i am once again going insane.
and i don't want to.
but i feel exactly the way i did last year,
a week or so before christmas,
when i left someone i never should have.
then we got back together, and that lasted for almost 8 months.
and he left me.
and i dont know what to do,
but i know that he's meant so much to me for almost 3 years...
and i'm not throwing that away.
no matter what everyone says is best,
i will always care about him,
and i will always be here if he ever needs me,
even for the tiniest things.
