Well, it's been over a month since she talked to me, and she started talking to me again last week. I think she expects us to just pick up where we left off, but it's not that simple after what she did to me, I mean... you don't just cut off all contact with someone who cares about you. Especially not without a good reason to do so. And I'm pretty sure her reason isn't a very good one, nor is it believable. It sounds more like an excuse rather than a reason. I don't really feel as strongly about her after what she did, and I've been having my doubts on whether or not things would work out between us, not that our relationship wasn't going downhill before she stopped talking to me. She never really talked to me much, and I always got irritated by it. I think we were wrong when we thought we were meant to be together. So... I no longer see any reason to try to make things work. Though if she wants to just be friends, I'm alright with that. I mean, she hasn't said "I love you" to me in a long time so I suppose if I told her we could just be friends, nothing would really change. Anyways.. I guess it's time to get on with my life and stop dwelling on the past, (I'll definitely be better off that way xP). I guess that's about all that's on my mind right now. Later all

JAPANESE

Sora akakusomeru kokutan no yami
nomikomareta hoshi kuzutachi
hakanaku furitsumoru hai no yuki

Mitsumeta nageki no mado
I never dreamed
kooritsuku
there I come for you

Omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
kono sekai ga katachi o kaeru tabi ni
mamoritai mono o kowashite
shimatteitan'da

Kokoro ni hishimeku haitoku no yami
kimi no koe ga masui no you ni
tsumetaku kankaku o ubatteku

Mujyun o oikaketemo
owaranai naze boku wa tatakau no?

Tatoeba hikari ga kieusete
kono hoshi ga ochitemo
wasurenai yo
sono chiisana negai ga
arubeki basho e to michibiku

There I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow is falling down from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear why I have to fight?

Kono omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
yami o hiraku eikou to hikikae ni
mamorubeki mono o ushinattekita
(It's falling from your sky)
Munashisugiru
(Baby I come for you)

Kudakechitta kakeru ni kizutsuku tabi
tozasareta boku no kokoro o
tsuyokunaru koto o erande
koko made kitan'da



ENGLISH

An ebony darkness that dyes the sky red
Swallowed the stardust
Ash like snow falls and accumulates briefly

I gazed at the window of grief
I never dreamed
Freezing onto it
there... I come for you

My thoughts soared up
Into the desolate night sky and shattered
Every time when this world changed its shape
It destroyed
The things that I wanted to protect

An immoral darkness crowds my heart
Like anesthesia, your voice
Coldly steals away my sensations

Even if I pursue contradictions
They won't end
Why do I fight?

Even if light vanishes
And this Earth is corrupted
I won't forget
Your little wish
Guides you to the place where it must be at

there I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow
is falling down
from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear...
why I have to fight?

These thoughts of mine soared up
Into the desolate night sky and shattered
In exchange for the glory of opening up the darkness
I lost the things that I must protect
(It's falling from your sky)
It's too futile
(Baby I come for you)

Every time when I got hurt by the smashed up pieces
My closed heart
Chose to be strong
And came here

Hitorikiri kurayami no naka
Kimi no namida no imi wo shitta
Negau basho fumi dashi takedo
Daremo kizutsuketaku nakute

Umi wo wataru kaze wa kyou mo
Mayowazu ni ashita ni mukau no ni
Kokoro wa doushite ugoki dase nai

*Donna unmei ga matte irun darou
Kuya mitaku nai yo umareta koto
Kanashimi no naka ni yuuki ga aru
Kagayaki tsukamu to shinjite iru

Furi shikiru aozora no namida
Itsu no hi ka egao ni kaeru yo

Isogi ashi oikaketa kaze
Yubi no aida wo surinuketeku
Shinjiru koto mada kowai kedo
Todomaru koto wa mou shinai

Tsuki ga sotto kata wo tataki
Minamo utsushitekureta kiiromichi
Mayou koto sae wasurete yuku yo

Nanimo nai asu ga matte itemo
Nanika wo umidasu te ga aru kara
Kimerareta michi mo kaeteyukeru
Tsuyoi omoi ima komi ageteru

Koboreteta aozora no namida
Ashita ni wa kitto hareru kara

Miageta saki he to
Aruki daseru hazu
Dokomademo yukeru
Jibun naku sa nai nara

*Repeat

Furi shikiru aozora no namida
Itsu no hi ka egao ni kaeru yo





English Translation - The Blue Sky's Tears

In the darkness of being alone
I knew the meaning of your tears.
I embarked to a place prey,
I don’t want to hurt anyone

The wind blowing over the ocean,
Not getting lost today and heading towards tomorrow,
But somehow my heart won’t budge

*Regardless of the fate that awaits
I won’t to regret the things I live for
Because within sadness there is courage
I believe in taking a hold of that light

The pouring tears of the blue sky
Will someday become a smile

The wind following at a fast pace
Will slip through my fingers
The things I believe are still scary but,
But I’m not going to stop

The moon beats softly on my shoulders
And I will even forget getting lost
On the reflected moon road

Even if I wait for a tomrrow of nothing
A hand will give rise to something
And the chosen path will change
These strong feelings now, well up

The tears shed by the blue sky’s
Will surely clear up tomarrow

To where I look up,
That is where I am suppose to start.
I can go anywhere,
If I don’t give up on myself

*Repeat

The pouring tears of the blue sky
Will someday become a smile












I love this song =]

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