im just a broken emo girl
(broken)
im just a broken emo girl

I cannot stand it anymore
Two years have passed
Now you've passed on your last name
Im still alone
Crying, wishing i had you

im just a broken emo girl
(broken)
im just a broken emo girl

She died today, giving birth to your third child
I shouldn't interfere
You send your kids to Grandma

im just a broken emo girl
(broken)
im just a broken emo girl

A week passes
You died today.
You couldn't live without her

im just a broken emo girl
(broken)
im just a broken emo girl

Two days pass
Im at your funeral today
I go home and cry

im just a broken emo girl
(broken)
im just a broken emo girl

I never found anyone
I never moved on.

im just a broken emo girl
(broken)
im just a broken emo girl

A few hours pass
Oops! i cut too deep.
I died tonight,
Your name carved in my wrist

im just a dying emo girl
(dead)
im just a dying emo girl

I died thinking of you
I died loving you
Even though you never loved me.

Im just a dead emo girl
(dead)
im just a dead emo girl

I couldn't live without you
I loved you too much

im just a dead emo girl
(dead)
im just a dead emo girl

So i died,
your name in and on my heart and soul.

im just a dead emo girl
(dead)
im just a dead emo girl

I died for you
I will never stop loving you.
You'll always be on my mind
You'll alway be in my heart.

im just a dead emo girl
(dead)
im just a dead emo girl

just the girl that will love you
(love you)
for all of eternity.

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back but she is too
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever!

when you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back
and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm,
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind..

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply,,

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
few seconds,
she is not fine at all

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that




Guy Facts---

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few
minutes
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

repost this in 10 minutes and your true
love will
call you;
text you;
kiss you;
or just surprise u (:

if you don’t, you will die unhappy..

Was there someone in your mind as you read this?
Don't deny it, you know you never want to lose this person♥


Post this as:

IF YOU'RE A GUY "When a girl MISSES You"

AND

IF YOU'RE A GIRL POST IT AS
when a GUY misses you

[1] are you bi?
hells yes! LOL XDD


[2] where is your default picture taken?
uh...photobucket?



[3] what is your middle name?
Susann


[4] Do you have a crush on Someone?
yup. a few ppl.





[5] does your crush like you back?
nope. he loves someone else...they ALL do..TTTTTTTT^TTTTTTTT




[6] what is ur current mood?
emo



[7 what are you looking forward to?
um...this release party at Barne's & Noble for Breaking Dawn on August 1st. (and if you dont know what Breaking Dawn is....your a LOOOOSERR!!!! (but yea, its the fourth book of the Twilight series. (and your on CRACK if you dont know what the TWILIGHT series is!!!!! ))




[8] what makes you happy?
being around my friends and talking to ppl who dont hate me or wish i was dead..







[10] What are you not looking forward to?
going back to school! i have to start high school next year! that sucks ass!!! DDDDDDX





11] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
VAMPIRE! (if they're animals, but i doubt it....so id be...a KITTY! )

[12]have you ever had a near death experience?
umm...that depends....suicide? or like, get run over by a car?


[13] what was the last phone conversation you had about?
my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend called me to ask about him, cuz he wont answer her phone calls and he always does and she's real worried.








[14] the song stuck in your head?
um...i've got ALOT stuck in my head and they're mixing and it sounds funny. lol.



[fifteen] what is your desktop background?
Ritsuka-kun from Loveless




[sixteen] what are you wearing?
Nightmare Before Christmas t-shirt and ripped jeans.



[seventeen]when was the last time you cried?
last night? i think...im pretty sure..idk. lol. ^^"




[eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yes....ish.
idk. does a elementary school talent show count?


[nineteen] if you could have a super power what would it be?
be invisible...i think. well, that's what i wanna be right now.




[twenty-one] what do you usually order from Starbucks?
STRAWBERRYS AND CREAM

[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret?
um..im not telling you, i dunno if i can trust whoever reads this. and it wouldnt be a SECRET if i told, now would it?



[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
BOTH. i LOVE Disney and stuff, but i watch like Reba, Still Standing, George Lopez and stuff too. XPPP





[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nothing -.-







[twenty-eight] what's your favorite smell?
WATERMELON!!






[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
BORING





[thirty-two] are you thinking about some1 right now?
yeah...my Master.



[thirty-three] what should you be doing?
um...fucking? LOL. JKJKJK. idk.





[thirty-five] how often do you laugh?
like, every day.



[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?
OH, HELLS NO!




[thirty-seven] What are you doing this weekend?
nothing.

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around your crush/significant other?
um...i think so. idk.




[thirty-nine] name songs that remind you most of your cousin?
any Rocket Summer songs. she's totally OBSESSED with them. lol. she wants to marry Bryce Avary and he's married and has kids. LOL




[forty] who was the last person to make you cry?
my ex boyfriend. (not saying his name)



now delete my answers and put urs there XD

ill never be loved.
ill never be wanted.
ill always be alone.
ill always be hated.

i love you.
but i know you could never love me back..
it hurts..
but i have to get over it..
i need to move on..

you know how i feel.
but you take no notice of it.
you take no notice of me.

the only time you acknowledge me
is when your horny.
and looking for someone to fuck.
and im tired of being your sex doll.
im tired of being used.

im never going to be loved.
everyone hates me.
go ahead, blame it all on me.
its easy to believe its my fault..
cuz of all ive done to you..
and to others..

i know i dont matter.
i know i mean nothing.
i know you dont care.

so why do i want you to care?
why do i still love you?

after all the hurt you put me thru..
after all the times you've left me alone.

why do i still want you?
why do i still want to be yours?
why do i still love you?

these questions will haunt me...
until i find the answers..
but i know the answer...

cuz my heart refuses to let go of you...
it doesnt want you to leave..
it doesnt want to forget.

you tell me to forget.
to let go of the past.
to forget past lovers.
to move on with my life.

but you have no idea how incredibly hard it is..
and i have such a good memory...
ill always remember..
i wont ever be able to forget...

but you dont understand.
you never have understood.
and you never will.

that's why you dont care.

you blame it all on me.
you say its all my fault.

i make one mistake,
and my whole world comes crashing down..

everything i knew is gone.
everything i know is dead.

i want things to go back to the way they used to be..
when everyone was happy...
when things were perfect..

you loved me back then...
i loved you.
i STILL love you.
ill never STOP loving you..

our fates have been entwined...
i cant stand it when you leave me.
it hurts so much.
everytime you say you hate me,
everytime you leave..
i might as well just die..

my heart is already dead..
so why doesnt my body perish as well?

what's the point of living if your not loved,
not wanted?
not needed?

what's the point of living if you can never love again..
if you can never trust again..
if you can never be loved again..
if you can never be trusted again...

there is no point...

it hurts so much..
you have no idea..
how much pain i've been thru.
how much pain you've caused.
but you dont care..
you dont care at all...
and you never will..

THAT'S what hurts the most..

knowing you've never cared.
knowing you never loved me
knowing you never will care.
knowing you never will love me.

"she's worth every drop of my blood and more"
that's what you told me.
but what was I ever worth to you?
was i even ever worth ANYTHING?
or have i always just been a toy..
something you used..
something you played with...

LOVE..
its too important a thing to play around with..

i LOVE you..
and i always will...
ill NEVER FORGET you...
ill always remember..

one day..
one day ill learn..
learn to accept the fact...
the fact that im forever alone..

one day...
one day ill learn..
learn to accept the fact..
the fact that you never loved me..
and the fact that you never will love me...

one day...
one day ill learn..
learn to accept the fact..
the fact that ill always be unloved...
the fact that ill always be hated...

one day..
one day ill learn..
learn to accept the fact...
the fact that im forever alone..

i love you so much.
but i dont know why.
i know you hate me, i know you want me dead.
i know you could care less for me..
so why did you try to kill yourself when i told u i was dying?
and now you say im just a stupid liar.
so what do you really think of me?
you've confused me and i dunno anymore...
i cant read you like a book anymore...
i cant tell what you feel..
i still love you with my all..
but i know you hate me with your all..
but i think apart of you still cares for me, still loves me.
but you wont let it show...
i understand you dont want to care, you dont want to love me.
so ill just leave you alone..
its for the better..
no matter how much it hurts and breaks me...
i know i have to do this..
because im done wasting my time for you..
im done waiting for you to come around..
you've already moved on
and its time i do too..
so...i guess this is goodbye...
goodbye forever....

On July 04, 2008 at 8:52 AM princess sakura said:
> > > > > > please read this if you have a heart
> > > > > > this is so wrong
> > > > > > you are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if
> > > > > > this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting
> > > > > > ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > > > > > Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes
> > > > > > My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend
> > > > > > He pats the seat in the middle; i sit
> > > > > > Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends
> > > > > > "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his
> > > > > > Their breathe spirts weep
> > > > > > "Daddy you know i do; what is it?"
> > > > > > He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps
> > > > > > His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes
> > > > > > Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands
> > > > > > I try to pull his hand away;
> > > > > > their grip is strong!
> > > > > > They look at one another; nod; something planned
> > > > > > I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers
> > > > > > "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again
> > > > > > But there grip is to strong for weak me
> > > > > > I look at both; and ask, who are these men?
> > > > > > His fingers going up me; pulling away
> > > > > > His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why?
> > > > > > His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint
> > > > > > Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?"
> > > > > > No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him
> > > > > > Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to
> > > > > > I try and scamper away, but im not fast
> > > > > > "O Daddy please, i love you"
> > > > > > His friend; pulling at my nightie
> > > > > > And my Dad pulling his pants down
> > > > > > His friend pinning my hands to the floor
> > > > > > As my Dad lies himself on the ground
> > > > > > I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up
> > > > > > And places me ontop of Daddy; thrusts within
> > > > > > I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail
> > > > > > "O Daddy please you win you win!"
> > > > > > I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free
> > > > > > I can feel the blood seep down my leg
> > > > > > "Daddy your hurting me please"
> > > > > > I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg
> > > > > > Daddys laughing; why does he laugh?
> > > > > > His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans
> > > > > > Tieing my hands togather; moving in and out
> > > > > > "Ride me Jessy" He laughs and groans
> > > > > > They smile at one another; laugh to
> > > > > > They roll me over and spread me wide well
> > > > > > My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
> > > > > > While his friend talks and pushes himself inside
> > > > > > I can hardly breathe; i gag for air
> > > > > > I cough and splutter; cry and weep
> > > > > > I beg and plead; but its no use
> > > > > > Theyve already made me hurt and bleed
> > > > > > I stare into his eyes; that look upon me
> > > > > > This is not my Dad; where is he?
> > > > > > If he was still here; would he care
> > > > > > Would he actually even; see?
> > > > > > Finally they get of and lie me on the sofa
> > > > > > My cheeks blouchy from tears and pain
> > > > > > They play with them selfs; all over me
> > > > > > Rub it in; making me feel the shame
> > > > > > "Why Daddy? Please tell me why?"
> > > > > > Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away
> > > > > > "Jessy i love you" he smiles and kisses my cheek
> > > > > > "Is that all you have in your heart to say?"
> > > > > > He puts my nightie on me
> > > > > > he walks me to my bedroom door
> > > > > > Ever since that night; His friend
> > > > > > And himself every Friday come back for more
> > > > > > "Night sweet Girl; You are my life"
> > > > > > Closing the door, tears still down my face
> > > > > > Still the smell of him and his friend
> > > > > > Fade into me like disgrace
> > > > > > I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up
> > > > > > "Jessy its school" Knocking at my door
> > > > > > I cant help but cry; weep in pain
> > > > > > Because im so scared he wanted more
> > > > > > But one night daddy took it too far
> > > > > > Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot
> > > > > > They were worried they would get caught
> > > > > > So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot
> > > > > > I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
> > > > > > "Daddy please!! Not tonight!"
> > > > > > Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
> > > > > > After that i tried to put up a fight
> > > > > > I begged daddy "Please no more!"
> > > > > > All he could say "Shut up you stupid #####!"
> > > > > > Daddy unblindfolded me at last
> > > > > > He said I love you so much
> > > > > > He went back into the car and pulled out a bat
> > > > > > "Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!"
> > > > > > I was dead
> > > > > > After only one swing..........................
> > > > > > **... Please if you care for all the children menand women who have been raped
> > > > > > repost this bulletin with the Headline "daddy please no"
> > > > > > If you do not repost this you are promoting rape and violence! YOU PERVERT.
> > > > > > This is so sad and wrong
> > > > > > (I got this from a different user
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Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.




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As i lie in bed awake,
I think of you and only you
I regret everything i had done to hurt you
I did not think that it would all turn out like this.

--chorus--

Please forgive me my love
I did not think that things would take a turn for the worse.
I still love you.
But i wish you did not have to go.
I miss you.
And i wish i could bring you back.

Why did you push me out of the way?
Why did you do that to yourself?
Why would you do that?
I wish i could bring you back to me..
I wish it hadnt turned out this way.
I just want to see your smiling face again.

--chorus 2--

Forever my love.
I will miss you
Forever my love
I will cry myself to sleep
Forever my love
Will i carry the burden of your death on my shoulders
Forever my love
Will i cry for you

Now a week has passed and im still crying.
The only color i know now is black
I do not know yellow, nor pink, nor green.
I only know the color black.
--2--

Now as i sit in a black car
I think of you
I think of why you took my place.
Why you died instead of me
I visit your grave daily
I cannot ask for your forgiveness
For this is all my fault and nothing will change that.

--2--
--1--
--2--

The only thing i know now is sorrow.
I still remember the look on your face
As you lay dying in my arms.
I cried
You told me not to worry..
Because as long as im good,
We would be together again someday
Together forever,
In Heaven.

--2--
I heard the screams
I heard the gasps
I heard the voices
I heard the talk.
But the only thing i truly heard,
Were your last three words to me...
"I love you"

I held you tighly
And kissed your cold lips softly
I still remember the look in your eyes
They were not of fright or sadness
But of hope and happiness.
But soon enough..you were dead and gone
They tried to take me away
They tried to take you away from me
But i wouldnt let you go
I held you close
I buried my face in your shirt and cried.

--2--

They wrenched me away
And they wrapped you in a bag and took you away.
I ran home locked all the doors and windows.
I made sure no light got in..
And i sat on your side of the bed and cried.
I still cry.
I havent and wont ever wash your clothes.
I wont give them away.
I wear them to bed.
I hold them close.
I can smell you on them
I can still see you in them.
And i still cry.
I will never stop.
Untill we meet again.

--2--

And i still cry.
I will never stop
Until we meet again

And i still cry
I will never stop
Until we meet again

I promise to be good.
I cant wait for the day..
That we meet again.

And i still cry
I will never stop
Until we meet again

Until.....we meet....again....