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Aurora Blackheart I am so unbelievably sorry..it's been a while..

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I am the girl with the sparkly gummy bracelets
I am the girl with the brightly colored band tees
I am the girl with the mismatched checkered vans
I am the girl with the nerdy plastic glasses
I am the girl with the harry potter bag
I am the girl who acts happy through her classes
I am the girl who lets her laughter free
I am the girl who smothers you with hugs
I am the girl who sarcastically snaps at teachers
I am the girl who breaks down out of school
I am the girl who can't breathe right, ever
I am the girl that speaks her mind for all to hear
I am the girl that has a fetish with hot chocolate
I am the girl that writes longass stories
I am the girl that isn't affected by rumors
I am the girl who wants to make a difference
I am the girl that can't be torn down
I am the girl that is going to make you happy
I am the girl that will make it worthwhile.
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blog post Daddy's Little Girl
Category: .
Posted: Jan 21, 2008 at 10:35 AM
Her eyes were heavy,
her breathing slow.
Her parents left wondering,
why such innocence must go.

She has done no wrong,
had committed no sin.
At least the gates of Heaven,
will gladly let her in.

But still her mother's crying,
her father holding strong.
The family shattered,
torn apart,
to hear this angel's song.

She holds onto her mother,
maybe now she can go home,
but her mother turns toward the door,
and the girl was left alone.

The doctor comes,
he's with a priest,
and he prays unto his Lord.
"Let this girl rest in peace
or let her be reborn."

Her pulse has quickened,
the pain returned,
She feels she's letting go.

Her mother watches
helplessly
as her child's death is slow.

The girl screams for her mother,
Her life is short, she knows.
"Oh Mommy, please help me,
oh please don't let me go!"

"I'm too young to die, I know
I've done no wrong.
Please just help me, mother, please!
Alone I can't be strong!"

Tears fall down her precious face
as her mother turns her head,
and in that instant her child gave in,
and then a child was dead.
blog post
Category: .
Posted: Jan 11, 2008 at 12:22 PM
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I could say this
Like it’s a lie
Oh, like it doesn’t even matter
Very simple it will sound..
Even though the meaning is so confusing…
Yet so straightforward
On the tip of my tongue these three words are sitting,
Until I get the courage to shout it out…

I love you!
blog post Shattered Soul
Category: .
Posted: Dec 18, 2007 at 2:53 PM
Under a willow tree, Sam sat alone
And to her the wind would whisper words unknown

She was broken or lost, no longer whole
No one could reach her mind, nor wake her shattered soul

You just drove off she would say to no one
How could you just leave me here before it was done?

She had been alright once, not more than a year
Though not fully alive, she lived not in anguish or fear

A quick witted girl and unusually kind
She was an innocent beauty, the elegant rare find

However, she lived in the box which society was to keep her confined
And by her soft spoken nature, she hadnt the will to break its steadfast bind

For the rest of her life, she might have been a prisoner of circumstance
Had not it been for the day that was fated with improbable chance

He came into her normal, dreary suffocating life
And the haze that had taken her was cut away by some invisible knife

At first shed been quiet, and frequently almost a little cold
But he had came out wily and crafty and straight out too bold

She would walk the halls, giving no glances to anyone for a long while
Until he caught her eye and flashed her his captivating wry smile

He was enthralled by her, and was easy entranced
And she could feel herself falling as his liquid brown eyes danced

They would constantly argue in the time that would pass
And each thought the other a total and complete pain in the ass

Yet from their disagreements came respect and rapture
They had a certain passion and love that none could recapture

But they were different, no matter how hard they tried
And there were some things that could not stay denied

Her soul was tame and her temper was mild
He needed freedom, like a restless wind he was wild

So she followed him, and the rules he would break
As long as she was with him, nothing was too much to take

He would never get drunk, but often would drink
And later she would hear stories that would make her heart sink

And other girls too often would loosely throw themselves at him
Above all was a fiery redheaded snake, named Kim

Kim had once been his, but he assured her that it was in the past
But his words meant nothing, Kim was bitter and desperate to hold on to him fast

With cruel intent, Kim befriended Sam and started lies in her head
Hell take off, he always does, was the lie most often said

Sam didnt believe it, until drifting through a party one night
Her head spun and she choked back tears to see such a treacherous sight

Kim sat in his lap, to his lips she kissed
He pushed her away, and she knew he was pissed

But Sam told herself he could have stopped it
That he liked the attention and the whole dangerous girl bit

In that moment, Sam knew she was obsolete
She could never have those sexy girls wild fiery heat

Sam was already drunk by the time he found her
She yelled at him to leave her alone, and the rest was a blur

Now Sam sat beneath the tree alone, when she heard someone behind her say
"I thought I would find you here today"

It was Kim, with tears spilt down her cheeks and eyes
Sam simply said "Did he ask you to come here and tell me more lies?"

"How can you play this sick game?" Kim spat with despair
She slapped Sam with all her strength and yelled, "Remember! You were there!"

The sanity she had lost, came back in a blinding flash
The lies she had wrapped herself in, fell away with a crash

A month ago, she had driven off in her car drunk and crying
Sober, he had followed her in his own car, so fast he was flying

She swerved off the road, and got out of her car and into the street
With wide eyes full of fear, he got out of his, and struggled to get her on her feet

He cleared her off the road, but she fought and kicked him hard
Roughly knocked off his balance, she watched him slowly fall backward

A semis horn sounded and there came a great light
And then Sams world darkened and was left in the night

Looking around, past Kim and the weeping willow tree
A graveyard stretching far and wide, was what Sam could see

She fell on her hands and knees, panting as the fog cleared away from her mind
And the sanity shredding memory re-bloomed from an abyss from behind

In front of her was his tombstone, his name engraved in stone
But she could feel him alive in her, like a burning deep in the bone

"You set a fire in me," she said in hushed whispering
"But without you, it has destroyed everything"
blog post girl language
Category: .
Posted: Aug 30, 2007 at 11:54 AM

If i dont call you

[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]



When i walk away from you mad

[ Follow me ]



When i stare at your mouth

[ Kiss me ]



When i push you or hit you

[ Grab me and dont let go ]



When i start cussing at you

[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]



When im quiet

[ Ask me whats wrong ]



When i ignore you

[ Give me your attention ]



When i pull away

[ Pull me back ]



When you see me at my worst

[ Tell me im beautiful ]



When you see me start crying

[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]



When you see me walking

[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]



When im scared

[ Protect me ]



When i lay my head on your shoulder

[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]



When i grab at your hands

[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]



When i tease you

[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]



When i dont answer for a long time

[ reassure me that everything is okay ]



When i look at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]



When i say that i love you

[ I really do more than you could understand ]



When i bump into you

[ bump into me back and make me laugh]



When i tell you a secret

[ keep it safe and untold]



When i look at you in your eyes

[ dont look away until i do]



When i miss you

[ im hurting inside ]



When you break my heart

[ the pain never really goes away ]



When i say its over

[ i still want you to be mine ]



When i repost this blog

[ I want you to read it ]



♥♥♥

blog post To Every Guy ....
Category: .
Posted: Aug 29, 2007 at 7:30 AM
--To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her.
-- To every guy who knows which girl he wants.
--To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."

--To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. And honestly believed what he said.
--To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the province, or across the country) to see her.
--To every guy who DOESN'T CARE HOW FAR AWAY SHE LIVES, AND WILL STILL DATE HER BECAUSE IT'S HER.
--To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.

--To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

--To every guy that said he would die for her.
--To every guy that really would.
--To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
--To every guy that cried in front of her.
--To every guy that she cried in front of.
--To every guy that holds hands with her.

--To every guy that kisses her with meaning.

--To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

--To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

--To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
--To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

--To every guy THAT WOULD SIT AND WAIT HOURS TO SEE HER, EVEN IF THEY COULD ONLY SPEND A FEW MINUTES TOGETHER.
--To every guy that would give his seat up.
--To every guy that "just wants to cuddle".

--To every guy who told his secrets to her.

--To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
--To every guy that thought "maybe this could be the one".

--To every guy that believed in her dreams.

--To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.

--To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
--To every guy that walked her to her car.
--To every guy that wasn't ...just trying to get laid.

--To every guy that gave his heart and still has a piece missing.

--To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he is not the one that makes her that way.
--To every guy who cares the most about how she feels, even when she breaks your heart.



...This one bulletin is for you...


Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image
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Profile Comments

Dec 5th, 9:12am
hey how are you?? idk if you remember me but its been a while how've you been?
Nov 27th, 12:52am
dang yhu r soooo pretty
Oct 16th, 9:35pm
hey sup i havent logged on either for like a month
but thanks for the add ha hey if ur from NY do u have a funny accent?
Sep 10th, 5:59pm
hi hi hi dear rory i'm fine and been well how about u there :)
how u been hows everythong ^^
Sep 8th, 11:03pm
where in england are you? london?
Sep 8th, 8:59am
hehe :P ..damn you are alive again :( ...im great life is great and my gf is awesome ....we should be married today..hehe :P nahhhhhh i won't get married ever..hehe ::P how about you? i kinda missed you ..im not sure though..hehe :D ... i know im so silly ..well thats because of you..you are the reason of my silly-ness :P ..hehe
Sep 7th, 4:27pm
Heyy
yea, it’s been a while.
oh, that’s ok :]

I’ve been doing good :]
how about you?
Sep 7th, 8:30am
you know bander?!! cool :)
Sep 5th, 12:48am
Sep 5th, 12:05am
wow... very impressive.. i would never be able to get into that..lol

i'm studying business marketing...

so, where are you from?