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blog post Who I am
Posted in my life on Jul 10, 2008 at 2:29 AM
Current mood: creative
Ok this is me...well this is what you get to see about my character
I mean thats all that matters rite?
In the end how you look and what you wear doesn't matter...its just being who you are
I always had a problem in this area (still do)
I hate being the silent one in the group,for a moment I don't want to be known by my parents or my talents but by my character!!!
Is that so hard???


blog post life b4
Posted in stuff on Jun 21, 2008 at 2:17 AM
Current mood: annoyed
The life we live in now is not one that shall eva get easier...unless you accept that fact,the fact that life isn't all rainbows and roses I don't think we have a chance.Which is why I love being around children,their perspective on the world is that of compleate innocence and joy...it is a horrible thing to have that realization that it isn't as we thought it was.If only we could store these perspectives in a bottle so we could always see ourselves as we once were.


blog post In this world
Posted in Christian on Mar 25, 2008 at 8:28 AM
Current mood: annoyed
In this world are people of diffrent color and language,and mostly religion.
If you know what I am then I wish that you would not judge! Cause everytime you point a finger at someone you have 3 pointing back at you (look at your hand when you point)

I hav many experiences of people abusing me with words because of my race and my religion...and let me tell you something...IT HURTS!

im not saying we should be one big Barney infested world where we pretend the world is perfect,we know its not!
but that doesn't mean that you can look down on others! The world is already filled with hate and murder,we are the next generation and should learn from the misakes of our elders!

History repeats itself...stop it now!



blog post Point of Grace-lyrics of the song "down"
Posted in Christian on Feb 24, 2008 at 11:22 AM
Current mood: optimistic
Curiosity can get the best of me
As I try to conceive the inconceivable
All philosophy is escaping me
As I try to believe the unbelievable

I wanna believe
Without a single question
Oh Lord hear my confession

Chorus
I know, I know, I know, I know
Though I don't know everything
And I believe that I could never truly figure it out
'Cause You are so much more than me
Above me - beyond me
So far over my head but I still see You
And I am finally making sense of it all
As the wisdom of this fool begins to fall, fall, fall
Down

The story of my soul seems like a broken road
And how I'm standing here is unbelievable
Keep me lost in the mystery - down here on my knees
The only way that I can reach what seems unreachable

I wanna believe
Without a single question

Oh Lord hear my confession

Chorus



blog post my book
Posted in Christian on Feb 12, 2008 at 3:10 AM
Hiya Imeem people!
some of you know that I am writing a book...yes me the quiet,perky gurl you all know and love! lol
the title is BEING A PASTOR'S KID
its something I have a lot of experience in that area!
so if you are in that position or know someone in that position,it would be a great support for me.
if you hav an experience to share or just an idea for the book please don't hesitate!
more details can be found on my blog
www.charisduke7.blogspot.com
thanks in the Lord
steffie


blog post LINKIN PARK ROCKZ
Posted in stuff on Jan 10, 2008 at 2:47 AM
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Peep the style and the kids checking for it
the number one question is how could you ignore it
we drop right back in the cut
over basement tracks
with raps that got you backing this up like
[rewind that]

we're just rolling with the rhythm
rise from the ashes of stylistic division
with these non-stop lyrics of life living
not to be forgotten
but still unforgiven
but in the meantime there are those who wanna
talk this and that / so i suppose
that it gets to a that point feelings gotta get hurt
and get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
[it goes]

try to give you warning
but everyone ignores me
[told you everything loud and clear]
but nobody's listening
call to you so clearly
but you don't want to hear me
[told you everything loud and clear]
but nobody's listening

i got a
heart full of pain / head full of stress
handful of anger / held in my chest
and everything left is a waste of time
i hate my rhymes
[but hate everyone else's more]

i'm riding on the back of this pressure
guessing that it's better
that i can't keep myself together
because all of this stress
gave me something to write on

the pain gave me something i could set my sights on
you never forget the blood sweat and tears
the uphill struggle over years
the fear and trash talking
and the people it was to
and the people that started it
just like you

i got a
heart full of pain / head full of stress
handful of anger / held in my chest
uphill struggle / blood sweat and tears
nothing to gain / everything to fear

[coming at you]





blog post MeEeEe!
Posted in stuff on Jan 10, 2008 at 2:41 AM
Current mood: wicked
Hey
I guess you know a lot about me by now....but if you don't HOW DARE YOU!
just kidding guys :P
if you want more info about me though you can always imeem me or check out my blog @ charisduke7.blogspot.com

btw
my name is $t3ph@n13


blog post 2 sides
Posted in stuff on Jan 09, 2008 at 7:05 AM
Current mood: weird
The Eagle and the Wolf

There is a great battle that rages inside me.

One side is the soaring eagle. Everything the eagle stands for is good and true and beautiful, and it soars above the clouds. Even though it dips down into the valleys, it lays its eggs on the mountaintops.

The other side of me is the howling wolf. And that raging, howling wolf represents the worst that's in me. He eats upon my downfalls and justifies himself by his presence in the pack.


Who wins this great battle?
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the one I feed


blog post When I say I am a Christian....
Posted in Christian on Jan 09, 2008 at 6:51 AM
Current mood: awesome

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I am saved"
I'm whispering "I was lost"
That is why I chose this way.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
And need someone to be my guide.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And pray for strength to carry on.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And cannot ever pay the debt.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are all too visible,
But God believes I'm worth it.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches
Which is why I speak His name.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority.
I only know I'm loved.



blog post God bless you!
Posted in Christian on Jan 09, 2008 at 6:48 AM
Current mood: awesome
Anonymous writes

Standing in a dark room alone and cold
Longing to be made whole
Never knowing that my wish was not mine alone
The Lord Jesus had his hand on me
Just like He does on you
And though it may not feel that way
Its still the truth

So remember
As harsh as the world is
His grace is always sufficiant
Jesus died to forgive
Because we are His children

God Bless You All




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