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Josh Mormann

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About

Description
Professionally, I am a multi-media creative director. However I am also a recently earth-bound citizen of Caladan, self-proclaimed postmodern mage, an occasionally effective photographer, a weekend dance-floor charlatan, a self-satisfying writer and poet, and bearded plastic toy.
Basic
gender
Male
relationship
Single
birthday
April 08, 1973
Custom
Hobby
Sorcery
Favorite holiday
Friday
Home World
Caladan
Email
josh.mormann@gmail.com
Languages
English, HTML, CSS
Year
2012
Hidden talent
Mind Control
Studying
Huna
Relationship status
Unwed
Job
Creative Media Consultant
Blog
http://www.joshmormann.com/

Profile Comments

Oct 31st, 12:14am
Feb 20th, 10:41pm
Hey, Josh. Well naturally I found your taste loveable - in many ways it mirrors my own ;-).

Keep making stuff. -meg
Feb 5th, 5:06pm
THANX FOR THE ADD :)
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Feb 27th, 1:51am

Recent Media

Lint - Hösenfuffel
(Duration: 3:51)
Feb 17th, 7:35pm
The Shins
(3 Videos)
Jan 19th, 5:43pm
My Videos
(5 Videos)
Jan 16th, 10:29pm

Blog Posts

blog post The Future is Our Deepest Past
Category: Prose and Poetry
Posted: Feb 27, 2006 at 2:13 AM

Each new day, our science in schools and fluorescent-light-lighted corporate R&D laboratories give way to new toys with which to play or watch or yet further alter the general meaning of time.

The clock accelerates upon acceleration as weeks become the new years and decades the new eons; back upon them like immortals we can see the beginning, when PARC gave to Jobs, who in turn sold his birth right for a mess of shitty software, to Gates. Geeks now gods made eternal by the needs they have made for us, and the means by which to satisfy them that they have also provided for a small fee. We stand tall upon, rest assured in, buy virus protection and critical updates for, read daily news on, communicate with, and plug into our new jerusalem.

The new Gods change economies by merely updating corporate policy, and their impressed contemporaries buy low and sell high.

We the needy peers of nerdy gods quickly grow bored of much created, updated and sold as it quickly grows old, and new ages pass. Decades now measure the bones of far larger beasts than the ones that made my grandfather old, and die. We work faster and smarter, and buy ever harder, than that old man ever did. Waking up early and letting our bosses beat us to the car at the end of each day to earn for our new needs. Returning home at all due to desiring the new season, the new pilot, the new fix of pixels pushed by pixel pushing bots, eons stretch past our hindsight measured by sitcom opening themes, and countless advertisers. Markets flooded with electronic magic, worlds formed, subscribed to, and entered, lived in, paid for, bored by, and forgotten.

One day as, we pray, and hope, our cacophony of ones and zeros will play the right jingle through the right instrument to cause the clamor of software giants to hush. To become merely the blood stream of the new humanity linked and informed, programmed and infused with the infinite memories and experiences of all who can afford the luxury. Work will become a mindset, execution mere meditation, and peace will abound in all things being equal, as the individual mind becomes understood in a universe now collected and projected invisibly by broadcast and reception. Each head a node to a complex understanding of a smoother universe, needs being met by the responding mass of immediate empathizers, life becomes lived as mere frequencies in their modes, and keys, a symphony of wavelengths of sound, light, and the unseen but now exploited, the push to reach a nirvana of harmony played out on the airwaves of matter itself.

A beauty and reality that no doubt once ruled this blue ball and the infinity surrounding it was a universal consciousness and understanding of networked individuals, something not dissimilar to the future to which new age thinkers, sci-fi dreamers, and MIT bleeding hearts still yet aspire. This universe we now question or ignore, once rolled, and ebbed and flowed and danced, and played until consciousness feared to forget the experience, and the need to remember, gave way to the need to keep, and collect. Librarys were built with the blood of nations, only to be reduced to ash. Today hard disk drives large and larger are packed with efectively limitless expanses of information and eventually only crash. Ultimately contribution to the cause of keeping demanded compensation so that individuals could keep for themselves; and rules to protect the need to keep, gave to men, the right to rule. Once a universe of music and dream, is now a warehouse of politics, laws, policies and religions designed to protect, and determine who keeps what, and why. God once was the experience and joy of all existing to exist, but now He's merely the faceless unknown, told to take us after all we've tried to hold onto has been taken away.

blog post My Prescription
Category: Prose and Poetry
Posted: Feb 27, 2006 at 2:11 AM

a long silver curve courses
from my toes to my center
finding it's own space
to straighten and uphold me
extending my stance
giving me new breadth
and taking my breath
all the vitals of my chest reporting in time

my lungs fill anew with the finest air
though I cannot breath
I dare not disturb this magical metallurgy
this new frame that sustains me

as I must to live, I breath
the silver coil allows me
my armature, my animation
I needn't fear, I am whole

I awaken to see with eyelids tight,
barricading the joy from escaping,
visions of virtue and blessing
reminding me
I may yet be redeemed
a chorus of encouragement
stands of spectators quaking
a distant deafening cheer

bursting with songs of springtime
a tree dampened gale keeps me
suspended before this scene
a lake, a sea, an ocean of green
stretching out to a ribbon of sand
before meeting blue,
meeting blue
even the very depths of the sea are at play

I stand taller now than kings of old
new and distant kingdoms
resonate in rekindled anticipation
great nations awaiting in white
concourses of brilliance teem the halls of eternity

A teaspoon will move mountains
A pebble displaces the sea
I am more than I can be

blog post Apathy
Category: Prose and Poetry
Posted: Feb 27, 2006 at 2:09 AM

Where is Apathy
why did I leave her
she soothed me like no other

I could eat
i could sleep
when she was with me
I had no needs when she would keep me

She didn't distract me
didn't choose someone else over me
didn't hurt me
didn't leave me

I left her for a love
a dream
a mansion in the sky
I love
a wish
a hope I pray will die

I cannot sleep when I lay down to now
I toss I turn I cry
I'm vacant in my vision
from the sunlight in my eye
I left friend for phone calls

I left her for a mismatched love
broken and uneven
the boards of an abandoned home

How could love lead me here
to this old house on the hill

my heart aches
my chest holds it in actively
and it tires
it may not hold out the storm

my eyelids too are weakening
leaky shutters unmaintained in years of drought
now fail to hold back the storm

Where is Apathy,
I will take dry river beds to tourents
sand storms to flood

blog post Echoes of My Lonely God
Category: Prose and Poetry
Posted: Feb 27, 2006 at 2:04 AM

branches of the same trunk
the same tree, the same woody loneliness
found and lost
out stretched to the newest of fingers
springing with life and new leaves of hope to grow and achieve
examples of the same god expanding
hoping ever hoping
on the course ruddy ends of despair

newness can forget for it is too new yet to know,
born in blindness but destined to learn
pushing out it's own new chutes only to feel the life that seeps in from
some distant energy misunderstood
but the old can only stay in remembrance
the impossibility to forget the loneliness that is immobility
we are these branches of our god
our lonely god

we are still yet chutes of new life
destined to lose this movement
this reaching for sun
we make food for the past limbs of life
photosynthesis will one day happen only just beyond us
the remains will be mere nutrients passed on to our understood god
our maker like us only old
sap through our bark will be our memory of mobility and life we had
we were our father's messenger into the unknown and unseen
soon we will have youth of our own sending word back
sticky fluid mere carriers we will become

mere carriers slow
stopped
lonely
like our god

blog post Not a Victim
Category: Prose and Poetry
Posted: Feb 27, 2006 at 1:51 AM

I'm not a pissed off victim
tho I stand like one
breath like one
and I live life's difficulties and abject to the many cruilties it bestows upon me like one

I prefer however to look a bit higher
to see if just over the wall
there's something brighter to one day reach
or wait in my watch of the sky for sunlight that occasionally shows

If the day seems too thick with clouds to importune the sun
I would rather marvel at how seas of water can be suspended at such a distance above us
and in such in so many fantastic forms
or remark at the needed shower and the sky's abundant generosity
than bemoan the mud on my feet.