Meekness is strength under control."

"I am the visible part of the invisible Christ. He is the invisible of the visible me."

"God the Father is all there is
The Holy Spirit is all we will feel
And Jesus is all we will ever see."

"Spiritual hope is not wishful thinking. It's rock-solid assurance!"

"If Christ is worth ANYTHING, He is worth EVERYTHING."

"To understand the part of the Bible you don't understand is to obey the part of you do understand, and before long you'll begin to understand what you didn't understand. Understand?"

"God only wants for us what we would want for ourselves if we were smart enough to want it."

"There is no promise God cannot keep, no prayer God will not answer, and no problem too hard for Him to solve."

"God's plan is to take ordinary people with ordinary talents, do extraordinary things through them, and give the glory to Himself."

"If you have a Bible that's falling apart, you'll have a life that's not."

"Tragically, many of our prayers are so vague that if God were to answer them, we wouldn't even know it."

"Justice is God giving us what we deserve. Mercy is God not giving us what we deserve. Grace is God giving us what we don't deserve."

"The difference between the Anti-Christ and Christ is that one gives you a number and the other gives you name. When Jesus comes, will your name be called, or will your number be up?"
blog post Some of my Favorite Verses
Category: Inspiration From a Christian Point of View
Posted: May 25, 2007 at 8:47 PM
Current mood: awesome
John 7:24: "Judge not according to the appearance but judge righteous judgment".

Psalm 37:5: "Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in Him; and He shall bring it to pass".

John 14:6: "Jesus said to him 'I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through Me'."

Psalm 37:40 : "He is their strength in the time of trouble. And the Lord shall help them and deliver them; He shall deliver them from the wicked, and save them, Because they trust in Him."

Exodus 33:13.b, 18: "Show me Your way, that I may know You and that I may find grace in Your sight. And he said, "Please, show me Your glory."

Psalm 37:16: "A little that a righteous man has is better than the riches of many wicked."

Proverbs 23:9: "Speak not in the ears of a fool: for he will despise the wisdom of your words."

Jeremiah 29:11: "For I know the plans I have for you, sayeth the Lord you God. Plans to heal and not to harm. Plans to give you a future."

Psalm 118:6: "The Lord is on my side; I will not fear; what can man do to me?

Psalm 37: 26-27: "He is ever merciful and lends; And His descendants are blessed. Depart from evil, and do good; And dwell forevermore."

Matthew 5:11-12: "Blessed are ye when men shall revile you and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice and be exceeding glad: for great is you reward in Heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you."

Isaiah 25:1: "O Lord, thou art my God; I will exalt thee, I will praise Thy Name; for thou hast done wonderful things; thy counsels of old are faithfulness and truth."

Joshua 1:9: "Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee withersoever thous goest."

Isaiah 41:10: "Fear not for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
blog post Inspiring Quotes
Category: Have No Regrets
Posted: May 25, 2007 at 4:14 PM
Current mood: awesome
Never regret anything...because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.

"High achievement always takes place in the framework of high expectation". --Jack Kinder

GOD decides who enters you life.
GOD decides who stays in your life,
but there is no point in trying to *rush*
GOD because the best things in life are worth that wait.

"If you were waiting for the oppurtune moment...that was it." --Captain Jack Sparrow

You have to decide if the things you want are going to stay a dream or become a reality.

Nothing will be a truer test of your abilities than what you haven't already experienced.

"What would you attempt to do if you knew you would not fail?" --Robert Schiller

Always do what you are afraid to do.

"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today." --James Dean

"The biggest adventure you can ever take is to live the life of your dreams." --Oprah Winfrey

"Life was meant to be lived, and curiosity must be kept alive." --Eleanor Roosevelt

"I daresay one profits more by the mistakes one makes off one's own bat than by doing the right thing on somebody else's advice." -- W. Somerset Maugham

"To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream, not only plan, but also believe". --Anatole France

"It's choice-not chance- that determines your destiny." --Jean Nicletch
blog post Life is too short
Category: Have No Regrets
Posted: May 25, 2007 at 3:34 PM
Current mood: optimistic
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't you might break theirs.

Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

You heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

It does it on its own...when you least expect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied you feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But everytime we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

What would you do if everytime you fell in love, you had to say "good-bye"?

What would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow, and you never got to tell them how you felt?

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever, and you couldn't have them?

What would you do if you never got the chance to say, "I am friends with all of my family, and they know I love them"?

People live, but people die,
and I want to tell you that you are my friend.

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