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At first when we met
We said hi

Now we're still friends
But we've said goodbye

I gave you a chance
And you rejected

You said it's not good right now
And you stand corrected

You see what you've lost
At least I hope you do

You see what others can have
But not you

I don't mean to sound conceited
Or vain in any way

I'm just merely pointing out
What you had, and threw away

I liked you a lot
I honestly did

But did you feel the same?
Were there feelings you hid?

If you had feelings for me
You didn't show it

Because things are over now
And I didn't know it

If you didn't have feelings
Then why did you say so

When the only person you trust, lies
Then where do you go?

I just wanted to say
Thought you needed to know

These feelings I have
Need to be let go

© By Heather M. Williams ♪☮♪




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Open your angel eyes wide
don’t get lost in the lavender sky
shake all the stars from your hair
taste your sweet, salty, bitter skin
cut the poison from your tongue
don’t sleep beneath the candy acid sun
please don’t follow the fairy dust

Don’t sleep to heavy in your cherry blossom bed
peel the razor peddles from your skin
don’t get lost in the fairy dust
don’t look at the fairy
don’t look at the fairy
that fairies not pretty
she's ugly, evil and deadly
are you still dying
are you still dying

Peddle red peddle blue, kill the fairy end the doom
peddle red peddle blue, the girl power will save you
peddle red peddle blue, if your crazy then so am I
are you still dying in the fairy dust
are you still dying
are you still dying
kill the fairy

★ By Capri Avila ★

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{♣} forbidden {♣}

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Ever since that day
I've hid my heart away
Many have tried but fail to find
The gate is closed I've made up my mind
I can't be the girl I used to be
Cause look what love has done to me
I let my guard down and gave it all to you
Never realizing you would be untrue
It's been so long and still I stand
But still I long for the touch of your hand
I'll be strong and keep it all inside
Even if it's just foolish pride
They say it is better to have loved and lost
And I've tried that and paid the cost
So if I have to feel this pain
Just to find a love again
I think I'll let it pass me by
I'll spare the heartache and refuse to try

© By Megan N. Hatridge









The Day I Let Go - Stone Sour

'Wicked Game' - Stone Sour

World was on fire and no one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do.
And I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I knew somebody like you.

No, I don't want to fall in love.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
With you. With you.

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt that way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you

And, I don't want to fall in love.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
With you. With you.

World was on fire and no one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

No, I don't want to fall in love.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
No I...
No I...
Nobody loves no one.

'Wicked Game' - Chris Isaak

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.

I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you. With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and,

I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you.

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.
I never dreamed that I'd loose somebody like you no,

I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you. With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
Nobody loves no one.

*Cocaine is like really evil coffee.

*Only dumb people are happy.

*I'm not a woman. I'm a force of nature.

*I want every girl in the world to pick up a guitar and start screaming.

*I used to do drugs, but don't tell anyone or it will ruin my image.

*I don't need plastic in my body to validate me as a woman.

*Being offended is part of being in the real world.

~*~Courtney Love~*~



*It's better to burn out than fade away.

*I really haven't had that exciting of a life. There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life. So I pretty much like to make it up. I'd rather tell a story about somebody else.

*If you ever need anything please don't hesitate to ask someone else first.

*A friend is nothing but a known enemy.

*I'm so happy because today I found my friends - they're in my head.

*I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.

*Don't expect me to cry for all the reasons you had to die.

*I bought a gun and chose drugs instead.

*If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got.

*Drugs are a waste of time. They destroy your memory and your self-respect and everything that goes along with your self esteem.

*I started being really proud of the fact that I was gay even though I wasn't.

~*~Kurt Cobain~*~



*Drugs are not the way to the light. They won't lead to a fairy-tale life, they lead to suffering.

*Drugs will have a huge effect on my work for the rest of my life, whether I'm using or not.

*Every article I see is dope this, junkie that, whiskey this - that ain't my title.

*I guess I can go anywhere I want. If only I knew where to go.

*My bad habits aren't my title. My strengths and my talent are my title.

*People have a right to ask questions and dig deep when you're hurting people and things around you.

*The songs are about things that we were thinking and we wrote 'em down, and when you listen to 'em, whatever you think it's about... THAT'S what it's about!

*There are lasting consequences for using drugs. I'll still be paying for my prior use.

*We write about ourselves because we know about ourselves.

*There were a lot of drugs. We kinda just passed the time that way. For a couple of years we were all doin' anything we could get our hands on.

*Whatever dramas are going on in my life, I always find that place inside my head where I see myself as the cleanest, tallest, strongest, wisest person that I can be.

*When everyone goes home, you're stuck with yourself.

*I've always looked for the perfect life to step into. I've taken all the paths to get where I wanted. But no matter where I go, I still come home me.

*I don't do much else but stay in my hotel room.

~*~Layne Staley~*~



*And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.

*Dying is an art, like everything else. I do it exceptionally well. I do it so it feels like hell. I do it so it feels real. I guess you could say I've a call.

*How frail the human heart must be - a mirrored pool of thought.

*I am too pure for you or anyone.

*I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my eyes and all is born again.

*I talk to God but the sky is empty.

*If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.

*Is there no way out of the mind?

*Kiss me and you will see how important I am.

*Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.

*There must be quite a few things that a hot bath won't cure, but I don't know many of them.

*The blood jet is poetry and there is no stopping it.

*I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am.

*But life is long. And it is the long run that balances the short flare of interest and passion.

~*~Sylvia Plath~*~



*A woman reading Playboy feels a little like a Jew reading a Nazi manual.

*A pedestal is as much a prison as any small, confined space.

*A liberated woman is one who has sex before marriage and a job after.

*A woman without a man is like a fish without a bicycle.

*Any woman who chooses to behave like a full human being should be warned that the armies of the status quo will treat her as something of a dirty joke. That's their natural and first weapon. She will need her sisterhood.

*God may be in the details, but the goddess is in the questions. Once we begin to ask them, there's no turning back.

*Happy or unhappy, families are all mysterious. We have only to imagine how differently we would be described - and will be, after our deaths - by each of the family members who believe they know us.

*Hope is a very unruly emotion.

*I have yet to hear a man ask for advice on how to combine marriage and a career.

*If women are supposed to be less rational and more emotional at the beginning of our menstrual cycle when the female hormone is at its lowest level, then why isn't it logical to say that, in those few days, women behave the most like the way men behave all month long?

*Like art, revolutions come from combining what exists into what has never existed before.

*Pornography is about dominance. Erotica is about mutuality.

*Pornography is the instruction. Rape is the practice, battered women are the practice, and battered children are the practice.

*Some of us are becoming the men we wanted to marry.

*The first problem for all of us, men and women, is not to learn, but to unlearn.

*There are really not many jobs that actually require a penis or a vagina, and all other occupations should be open to everyone.

*We've begun to raise daughters more like sons... but few have the courage to raise our sons more like our daughters.

*Without leaps of imagination, or dreaming, we lose the excitement of possibilities. Dreaming, after all, is a form of planning.

*Writing is the only thing that, when I do it, I don't feel I should be doing something else.

~*~Gloria Steinem~*~



*You're always tellin' me to go out more, Go ahead, get out and see the world, But then I think, why should I? I'd rather stay home and cry.

*Writing songs is super intimate. It's a bit like getting naked.

*I want to be a guy, but I want to wear a lot of makeup.

~*~Gwen Stefani~*~



*I am a contradictory mess but I see it as my prerogative to change my mood like the weather.

*I am not a sexy woman, I'm not beautiful, I'm not a sex kitten, I don't flirt with people, yet I've been tagged more of sex symbol than women who truly are and that's solely because I don't reveal too much: people are curious.

* I couldn't feel good about myself hanging out in Armani clothes when my girlfriend can't even pay her heating bill. I'd feel foul and I'd be embarrassed.

*I have a temper on me that could hold back tides.

*I like the feeling that I'm giving young women self-confidence. It sounds so cliched, but it can be very moving.

*I think it's a great thing to have failed in life and then pulled yourself up by the boot straps and actually done something, because then you appreciate it more.

*I would say I'm pretty well at ease with my sexuality, but I'm an individual before I am a female.

*I'm fairly in control and I don't like to flirt particularly. I mean, obviously if I meet someone who I think is hot, of course I'll want to flirt with him, But in general I don't use it in day-to-day life.

*If you have any opinions at all or if you're even remotely verbal then they're going to call you fiery.

*Possibly because I grew up not feeling very confident about my own physical appearance, I developed internal devices so that I could integrate into society.

~*~Shirley Manson~*~



*A circle is the reflection of eternity. It has no beginning and it has no end - and if you put several circles over each other, then you get a spiral.

*After all, in today's music scene every band seems to steal from other bands.

*And if you don't live, you have nothing to write about.

*Because artists can be extremely eccentric and insane, and unfortunately, the people they hurt the most are the people that are closest to them.

*Because as an only child, you have your own little world.

*I can't be a legend yet. I'm not dead.

*Just in general, any government throughout history hasn't really wanted its people to be educated, because then they couldn't control them as easily.

*Music is about listening, the more you play, the more the magic spreads.

*The idea is, if I can't heal from my art, then how can you heal?

*We're five people, five individuals who came together to create something, to make music and to complete each other musically, to form a perfect circle.

*I have the distinction of being called a media whore by Courtney Love.

~*~Maynard James Keenan~*~



*A lot of people don't want to make their own decisions. They're too scared. It's much easier to be told what to do.

*Anybody intelligent enough to realize what America is, is not going to sit around and do nothing about it. They're going to be the same way that I am. They're going to be the same way our fans are. They're going to be pissed.

*Find out what's really out there. I never said to be like me, I say be like you and make a difference.

*I think art is the only thing that's spiritual in the world. And I refuse to be forced to believe in other people's interpretations of God. I don't think anybody should be. No one person can own the copyright to what God means.

*Marilyn Monroe wasn't even her real name, Charles Manson isn't his real name, and now, I'm taking that to be my real name. But what's real? You can't find the truth, you just pick the lie you like the best.

*Music is the strongest form of magic.

*Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave.

*People tend to associate anyone who looks and behaves differently with illegal or immoral activity.

*The word 'Antichrist', to me, is the collective disbelief in god.

*This is the culture you're raising your kids in. Don't be surprised if it blows up in your face.

*We live in a society of victimization, where people are much more comfortable being victimized than actually standing up for themselves.

*When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed.

*When you're taught to love everyone, to love your enemies, then what value does that place on love?

~*~Marilyn Manson~*~