feb 03 2009 Tues 200 am
so yeah my imeem gone "retro" hahaha
from featured pix & feat photo playlist..even da 1 play auto play on the background is old- jae's ver of footsteps...
i tried getting back... but ..
i'll let my fandom rest for awhile..may be during my summer break...tings gonna change...or hu knows wen...
jaz understand me tis time...okie??
i did try my best...but my efforts ol end up in vain...
i guess i really need a fandom break....
happy FANGIRLing to ol of u^^
keep the spirit...love it till it last...
keep it alive as long as u can^^
DBSK Love to every1^^
*jan 08 2009 Thurs 330 am
its pretty odd…no matter how hard i try to get back my “old fangirl form” …my efforts are proven futile… am i tired of fandom??
all anticipation i got for kim jaejoong’s upcoming birthday…is slowly…bits by bits.. lil by lil… is drying up…
am i jaz trying too hard?? or am i losing it??
i guess too much of something, can get bad…& yet too little of sumting is bad enuff as well…
at 15, too exhausted of fangirling oledi?? now dat suckz big time!!!
i thought my time off during my xmas vacation..will recharge me…refresh…& ready to get going….
but… still up to now… after a joyous horseback riding… kayaking (tutorial) wannabe (yeah in a chilly weder i spent most of my xmas break @ r summer & beach house)… after all those hot comfy choco…well rested body..peaceful mind… dat vibe im looking for is nowhere within my grip…
& what gives…wazzup wif tis seriousness?? wers dat silly cheerful notty playful mischievous lil devil fangirl in me??
what has become of me??
is my Happy Pill —> KiM JaeJoong…evolving into a Bitter Pill??
is my happy pill now got mixed up wif some chemical reaction?? has it become poisonous as carbon monoxide? lethal as arsenic?? so strong acids dats its holing up my fangirl soul now?? is it rusting my heart too?? or perhaps…global warming have found its way in my fangirl fandom world?? lol….dang..im soo lame as always!!!! geez!!! idiotness is sumting i never lose…
so yeah… watever feelings i may have on or before or during jaejoong’s bday… i promised myself…im gonna do (still) a birthday thread for him… may be by dat time… i hev regained my fangirl form!!! ahahaha
wish me luck!
& yeah… happy new yr… & happy fangirling to us ol^^
& yeah… tis post is a free laff blog…enjoy…& laff ol u can… wish i made u smile! *winks*
& most importantly…its 0 calories…fat free.. & its purely organic!!! hahaha (all words are naturally produced by my silly brain!!!) puahahahaha
*jan 07 2009 Wed 230 am
i wanted to give my imeem a new look...
but as it turned out...not much hev change...
jaz a lil of it...
i bet u wont even notice it...hahaha
its jaz lil...actually... the section header...the secondary color
my DP as well as my background...
...jaz dat...not much change huh??
& yeah i guess...my proffy is fast becoming a dull boring place...
no matter i try to fix it up... it doesnt give me dat happy feeling anymore....
its longer joy...but rather more of wanting to change sumting out of it... coz... i guess really its getting...a glaring BORINGGGGGG.....
& da sad part... i cant seem to make it interesting even to my very own eyes...
is it imeem or is it me...losing touch...of watever joy dat is once present here...
is my fangirl fandom...coming to an end??
& gahhhh.... its gonna be jaejoong's bday soon... & im slowly gradually lil by lil losing every inch of excitement i had months ago, of making a birthday thread/s for him...
IS jaejoong.. MY (once) HAPPY PiLL.... is rite now...MY BiTTER PiLL dat is HARD to SWALLOW??
talents
teasing zaizai umma!!! wakaka
music
*points at playlists*
artists
KPOP & sometimes JPOP & T(aiwan)POP & CPOP
movies
eh y...u wanna watch it 2?? hahaha
tv shows
u really dun hev 2 knoe!!! *tongue out*
actors
handsome smexy hawt actors!!!! puahahaha
Influences
both good & bad!!! hahahaha
Awards
uhmm..does the most friendly in kindergarden class!..counts??!! *random idiotness* hahaha& what if i dont hev any?!...who cares??!!! lol
Festivals
PESTivals!!!!!!...*whoops! sorry idiotness at work!!*
Age:
15
"PETs":
Big Bird, Panda, Kitty & of corrs TIGRESS da queen of da jungle!wakaka
Skills:
teasing zaizai umma!!!
Talents:
still is teasing zaizai umma!!!
Interests:
stealing Changmin from zaizai umma!!!!
My APPA:
Kyu oppa (suju)
My UMMA:
zaizai me!!!
Email
give me yours first & i'll give u mine!
High school
got plans of stalking me ne??
Studying
Jaejoong's anatomy!!!! harharhar
Occupation
kim jaejoong's anae/manura (wifey)!!!!!
Hidden talent
let's keep it hidden!
Destination
kim jaejoong's bedroom!!! ~ON TOP OF JAEJOONG'S BODY!!! LOLX
favorite dbsk :
guess...if u say JAEJOONG...woot wootz U R SUPER SMART! ROFL
Favorite holiday
KIM JAEJOONG's BIRTHDAY!!!!^^
Quotes
IF NOT JAEJOONG....CHANGMIN will DO!!!!
Sports
horseback riding!!! TEASING zaizai umma!
Activities
fangirling!^^ teasing zaizai umma!
