kalokohan lang kung snabi ko na hnd ko na sya mahal pero mhal ko parin sya. pnaghawalay kme ng magulang ko kasi ayw sya ng prents ko ayaw rin ako ng prents nya. tloy magkaaway na ung parents nya tska parents ko. nkipag hiwalay ako kay theo nung june15`09. Nagusap kami hrap-hrapan. Nung una knakabhan akong sbihin skanya to, pro i have to. Snabi ko na skanea na " Nde na tau pwede dhl msasaktan ka lng kng nsa piling kta. " Sbi nya: " Sbihin mong mahal m pa ko " Sbi ko: " Kng snabi ko bng mhal kta may magbbago ba? " Ayun, nag walk out nko hbang umiiyak mga 2 days past, i cried so much.. nka isang box ako ng tissue sa kakaiyak skanea. Nag pray ako sna may mkita pa akng lalaking tulad nya. At ngaun, may bgong nanliligaw sakin, gusto sya ng mgulang ko kaysa kay theo he keeps comparing him to theo, at ipapaksal na kme ng mom ko sa taong hnde ko mhal... Ngaun, may gusto kay theo ung kaklase niang c " jhemie " sa ex ko na si theo. Sbi sakn ni danica ung kbrkda ko na sbi ni theo skanea na may gusto rin si theo kay jhemie pro d nia kyang lgawan si jhemie dahl mhal na mhal parin ako ni theo till now. I talked to him again in school, inamin ko skanea na i still love him. Pero hanggang dun nlang ung pgmamahal ko skanea, hanggang sabi lng hndi gawa dahl may mhal na syang iba, at may mhal na rin akong iba. Tnalikuran ko lht un pra lng sa knabukasan ko at sa kligayahan ng mga mgulang ko. Kailngan ko rin syang iwan dahl pra samin rin nman tong gnagawa ko. Msakit pero kailngan kong gawin, total nndyan nman si jhemie pra mhalin sya at pra narn mkalmutan ako ni theo sa isip nya. apr 16 08 ko sya snagot. Nung 16 monthsary sna nmin.. ang gnawa ko lang umiyak ng umiyak. Snunod ko ang mgulang ko imbes kay theo. Pnaglaban ko rin nman sya sa magulang ko pro ptuloy parn slang hmahadlang. Kaya ngaun iyak lng ako ng iyak. Pro till now, i still love him..kahit kasal na ko. ='(

I Dont Want you to Go
by:Kyla

Here I am
Alone and I don't understand
Exactly how it all began
The dream just walked away

I'm holding on
When all but the passion's gone

And from the start
Maybe I was tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' my heart
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go

And heroes die,
When they ignore the cause inside
But they learn from what's left behind
And fight for something else

And so it goes
That we have both learned how to grow

And from the start
Maybe we were tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our heart
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go

[Bridge]
Oh it's just too much
Takin' all the whole world all by myself
But it's not enough
Unless I stop trusting somebody else,
Somebody else
And love again

[Instrumental Interlude]

And from the start
Maybe we were tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our hearts
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go, no
Maybe we were tryin' to hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our hearts
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go
Oh no, don't want you to go

Here I am
Alone and I don't understand
Exactly how it all began
The dream just walked away

I'm holding on
When all but the passion's gone

And from the start
Maybe I was tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' my heart
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go

And heroes die,
When they ignore the cause inside
But they learn from what's left behind
And fight for something else

And so it goes
That we have both learned how to grow

And from the start
Maybe we were tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our heart
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go

[Bridge]
Oh it's just too much
Takin' all the whole world all by myself
But it's not enough
Unless I stop trusting somebody else,
Somebody else
And love again

[Instrumental Interlude]

And from the start
Maybe we were tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our hearts
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go, no
Maybe we were tryin' to hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our hearts
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go
Oh no, don't want you to go

waaahhh... this is the best version ever!...perfect...galing2x....luv it! haha....

no matter how much i don't want lo let her go but time tells me to...It's hard loving someone at the wrong time..everything seems perfect but not at this lifetime....i miss you iko...

ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a simple thing becomes complicated whenever we talk about our feelings for a special someone...I've had my fair share of this one as well...
that was really hard. I never missed a day without thinking about it, and the sad thing was, the more i think of it, the deeper it penetrates...i guess that was one of the darkest part of my life...acceptance was really that expensive for me....

it buged me a lot that i attemped to let lose...good thing was, she was there all through out my pain, holding on...making me feel my importance...she fought without knowing how, she stood as if she's so sturdy...she never let her vulnerability affect her...she never let me go...

napakasakit talaga na pakawalan ang taong mahal na mahal mo..pero wala ka magagawa kung ikaw na mismo ang pinakawalan niya...ikakasal na ang taong sobrang minhal ko...napaka sakit...pero wala na ko karapatan pa para umiyak pa...

a simple thing becomes complicated whenever we talk about our feelings for a special someone...I've had my fair share of this one as well...
that was really hard. I never missed a day without thinking about it, and the sad thing was, the more i think of it, the deeper it penetrates...i guess that was one of the darkest part of my life...acceptance was really that expensive for me....

it buged me a lot that i attemped to let lose...good thing was, she was there all through out my pain, holding on...making me feel my importance...she fought without knowing how, she stood as if she's so sturdy...she never let her vulnerability affect her...she never let me go...


thank you TAMBOK...

Here I am
Alone and I don't understand
Exactly how it all began
The dream just walked away

I'm holding on
When all but the passion's gone

And from the start
Maybe I was tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' my heart
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go

And heroes die,
When they ignore the cause inside
But they learn from what's left behind
And fight for something else

And so it goes
That we have both learned how to grow

And from the start
Maybe we were tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our heart
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go

[Bridge]
Oh it's just too much
Takin' all the whole world all by myself
But it's not enough
Unless I stop trusting somebody else,
Somebody else
And love again

[Instrumental Interlude]

And from the start
Maybe we were tryin' too hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our hearts
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go, no
Maybe we were tryin' to hard
It's crazy coz it's breakin' our hearts
Things can fall apart but I know,
That I don't want you to go
Oh no, don't want you to go

~~~ love u baby ~~~~~