I dunno maybe this is curse of the humanity ! but this is shit.
Like 2 month yeah nothing mail for me, can you believe ?
No mail for me !
I was lose hope ! no one care or remember me !

Yahoo, this day i get fucking spawn message like 250! Im not alone at all.
Now i use fucking my time to delete them, i dont event know are there any right message for me.
So what ever, its not like world end.

This is like the internet is for porn, its not like my problem.
Because thoes mail not in my computer its been differends if thoes os cpu can hold them up.
Its just stupid i dont have send one message and i get all this shit, i dunno do i need be happy or not.

One thing i know, there is something a living.

Damn! its all ways like that, when you want more time you cant get it.
If you want living you must kill time, need do work work and work.
When you get cash oh yeah ! then you are simble blind its not enough.

Its like that clean cut, work and time.
Nothing more or less, its simble get shower on summer.
You dont need to pay for raining, but its raining all time wrong time.

Why sould i ? holding weapons if all ready know this is not a new age.
Again got firet on work, event you do as all ways you do !
There is no easy get fucking jobs ! event you try hard.

So you may die just holding katana.

Its maybe everyting that man need, sharp and cold.
So why this world is not feeling event better, its like we dont have future.
Its like that, bleeding away....

If i have damn skill stop time, i like to be a child in mind.
Geting age is not worth event 50 cent, body make corruption about me.
Why ? that is simble ! Its geting age, you get on rusty and walk like old man in under tree.

So what old man like to do ? its simble its geting age !
Watch like mini dress up girl on streed, if have luck see something more.
No im so corrupted so fucket, i was go to do my training and fuket.

Mind Break ! Like i was be force to be dick up around city, force eh....
Sounds like jedi knights i wont join force of dark, look my saber is blue !
Its simble geting age, ! Why evil people has all time red one !

Oh the have more force ! today Imeem is not work like need to be !
OS error and i was scripting stuff like that, half my music turn on other hard disk!
Damn its geting age ! let me out...fuket...

Why all this ? When did gas price is hell that up ?
Oh i see! world begin ending...what shall i do....

Because its ending, there is nopoint to anywhere.
Its only about time, killing time like this its useless or less.

Then begin desire of killing, because you want to life.
Its war, its all.

War bring happyness and peace, maybe not or its easy lower or population.

No shit and more shit....
So why do anything if all ready know this kind coming ?
Ah ! Because big boss say so, dont the people have brain to think self.

We living in a ? earth ? We born from monkey ?
Then Monkey star throw rock and its begin war of monkey.
Oh this so so.....ass...funny...so that must be the reason of humanity...

We may not be that smart anymore

Another day you know ? Thoes Sakura as i call them pink leaft of killing feeling.
In fucking one sec people are happy and in love, but in after that sec you are dumper that donkey.
Its use be really tradition in land of dragon, you rather wanna be dog as inu.

We may not call each under sakura tree, i see too much pink because its all red.
Its like walking in blood river, its like have cut someone with katana that you hold wrong way.
What pain in my head of this happyness view, guru guru its not like i see a god.

Smiling people walking around like drunket bimbo on street, i just want see a clear stage.
You know what ?

Under this sky i see something pink, kimono of virgin maiden.
I may lose my brain, because of this blossom.
Its like cleaning sword, i may not know that oil on rise paper can be that good.

Sake for future, its raining.

Damn time past so fast, i maybe lose memories about this computer world.
Long time ago i use upgrating computer like woman do its self, new graffick card so is look more beautiful.
More memories so its can remember me, better voice so i can hear it what its gona say.

Damn..but not anymore i use name my computer calling like it be my girlfriends, what a nerd but its ok.
Now i been training like hell, i buy again new katana seem because i love sword.

You know what ? i dunno why...
Maybe this world is go that way there is no reason at all, i read mail that some people send to me about half year ago.
What should i do ? because i cant remember them...who ? what ?

Did i tell i can draw anime as manga, but i use like more hentai style.
One problem is i dont have time to draw them as i like to, because i need training hard to use sword.
Maybe i should make seppuku, you know as selfkilling with tanto.

Thoes people sure can be nice or i dunno, i dont have talk with them yet.
Soon...or .maybe never....

Its raining day, bring new fresh air, make good smell of flower blooms.
My feeling not change at all, pen cant draw with out someone help.
Its easy erase someone, so how come you cant accept all.

Sounds of seal, wild and strong, so there is no one who can tame it.
Book wait someone to read them, page after page, so all time same secrets.
So book are only memories of someone, what you seek ?

Stone is cold and stay alone, so how come its has more feeling that we have.
Its have skill to stay at time, that we cant control, there on building that we living on.
We use stone all time, on road, house, so what its your color of stone ?


Love the say its stronger that diamond, so how come we go broken.
We not stronger at all, we just believe what we feeling, only that what we want to be.
If there is dreams im sure its not real, because there is only one door.

Behind door is no one that wait for you, only know that time run and no wait.
Every sec i lose life, every time i try to buy them back, its only useless.
There is no reason to be like that, i know only world that we dont believe.

Meets people so who is your friends, its simble say hey but its end to simble way bye.
Clouds calling wind, tree calling water, we calling no one, we are like wolf in sheep skin.

Day started, when i dont want it.
Sky wasn't clean or soft, its all gray from somewhere.
There no wind or voice, only sky and me.

Time and money, walking together and there is only simble business.
Make paper word something expensive, only reality and nothing is fake.
Sit here and i see nothing, only simble man watch grave tombs.

This is my place, here i born and here i die.
Simble man hasn't no name, no one know him.
He only exist in people dreams, friends or love.

So there is no memories, earth cry when is raining.
Land drink when is thirsty, so its harmony of relationship.
There no place of that kind in or heart, only simble man watch own hell.

Only bird watch

One day my illusions friends say:

Dude try this chat system so one day you find your love.

So one day i try it, but i havent say much.
Its sounds more like, broken phone connecting far away.
Calling no one, there is no one you can trust.

Why i want to chat ? If i have nothing to say ?
Why dont you ask something ?

There is no reason to talk anyone, soldier think like this.
If my guns not work when i need, so i die.
Its go like you, where your heart lies, what you need ?

When i watch new is all time same, war, death, its all time boring view.
Its not new to know that people die every and every minutes born new life.
That is new when we dont know when this all end, connect using machine.

See but cant feeling it, who is real ?
I dont know because i dont care, i only know my place in this world.
Follow rules or break rules, there is only two choise.

Rich people eat poor, poor people kill rich.
So who is evil ? There is no good, Im not you so i cant know.
When poor become rich, another poor hunting him down.

World is pretty interesting place.

I hear new that my father making death, i was cold like i didnt hear nothing.
True is that i wasnt her son, but i was kind feeling happy.
How long i have waiting this day, my hate and my souls.

I did want him die, slownly and suffer.
Maybe, maybe not..my mind run in wild and hate.
Training every day think only about kill, who know someone can die when the sleep.

There is no heaven on happy feeling, only simble man in own hell.
No friends, no need bless from god.
Holding sword on hand, try how sharp it is, this feeling is simble.

My heart lies to you, for my stupiness, im all alone.
I feeling happy in the end, there is no love.
Blind dog bite own legs, like i cut flower from grass.

I give to you, this what you are, so watch i wont come to see you.
Im not your son, where is my freedoms froms adopt paper.
How much i can hate, i born in wrong time.

There is no family, there is no smile of happyness.
Only simble paper owned person, how much you pay about me get adopt.
There is no truth behind politic, this world is my hell.