February 21, 2009

Instead of keeping mournful look on my face these days, I decide to write something, write out my repressed feelings in my heart the last days. I seemed to put myself on his situation 2 days ago, but I know his pain which I could feel is nothing to what he has been bearing. A few hours later, I told myself that I’d better be his true friend this time, be the one who is always there when he needs someone to talk to, whom he can share feelings with whenever he feels low…
And the first thing I need to do now is being happy, because only when I’m happy, then I’m able to make him happy. Ok, I need a day, just one more day, a day to stabilize morale, a day to know that I’m still me and haven’t ever changed… and I’ll smile again tomorrow. I would like to see him smiles, too. I’ll wait for him…
At last, take my advice, go to bed early and try to sleep at least 5 hours a day, man.

March 05, 2009

Today, I determined the aim of my life in the future once again…
I seemed to be wandered these days.
I seemed to have lost the first thought which I defined at the time I grew up.
I seemed to waste so much time for pursuing a vague feeling.
But I’m unregretted, you have left in my mind emotions and something to memorize any time, and you made me know that my heart is not frosty. Thank you for making my heart warm up the last days.
I apologize because I can’t continue to spend time on the love-affair like this.
I apologize because I love you but I won’t speak out this time.
On my shoulder, the full of burden…
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