I'm a really diffrent kind of person. I'm not normal but I don't think anyone is. I can be emo at times and it just really do feel like shit when that happens. I grew up not knowing the concept of Love. I was never shown any love
growing up and my family hates me. The only thing I ask of you is to love me on some sort of level. for without it I would die that much is certain. I know i'm lucky to be evn loved by anyone but i lived my whole life thikning I was better off dead, i almost died a few times too many. It will take a lot of love for me to be even happy long enough for you to enjoy. plz i would only like girls to add me. sure most of the girls i've been with left me and i always thought girls will never like me, but i found out something about me that girls really do like. I was never shown love but that won't stop me from careing about you. All I ever did was care and I promise you I'm a guy you would love to have in your life once you get past all of my emoness.
Thinking of you, wherever you are.
We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.
And who knows:
Starting a new journey may not be so hard
or maybe it has already begun.
There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky -
one sky,one destiny.
There is always sleep between part and meet
with our usal words on the usual street
so lets us part like we always do...
And in a world without you
I'll dream of you
When I come to,let us meet
with our usual words on the usual street
Beyond the path without you
is a forgotten promise to keep
we may have walked side by side,
but now we go on back to back
And though our paths may not cross,
all paths are conected somewhere
when I arrive at where you are,
we may not appear to be as we were...
But we'll make another promise to keep.
"Unless You Grip The Sword, You Can Not Protect Me, While Gripping The Sword You Can Not Embrace Me, but I know that You will Embrace me within your HEART!"
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Camree
http://www.imeem.com/maryofthebloodMon Amour
what can I say I really love her
and that is all I really know
and if I could marry her I would
she is someone that really makes me happy
and I never really felt Happy with anyone like her and I want everyone to know I really love her ^////////^
♥5/14/09♥ Day we first met
♥7/20/09♥ Day we got together
♥10/6/09 & 10/12/09♥ I asked her to marry me yeah strange story why Is said it twice first time was on the phone second time I asked her here ^///////^
Across the feild a cold wind gaits
It stirs not the ones in which they lay
The cold stones that root into the forever ground. . .
They do not move
Once, I too, abided into the baren landscape of the abyss cursed as "emotion"
And the cold winds gust blew my skin to broad dust
Many times the thought of death loomed over my head,
As the stones in the ground foretold of many before I
Wont one day this terror end?
A light in the clouds broke open like a newly mothers womb
The warmth- Fresh, like the skin of a child
Ice, soon, to be melted off the ground and off the stones
To flow into a rushing water formation and snake down the newly green summer
The ones in which they lay rise to the hands of God and wave to me goodbye
And still. . . . .
I am alone
The easternly sky clears into a brilliant blue
For months now, I watch the stream develope into a river
And the river into a lake
Soon now, a breath of water leaves the gills of a creature
And the lake has life
Jealousy, why?
This I do not understand
The eastern sky beams its brilliance in my face
And now I realize- Could I have been so blind to ignore it?
A couple of steps towards that direction
Feeling tugs at my heart-----
What is this, friendship?
A notice of my mass, my being, and soon, my face
Another notice of mass, beinng, face-
More steps, so close now as to reach out and touch
Adjusting eyes see this thing in front of me
Adjusting heart notices this feeling ripping away my sorrow
Now, so recognizeable by voice and tone-
It is you
The black sun becones the White Moon into its den,
To share the same sky with one another
To share the same view with one another
To circle around life for eternities, with one another
Always and forever, It is to be you whom i will love
I love you more then the earth i walk on
Then the snow that gives us water for the summer
Then the trees that give s shade from the heat
You are my reason to be
I love you, Raul
Imeem Family
