my best friend and i are just hanging out...i think in the grass. and then all the sudden, he looks at me as if he loves me. and not just friend love. it was one of those deep, passionate gazes. sounds cheesy. but i've never seen him so serious. and i think he might have kissed me. not sure. and i just said, "no, stop. i can't." he said something like, "your eyes...your eyes!" i felt such conflicting desires.

this dream put me in such a weird mood today.