Sometimes I feel that... Nobody can stand my temper except him. I admit I always make him angry.. but he din seems to be angry with me at all. I can be naughty and cheeky and always disturb him especially when he was studying during exams period.

Because I am lonely, I wan to talk to him...... nobody can really talk to me and I got no one to share my feelings whenever I got teased by my classmate in school , teasing me that I am a mix breed or mix creature....or bully me with those kind of wds... The only person or... which I can really share with is my teddy bear sometimes... I always talk to them whenever I feel unhappy, dun really tell my brother about it. Because everytime when I tell him, he always keep quiet, he dun speak much u see, cos he is super quiet..

Anyway all these years, he is the one who brought me up..not my parents. Since my nanny passed away when I was 3 years old... . My brother is my dad, my mum and my maid.. he do everything at home, cooking, washing , ironing and doing all those household chores.... there was once I had a big quarrel with him.. telling him that... u really dun understand wat zhin ah really wans... the only thing that I wan from u is talk to u... and u juz reply a wd YA... thats bad u noe.... but feel veri regret after saying that to him.. I think I muz hurt his feelings even though he din say anything loh....

And after so mani things happen recently.... Suddenly I feel that, I can't live without him...... he is the only one who really care and understand me the most...no matter where we were be going to be in the future....or juz left only the two of us.. I think its already more than enough..... we will stick to each other forever....