please don't tell me not to cry. please don't say there was a reason why. you don't know how i'm feeling or how much i hurt. the wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt. you think i should go on with life, forget about it and be strong. but deep down inside i am sad , and i don't want to go along. i don't expect you to understand why. for no apparent reason , i break down and start to cry. my life has changed forever you see , and that is why im not like the same ole me. so please don't try to act like nothing happened because its changed my life forever. i will never be the same again. not today , not tomorrow , but never.the best thing you can do for me is just be there just like always , my friend. my broken heart is hurting bad , and it will never mend...