these maybe some of the things i want people to see in me...they and i may both fail but these are what i am and these are what i am going to be...i am COMPLICATED because i thrive in EXTREMITIES...i am a certified BITCH...bitching about anything stupid and absurd (though sometimes i regret it)...i am INSECURE...of the rich and the famous...i am NOBODY...trying to be somebody doing something worthwhile someday...i am SIMPLE... always wanting to live an unpretentious life...I am a LIAR...just because i have my own edition of TRUTHs...i am HONEST...but not because being one is noble, but it's a must for me to tell my version of reality...i am HAPPY (though i could be HAPPIER) but not without past sufferings and pains...and because of these i am a SURVIVOR... outstorming every storm...i FEAR a lot: from darkness, lightning, drowning, blood, horror movies to physical pain or self-inflictions but only next to my fear of being alone and lonely...i am SELFISH because i have to get what i want(some of them)...i am SELFLESS...ready to yield to anything for the sake of common happiness...i am IN LOVE with my family and friends because they are two of the three entities who sum up my life hence, i am in love with LIFE...i am not your EXTRAORDINARY guy...and i do not give a damn... i am and i am not a lot of things...but i do not try (harder) to be different because that would not be ME anymore...so far, I AM enjoying just being ME (most of the time)... bwehehehehehehe