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Jun 14th, 8:13pm
hehe.. thankie for adding me ^^

Well.. there are like 100 more on friend request for now.. x3! I still haven't accpect them all yet (need to comment and thanks everyone who added xP) And lol .. yay for another anime and manga lover too!!
Jun 19th, 1:35am
The Garden of Proserpine

by Algernon Charles Swinburne


Here, where the world is quiet ;
Here, where all trouble seems
Dead winds’ and spent waves’ riot
In doubtful dreams of dreams ;
I watch the green field growing
For reaping folk and sowing,
For harvest-time and mowing,
A sleepy world of streams.

I am tired of tears and laughter,
And men that laugh and weep ;
Of what may come hereafter
For men that sow to reap :
I am weary of days and hours,
Blown buds of barren flowers,
Desires and dreams and powers
And everything but sleep.

Here life has death for neighbour,
And far from eye or ear
Wan waves and wet winds labour,
Weak ships and spirits steer ;
They drive adrift, and whither
They wot not who make thither ;
But no such winds blow hither,
And no such things grow here.

No growth of moor or coppice,
No heather-flower or vine,
But bloomless buds of poppies,
Green grapes of Proserpine,
Pale beds of blowing rushes
Where no leaf blooms or blushes
Save this whereout she crushes
For dead men deadly wine.

Pale, without name or number,
In fruitless fields of corn,
They bow themselves and slumber
All night till light is born ;
And like a soul belated,
In hell and heaven unmated,
By cloud and mist abated
Comes out of darkness morn.

Though one were strong as seven,
He too with death shall dwell,
Nor wake with wings in heaven,
Nor weep for pains in hell ;
Though one were fair as roses,
His beauty clouds and closes ;
And well though love reposes,
In the end it is not well.

Pale, beyond porch and portal,
Crowned with calm leaves, she stands
Who gathers all things mortal
With cold immortal hands ;
Her languid lips are sweeter
Than love’s who fears to greet her
To men that mix and meet her
From many times and lands.

She waits for each and other,
She waits for all men born ;
Forgets the earth her mother,
The life of fruits and corn ;
And spring and seed and swallow
Take wing for her and follow
Where summer song rings hollow
And flowers are put to scorn.

There go the loves that wither,
The old loves with wearier wings ;
And all dead years draw thither,
And all disastrous things ;
Dead dreams of days forsaken,
Blind buds that snows have shaken,
Wild leaves that winds have taken,
Red strays of ruined springs.

We are not sure of sorrow,
And joy was never sure ;
To-day will die to-morrow ;
Time stoops to no man’s lure ;
And love, grown faint and fretful,
With lips but half regretful
Sighs, and with eyes forgetful
Weeps that no loves endure.

From too much love of living,
From hope and fear set free,
We thank with brief thanksgiving
Whatever gods may be
That no life lives for ever ;
That dead men rise up never ;
That even the weariest river
Winds somewhere safe to sea.

Then star nor sun shall waken,
Nor any change of light :
Nor sound of waters shaken,
Nor any sound or sight :
Nor wintry leaves nor vernal,
Nor days nor things diurnal ;
Only the sleep eternal
In an eternal night.

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blog post What do you do when someone tells you they like you?
Category: What?!
Posted: Aug 30, 2008 at 10:25 AM
Current mood: confused
ah...the title says it all. just about yesterday someone told me someone like me. let us respect the person's privacy so i would not tell his name. i'm a gal BTW... am i supposed to be flattered? happy? someone told me that i should be acting natural but...i can't help but look like a complete clutz...i'm out of sorts...i had no focus that day and everyone kept looking at me because the information about someone liking me spread...and the guy is known as a complete...loser?...and i don't want to break the heart of the guy...he's one of my best friends...isn't that sweet?...one of your friends becomes your suitor...it is sooo not!...it is terrifying because if you say no...you'd be losing a very close friend...if you say yes...but you don't like him whatsoever...wouldn't that hurt you?...

i'm so confused...i don't know what to do...someone likes me but i don't like him...i feel so sad for him because i know how it feels...it feels so...painful...it feels like your heart has been broken and everyday of your heartbroken days...the pieces become smaller...

so what am i suppose to do to this unfortunate crusher of mine?

...who is one of my dearest friends...


blog post Unrequited Love Stinks!
Category: Out of the blue
Posted: Jul 08, 2008 at 9:54 AM
Current mood: bitter
this blows! another day of keeping it in. this guy "victor" has been a close friend forever and just lately i've just developed feelings toward him and just after five years i start to realize it. the worst part is he has a current girlfriend at the moment! i know!!! i really don't know what to do? tomorow would be our class educational trip. i think we would be "seat buddies" but i know he'll transfer seats because his gf tells him to do it.