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Category: My Drem, My life
Posted: Nov 01, 2008 at 3:36 PM
Current mood: optimistic

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{. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ｡S H I S H I I カノン｡ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . }

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{. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ｡L I F E｡ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . }

As some of you already know, I just have started High School's first year. Because of that I'm busy, tired, lazy, not active et cetera, et cetera. My school usually starts at 8am and ends at 4pm. That's eight hours, isn't it? Pretty long day. For me. Sitting on a chair isn't a pleasant thing to do, but we have to do that so we get smarter and we can study. I want to study and get more smarter, so I can get a job some day. That's why I've decided that I should try hard at school for now. At the moment, I can still be active because I'm not so busy with school. Even when I will be busy, I'm going to demand a time with my computer! Even a few minutes are enough. -nodnod- So it doesn't mean that I will dissapear from here for days. ^^; But my school isn't about all studying. The days actually go fast and are pretty fun, with the tired blabbing like "I've finally grown balls" "Really? Since you are able, gimme some seeds so I can grow them too" and so on. Yeah, those kind of sentences can be heard many times coming out my friends mouth or my own mouth. The tiredness makes us all crazy and giggle freaks. I've decided to start studying psychology more. Today was my second lesson of it and I started to get interested in it. Also I've taken ALL the art courses o.o I'm aiming for the art diploma. Wish me luck! By the way, does dark colors bring you bad luck? I dyed my hair dark brown and now I feel like my bad luck has started. So, I think that this color brings me bad luck or something xO Or am I cursed? Well, either way.. I don't care xD Or I'm too tired to care? I dunno. Alright now this is going to get boring. I think I'll stop here.

I think I'm gonna explain you the grading system in Finland, since many people have asked me about it.
At the age of 7 you start the elementary school and go to the 1st Grade. After 6th Grade you switch from elementary school to Junior High and go to the 7th Grade. You idle there two years before you are on the 9th Grade and you have to make a important decision: Which School will you go to? High School or vocational school or some other place? Well, I chose High school and got accepted in there becauce I got grades which were good enough. -Pweh-

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My theme this time is from game Persona 4. One game series that I really really love so much. *_* hehe~ But anyway, the character featured in this theme is Yosuke Hanamura. He is one of my favorite character from the game. Maybe I should do Chie theme next.. -thinking- Anyways, I like the colors in this theme. I didn't have any ideas what to do with this theme, but when I changed some colors in the Yosuke picture (left picture), I finally came out with this color combination. Blue and lime goes well each other o_o first time I've tried this combination. Hn hn.. I really haven't had time to be online in here, since school has been taking my time. Even if I've free time, I'm too tired to crawl to the computer. But since this and next week are filled with exams, I have more time to be on computer, since all I have to do is read. I'm still searching for featured song == It's surprisingly hard to find a good song..-sigh- I seem to always have problem with the music.. -curses- Alright, off to the credits. Thank you for the artists, who has drawn the cool pictures of Yosuke in this theme. Thank you Aethereality for the brushes and thank you ric0chet (LJ) for the pretty icon. And thank you for the one who did the awesome Lenalee icon.

Oh and, Remember not to steal my graphics or anything else related to my profile. I'm not really fond of stealers. And don't try to do any ninja action because you really can't escape from me. I've got my sources. n_n Really.

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The reason why tears come out
by just hearing your voice
might be because even now
I love you

you know, today
something that pained me a little happened
to no longer contact you
that resolve swayed

I heard the voice that flows
from the other side of the receiver
with just that your relieved
face surfaced

that just by remembering
the tears come out
convinced me that
I wanted to see you

considering it all, the place where I always went
to wait for your call
and the annoyance of that
it was all happiness

that being besides you became painful
I didn't want to notice it
we tried the impossible didn't we?

separating rewarded us both
a new world I became a little stronger

pretending to be fine
laughing saying "ja ne"
the phone I held on to
I couldn't cut it off from my side
and the small silence hurts

the reason why tears come out
by just hearing your voice
might be because even now
I love you

no longer lovers
but not strangers
not able to become friends
it doesn't matter
I love you
now and always

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声を聞くだけで
涙が出るのは
今でもあなたが
好きだからかもしれない

あのね　今日ね
少しだけつらくなることがあったよ
もうあなたに連絡はしないと
決めた意志が揺らいだ

受話器の向こう
聞き流れた声
それだけでほっとした
浮かぶあなたの顔

思い出すだけで
涙が出たのは
うなずいてくれる
あなたに会いたくなって

思い合えていた頃はいつも
あなたからの電話を
待つ時間も　そのもどかしさも
全部幸せだった

そばにいるほどに苦しくなってた
気づきたくなかった
二人で無理したね

別れが二人に与えてくれた
新しい世界　私は少し強くなった

平気なふりをして
笑って　じゃあねと伝えて
握りしめた電話
私からは切れなくて
少しの沈黙が苦しい

声を聞くだけで
涙が出るのは
今でもあなたが
好きだからかもしれない

もう恋人じゃない
でも他人じゃない
友達にはなれない
何だっていい
大好きだよ
これからもずっと

"Ima demo Anata ga" by Fujita Maiko

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ηιѕнινα ●

12:39pm

Aww I see. I'm glad that you're getting better~
Well I got the flue too, sort off =='' it sucks. * sighs *
It's ok! Don't worry about it =]
hahahahaha. I know he is. He's from this arcade game I'm in love with, still in love with actually! I edited my older theme from Gennojo (yes that's his name) so yeah.

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★ яαιdєи sαкατα ||кαιzσкυ кιиgυ|| ★

6:58am

it getting
better

freedom..

im good

hbu..?

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Adrian Hasna - Preda

Nov 5th, 7:16pm

Multam ca m-ai adaugat, daca ai putin timp asculta-mi muzica, multumesc, Adi
Hey Thanks for being my friend, have a listen to my music, thanks, Adrian :

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и а м ϊ . │ ♪ │

Oct 28th, 10:05pm

really? good for you.
i'm so diff.. well, how are you.?

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Kaycee Adair

Oct 26th, 6:49pm

Kanon! ^^
WAAAHHH!!??!? You have the flu too!? I understand exactly how you're feeling right now. I'm supposed to be in school right now >________> I'm gunna have a bunch of hw to make up.
But enough about schoooool. I get enough of it everyday.
Whatcha been up to! Besides the flu, of course (;

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ηιѕнινα ●

Oct 25th, 12:40pm

You have a very cute featured song btw =]
Awww you got the flu? That must suck.. Get better soon * hugs * =]
I am alright.. struggling with the theme I'm working on but oh well.. xD

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ηιѕнινα ●

Oct 23rd, 11:57am

Heey!
It's been so long! XD How've you been?

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♪♫amu♪♫ ♫♪chan♪♫

Oct 22nd, 2:02am

hahaha XD O.o i knew that lol

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Kaycee Adair

Oct 21st, 6:43pm

KAANOOOON! ^^
Whatchuu doin' girly? XD
It was a DOUBLE HALF DAY today, so I'm very happy XD And NO HOMEWORK!
Aww, I'm sorry school isn't going well for you either ): But don't be sad! It'll get better soon. (It better, at least. Or Kaycee will have a few words to say. And not nice words)
Talk to you soon! ^^

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♪♫amu♪♫ ♫♪chan♪♫

Oct 19th, 8:55pm

hahaha let me guess SCHOOL! lol XD

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"I believe you, but at the tip of my heart
Anxiety casts a little bit of shadow

I was a child who didn’t doubt
The fact that warmth would always be by my side
I held back my tears, tightly bit down on my lips
And became strong so that I can laugh

Please, I’d like you to tell me that the heat of your hands isn’t a lie
Please call my name with a kind voice and don’t leave me anymore

Wishes, prayers, I’ve shouted for many times
But my voice can’t reach you

Now I simply can’t see your shape
But you’re protecting me at anytime
Your kindness melts into the sun
And it’s always by my side without the happiness fading

There are too many things that I don’t notice; I finally understand the lost time
I want to joke around with you in bed and fall asleep in your arms…

I’ll be able to meet you again someday; when that happens
Please say “I’m home”, laugh, and stroke my hair
I’m dreaming, always, at this little place
Waiting for the day when you will embrace me"

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