songs for my cuz.
Category: How I feel.
Posted: Aug 29, 2008 at 3:15 AM
Current mood: disapointed
Who’s Going Home With You Tonight? By Trapt.
Don't think we ever really got it right
Both you and I have always kept it bottled up inside
Can you show me what it feels like to give yourself away
Why can't I hold onto you
Theres no one around who picks me up when I'm down like you do
And when you can't hear the sound will the silence drown you too
Who's going home with you tonight?
Was it real, or am I part of your collection
Have you crossed the line?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Oh I feel like your an open invitation
Is this how we say goodbye
Keeping secrets somewhere down below
I wish you had the heart to tell me that you sold your soul
So many things you couldn't let me know
You had to run away
Why can't I hold on to you
Theres no one around who picks me up when I'm down like you do
And when you can't hear the sound will the silence drown you too
Who's going home with you tonight?
Was it real, or am I part of you collection
Have you crossed the line?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Oh I feel like you an open invitation
Is this how we say goodbye
Who's going home with you tonight?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Can you tell what is wrong and what is right?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Why can't I hold on to you?
Why can't I hold on to you?
Why can't I hold on to you?
Its getting harder to sit here alone
I've been waiting I've been waiting and you still ain't home
I've never ever felt so low
I've been thinking I've been thinking Oh where did you go
Who's going home with you tonight?
Was it real, or am I part of your collection
Have you crossed the line?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Oh I feel like your an open invitation
Is this how we say goodbye
Who's going home with you tonight?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Can you tell what is wrong and what is right?
Who's going home with you tonight?
Last Resort. By Papa Roach.
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a f**k if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a f**k if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
'cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
'cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a f**k if I cut my arm bleeding Would it be wrong Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
'cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright
Life is Beautiful. By Sixx A:M
You can't quit until you try;
You can't live until you die.
You can't learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie
You can't breathe until you choke.
You gotta laugh when you're the joke.
There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive.
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
I know some things that you don't;
I've done things that you won't.
There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home
I was waiting for my hearse;
What came next was so much worse;
It took a funeral to make me feel alive.
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Alive...
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
I was waiting for my hearse;
What came next was so much worse.
It took a funeral to make me feel alive.
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes,
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Accidents Can Happen. By Sixx A:M
Don't give up, it takes a while
I have seen this look before
And it's alright
You're not alone
If you don't love this anymore
I hear that you've slipped again
I'm here 'cause I know you'll need a friend
And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.
Take some time and learn to breathe
And remember what it means
To feel alive
And to believe
Something more than what you see
I know there's a price for this
But some things in life you must resist
And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.
I hear that you've slipped again
I'm here 'cause I know you'll need a friend
And you know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.
You know that accidents can happen
And it's okay,
We all fall off the wagon sometimes
It's not your whole life
It's only one day
You haven't thrown everything away.
So don't give up
It takes a while.
Sanctuary. Off of Kingdom Hearts Two.
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
My sanctuary, My sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
What's left of me
What's left of me, now
I watch you, fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing
In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
My sanctuary, My sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
What's left of me
What's left of me
[[snwod dna spu ynam oS]]
My heart's a battleground
[[snoitome eurt deen I]]
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
[[snoitome eurt deen I]]
You show me how to see,
That nothing is whole
And nothing is broken
In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
My sanctuary, My sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
What's left of me
What's left of me, now
My fears, My lies..
Melt away...
[[wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I]]
Blue Bird. Off of Naruto Shippden. (English)
You say if you could fly, you would never come back
You aimed for that blue, blue sky
You've yet to remember "sadness"
Just now began to grasp "pain" Even the feelings I held onto for you
Are just now changing into words
As you awaken from the dream of an unknown world Spread your wings and take off
You say if you could fly, you would never come back You aimed for those white, white clouds If you break through, you know you'll find it
So try until you break free to that blue, blue sky That blue, blue sky That blue, blue sky
With a sound like all civility was gone The rusted, old window broke
Look, you're so sick of looking at that cage that you're throwing it away Without ever looking back again That throbbing beat takes your breath away And you kick open that window and take off
You said if you could run, you would obtain it You're tempted by that distant, distant voice It grasps your far too dazzling hand Until you pursue that blue, blue sky
I understand that you are falling But still, continue to follow the light
You say if you could fly, you would never come back You searched for those white, white clouds If you break through, you know you'll find it So try until you break free to that blue, blue sky
That blue, blue sky That blue, blue sky
Blue Bird. Off of Naruto Shippuden. (Japanese)
Habata itara modoranai to ittte
Mezashita no wa aoi aoi ano sora
"Kanashimi" wa mada oboerarezu
"Setsunasa" wa ima tsukami hajimeta
Anata e to daku kono kanjou mo
Ima "kotoba" ni kawatte iku
Michi naru sekai no yume kara mezamete
kono hane wo hiroge tobitatsu
Habata itara modoranai to ittte
Mezashita no wa shiroi shiroi ano kumo
Tsukinuketara mitsukaru to shitte
Furikiru hodo aoi aoi ano sora
aoi aoi ano sora
aoi aoi ano sora
Aisou sukita you na oto de
Sabireta furui mado wa kowareta
Miakita kago wa hora sutete iku
Furikaeru koto wa mou nai
Takanaru kodou ni kokyuu wo azukete
Kono mado wo kette tobitatsu
Kakedashitara te ni dekiru to ittte
Izanau no wa tooi tooi ano koe
Mabushi sugita anata no te mo nigitte
Motomeru hodo aoi aoi ano sora
Ochite iku to wakatte ita
Soredemo hikari wo oi tsudzukete iku yo
Habata itara modoranai to ittte
Sagashita no wa shiroi shiroi ano kumo
Tsukinuketara mitsukaru to shitte
Furikiru hodo aoi aoi ano sora
Aoi aoi ano sora
aoi aoi ano sora
Young Life Taken
Category: How I feel.
Posted: Jun 03, 2008 at 10:30 PM
Current mood: sad
People know my name. They try to guess my game. Try to make my life worse,by making up lies.Trying make me cry, while in the back of my mind I just wish to die. Not saying anything back, not this time at least, I walk through the halls hearing wihspers left and right, not making a sound, my soul soon decayes. I go home that night to empty arms. I take my last drink, before I put myslefe to sleep. Morning wont come to wake me up, this time I'll stay asleep.
Please, please stop making rumors, cause you never know the next person you make one about could end up like this.
Lonely eyes.
Category: How I feel.
Posted: May 07, 2008 at 3:23 AM
Current mood: emo
Your lips spell hate, your eyes spell love.
My heart is breaking, but its really aching.
You're crying, you're dieing.
I'm lying, I'm sighing.
Oh your eyes, your lonely eyes. They've never looked so sad, so lost. You pushed me away, to this very day.
I've never been one to cry, but you changed me, you made me cry, you made me die.
You and I, we were everything, now we're nothing.
You are all alone, now that you've killed my heart, nothing now can bring me to life.
No one can take me from the darkness, no one can wake me up.
Your lonely eyes kill me.
Your lonely eyes, how I wish I could fix them.
You never let me fix your lonely eyes, all I can do is stare in pain.
To my one friend that made me hurt people.
