If You require of my soul tonight
If You require of my soul tonight my Lord,
give me the heart to repent of my sins.
If You require of my soul tonight,
forgive my enemies and save them Lord for Your glory.
If You require of my soul tonight,
comfort those who will mourn for me
and do not let them die out of sorrow.
If You require of my soul tonight my Lord,
do not let my enemies triumph over my death,
but let them now that what they did to cause me pain
and help them to repent of and never hurt another soul again.
If You require of my soul let my children know
how much they meant to me and guide them
with Your holy eyes in the ways that they should go
so they may come to heaven one day
and celebrate eternal life with me and all the saints.
If You require of my soul tonight Lord Jesus Christ
let it be in my sleep, let me feel no more pain,
no more shame, let me rest in peace
once I live this cruel world, full of darkness and deceptions.
I hurt my King! My heart was broken,
then cremated by the pain I felt within.
Why did I let the mortals hurt me,
why didn't I keep Your love with all my might, with all my strength?!
It hurts O God!
It hurts immensely when you give all you had
and some one cams and claimed to love you
but instead they turn their back on you
and walk away, it hurts!
You are my Witness.
Love is pure, love is holy, love is good.
Love shouldn't hurt.
Love means all to me because You are Love my God!
Back in the days I did try to hate,
it worked for a while to see
that Love was stronger than hate my God,
and I replaced my hatred with the Love You gave me.
O God my Savior, Lord Jesus Christ,
Your love is unconditional.
Your love gives rest to my soul.
Your love promised me salvation and redemption
because Your Love is Your Holy Word!
Your Love is You my Lord!
Jesus Savior, I come broken to You!
You know my heart, You know all of my weaknesses,
You know all of my faults.
You know all You need to do
to save me from my sins
and the truth my Everlasting Father is
that I need You to arrive and finish the race,
because I am tired,
tired of my sins and my sinful life!
So intervene O Lord, please stop me
from sinning wilfully against Your Holy Word.
Please make heist and save me
from the wrath of God to come!
Cleanse me Jesus, please cleanse me with Your blood,
blot out my transgressions as far as the east is from the west
and the north is from the south!
All my strength had left me when I sinned willfully against You,
all my virtue left me when I gave my temple
to be used by demons God!
Now I am broken, sad, and lonely,
more lonely than before I met You
because I got to know You,
and tasted of Your goodness,
I tasted Your Presence,
but I turned my back on You and I betrayed You.
Is there one more chance for me to walk in Your truth,
to walk in Your light, to walk in the anointing of You Holy God?
I know I grieved Your Holy Spirit one too many times,
but I come gain asking for forgiveness
and this time I come back to You to stay.
I know from now on I won't let sin which so easily entangles me
to become my god, because i have no more pleasure in sin.
Sin is darkness, sin is death and sin leads men to hell.
So Dear Lord, If You require of my soul tonight,
please lead me to repentance before You close my eyes,
before You take back the breath You so lovingly
placed in my lungs when I was a little child.
I am Yours, please pity me one more time, tonight.
I renounce sin.
Sin hurts immensely because sin separates me from You God!
Make me holy!
I am Your child...
10. 02. 07
06: 30 p.m.
