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blog post I Wonder (So Much Drama, So Many Lies; So Much Fakes and Many More Reasons To Die)
Posted in Junie's Poems on Nov 14, 2008 at 1:55 AM
Current mood: frustrated
-->> yeaa.. another poem! so, heres a little story line: just today, i heard my classmates bashing my crush.. so in short, they were gossiping.. so they just kept saying different things, bad things, random facts, blah blah.. then they got into the "hate" facts.. idk for what motive, whether it be to ruin her or just because thats how they see her, i really dont know, and i never could. ohh and she also nearly stopped me from being emo, a bit of an inspiration so that will be helpful to know when reading more into my poem........ so basically, at the very end, im asking what would happen to "us" (the grade 7 and 8 classes in my school) or me if she never came to this cheap little city. yep yep, that kinda thing. then before that, im talking about how shes so perfect, everyone is a fan of her and theres the "paparazzi" and the anti-fans so theyre trying to ruin her, blah blah that kinda teenage drama. blah blah.. then later on, its talking about me being sorry for my "sins" since she is the "royal queen" of some sort or something and i doubted her life and i believe in the rumours, and im confessing to Him cuz i almost, so closely decided to fall with the lies, so yea, blah blah.. and its talking about what happened to me today, basically.. what i heard, what i should believe, and which way i should go.. believe the lies or believe in my own dreams i know could possibly be not true at all... yeaaa so enjoy! dont worry, its pretty short.. so yea lol



Dedicated To: Sierra Rutherford



Sometimes I wonder what's behind those blue eyes
What's mixed in the truth behind all of those lies
And I wonder what's the reason for all my crying nights
and how I can't get you off my mind even with a fair fight

They say you're just another dirty, lying bitch
So classy and plastic, an animal and a witch
I'd never believe them, until I see it for myself
If there's a devil hiding in my dreams, in the one and in this angel

I always deny you're the reason for my suffering
Looking for another reason, an excuse, or just something
If I really wanted it, and if I extremely needed to
I'd keep lying to myself until it hurts, just for you

It seemed like you were so perfect, to everyone and not just me
But now it's so hard to understand, what they say and what they want to see
I can't tell if I should go the beating way, or to go the social path
To leave it and kill myself, or risk everything and do the math

I know nothing can ever possibly be of us
Don't get me wrong, I think of it more than once
Do I lead myself towards the night, or do I commit the moral crime?
But what can I possibly do if I'm running out of precious time?

I'm not at all surprised that everyone is after your existence
Whether to ruin your life, or gain happiness from your presence
I'm just another one of those crazy die-hard fans
Part of your dedicated fan base and oblivious hardcore clans

No one expects you to do the right thing,
You're so amazing, no one can ever judge you for anything
It's easy for you to lie, and more easier for us to die
But that's only if we lose you to hypocrites or another useless guy

It would be a sin for us to doubt your angelic ways
and to not defend you from the whores and their horrifying, plastic days
All your crazed up fans will be in for the torture session
While me, the only little person would be in for a long confession

Dear God, I am sorry for all of my sins
I doubted your angel, your gift to us with wings
I know she is the royal one, and the higher one than us
But there's many more things to confess, if I must

I don't know who to believe, where to go, or what to know
I don't know what's going on, and I can't see through the blinding snow
You told me to trust your ways, but I can't seem to do that everyday
When everyone that I ever know of is against the one I've loved

Who am I to believe? I don't know, and I really can't tell
Do I believe the plastic whores, and risk living eternity in hell?
Or do I believe in my dreams, that could never at once come true?
Do I stop and listen to the ones who don't even know you?

Sometimes I wonder what's behind your fixed mask
I only had time to think, and never had the courage to ask
But I'll never have the pride to even try and say "hi"
Not even a simple smile could get me out of my hide

I wonder what it would be like, if you never came to this life
If things had always stayed the same, and the cutting continued with the knife
I wonder what would happen to us, would the world just keep on turning?
Or would it be a massive destruction and would we continue burning?


blog post I Wonder (So Much Drama, So Many Lies; So Much Fakes and Many More Reasons To Die)
Posted in Junie's Poems on Nov 14, 2008 at 1:54 AM
Current mood: frustrated
-->> yeaa.. another poem! so, heres a little story line: just today, i heard my classmates bashing my crush.. so in short, they were gossiping.. so they just kept saying different things, bad things, random facts, blah blah.. then they got into the "hate" facts.. idk for what motive, whether it be to ruin her or just because thats how they see her, i really dont know, and i never could. ohh and she also nearly stopped me from being emo, a bit of an inspiration so that will be helpful to know when reading more into my poem........ so basically, at the very end, im asking what would happen to "us" (the grade 7 and 8 classes in my school) or me if she never came to this cheap little city. yep yep, that kinda thing. then before that, im talking about how shes so perfect, everyone is a fan of her and theres the "paparazzi" and the anti-fans so theyre trying to ruin her, blah blah that kinda teenage drama. blah blah.. and its talking about what happened to me today, basically.. what i heard, what i should believe, and which way i should go.. believe the lies or believe in my own dreams i know could possibly be not true at all... yeaaa so enjoy! dont worry, its pretty short.. so yea lol



Dedicated To: Sierra Rutherford



Sometimes I wonder what's behind those blue eyes
What's mixed in the truth behind all of those lies
And I wonder what's the reason for all my crying nights
But I cannot get you off my mind even with a fair fight

They say you're just another dirty, lying bitch
So classy and plastic, an animal and a witch
I'd never believe them, until I see it for myself
If there's a devil hiding in my dreams, in the one and in this angel

I always deny you're the reason for my suffering
Looking for another reason, an excuse, or just something
If I really wanted it, and if I extremely need to
I'd keep lying to myself until it hurts, just for you

It seemed like you were so perfect, to everyone and not just me
But now it's so hard to understand, what they say and what they want to see
I can't tell if I should go the beating way, or to go the social path
To leave it and kill myself, or risk everything and do the math

I know nothing can ever possibly be of us
Don't get me wrong, I think of it more than once
Do I lead myself towards the night, or do I commit the moral crime?
But what can I possibly do if I'm running out of precious time?

I'm not at all surprised that everyone is after your existence
Whether to ruin your life, or gain happiness from your presence
I'm just another one of those crazy die-hard fans
Part of your dedicated fan base and oblivious hardcore clans

No one expects you to do the right thing,
You're so amazing, no one can ever judge you for anything
It's easy for you to lie, and more easier for us to die
But that's only if we lose you to hypocrites or another useless guy

It would be a sin for us to doubt your angelic ways
and to not defend you from the whores and their horrifying, plastic days
All your crazed up fans will be in for the torture session
While me, the only little person would be in for a long confession

Who am I to believe? I don't know, and I really can't tell
Do I believe the plastic whores, and risk living eternity in hell?
Or do I believe in my dreams, that could never at once come true?
Do I stop and listen to the ones who don't even know you?

Sometimes I wonder what's behind your fixed mask
I only had time to think, and never had the courage to ask
But I'll never have the pride to even try and say "hi"
Not even a simple smile could get me out of my hide

I wonder what it would be like, if you never came to this life
If things had always stayed the same, and the cutting continued with the knife
I wonder what would happen to us, would the world just keep on turning?
Or would it be a massive destruction and would we continue burning?


blog post Skillet - Say Goodbye
Posted in My Theme Songs on Nov 10, 2008 at 12:12 AM
Current mood: sick
uumm.. yea ok so u were never really mine to lose.. blah blah... but this song really touches my heart; i can just TOTALLY relate to it so much.... well.. heres my new song!!

Dedicated To: Hannah Loren Allera


Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

[Bridge:]
And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

[Outro:]
Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye


blog post Living In The Past, Dying For The Future
Posted in Junie's Poems on Nov 09, 2008 at 5:13 AM
Current mood: emo
-->> just another emotional poem i made out of boredom... had nothing to do so i decided to do this.. lol prob one of my best poems so far, in my opinion.. at least, i worked fairly hard on this poem.. the title says it all, and later on in the poem itll explain things... it just speaks for itself, its another sad poem, talks about what i would do for my loves, how much i miss them, blah blah blah, id do everything for you, but what would u do for me?? that kinda thing... i was making a big effort to make this work, and very worth reading.. so here it is, my poem for my love... i guess it makes 2 of them :P

Dedicated To: Sierra Rutherford, Hannah Loren Allera


I would do anything for you
You know that it's simply true
There's nothing I wouldn't do
That would benefit me, and you too

If you were dying, I would kiss your pain away
And take your dignity back
I would suffer with you every single day
Even until then, my love will never slack

Even when they're both fairly equal
I still prefer angels more than "models"
Angels can never live to lie,
But when you're a plastic, it's easy to tell

You were nothing I ever dreamed of
You're something I simply don't deserve
Yet I see you everyday of my life
And I still think of you all of my time

People say opposites attract
And I finally guess it's something so very true
Love and inspirations can easily distract
Especially when I'm thinking of you

Do I deserve to even think of your existence?
Am I worthy to breathe in your smile?
Is it okay if I ignore this resistance?
And ask if you just stay for a while?

If you were crying, I would kill the one to blame
Punish them and put them to shame
Even when the day comes, and I'm the one accused
I'd still take the whip and never refuse

You'll never see a day where you cried for your life
Never again will you see another eternal night
You'll see the end of your worst enemies and fears
But that's only if you come with me

Only for you, I'll take care of everything
From your heart, to your halo and your wings
I'll be your guiding light and your shelter in the storm
And be your one and only home away from home

I'd do everything and anything for your sake
Put all I ever have and had at stake
If it means leaving and never coming back
If it makes you happy, that's where I'll be at

Including the things that are unknown
I would do all the things that ever existed
If it's for you and it means being alone
I would go back all the time and relive it

But what would you do for me?
Is there something out there your eyes could see?
When will you see we're meant to be?
Tomorrow or will I have to wait an eternity?

I would live so many lives for something real
More than 10 locks and a seal
Something stronger between you and I
Where you couldn't hurt even if you tried

But that's just the world I dream of
The one that revolves around fantasy
Just another fairy tale, or an emotional story
The ending is never what you wanted, it's simply reality

The pain from the possibility you're not coming back is agonizing
Knowing you were never mine to lose is traumatizing
I'm holding on, but I'm barely alive
It's always just tear after tear, night after night

I'm hardly breathing without you there
Living solemnly in the past
And I'm wondering why I still care
Knowing you're what hit me last

So close to fading away
Dying for the possibilities of tomorrow
It's just all the same everyday
You're rarely around and your absence feeds my sorrow

You were everything I ever asked for
Probably even more
But I'm asking just one single question
Why can't I be yours?


blog post What She Does To Me
Posted in Random Thoughts on Nov 04, 2008 at 2:04 AM
Current mood: In Love!
She makes me stop breathing when I just think of her, and I remember I'm only living because of her, so that helps remind me to breathe again. She makes my heart stop beating when I don't see her around, and I'm so close to death when I live for another second knowing that. She's a blond beauty. Gorgeous girl, so very angelic. So unbelievably perfect that she's just amazingly so hard to resist. Even just seeing her face in my head just makes me go crazy. Knowing that she can never be mine makes me insane. I see her face every night in my head, before I go to sleep. I pray for her, and I pray for another day where I won't have to live without her there. I pray that I can just see her more than often, and on occasions when I feel God's in a good mood, I pray for her just to talk to me. Even for just one quick minute. It doesn't have to be a long conversation, it can just be a quick glance at me or that warm smile she always has on her. She makes my blood run to my face, making me lose consciousness in my head, being so embarrassed that I still think of her, and wish she could be with me, even though I already know it's wrong, will never happen, and can only hurt me the most. Sometimes when I see her, I feel like just grabbing her and hugging her, never letting go of her even if my very own breath depended on it.

She somehow makes me feel in love all over again, again and again, everyday, every second, and every minute of my life with her still on my mind. Then of course, there are the smaller details of her that get her closer to beyond perfection, the ones that make me fall more and more than necessary. How can such a perfect and divine figure come from the same line as me? She makes my heart want to run out of my system, just to see it still beating out of my body, just for her to see it still beating for her, even when my presence is gone.

She makes me believe in angels, believe in everything thought impossible. She makes me believe I can fly, if you had the one you love most by your side. She makes me believe in miracles, that angels like her can really be in the presence of unworthy humans like me. She makes me believe in happiness, and that everything anyone wants is all in one person. She makes me believe in fairy tales and that normal people can really have happy endings with angels like her.

She makes me want to go to extremes, die for her, lie for her, and protect her. Lose everything just for her. She makes me want to do anything and everything, just for the reassurance that she will always be mine, and that she will always be mine to hold and protect. But she makes me want to die. Die so I can meet her again in the most perfect spot known to man in the after life. In Heaven, for the most perfect people, for the most perfect beings just like her, where the most perfect things can happen to anyone who wanted it and prayed every suffering night for it. She makes me want to be a better person, and she gives me the inspiration for it. So when my time on earth is really done, and when I'm down to the final judgment, there will be no need for second looks, and I'll be where she wants me to be, with her, together, in the place where happiness and love begin and never end.

How can she be so perfect at everything she does that it keeps her forever on my mind? How can I be so worthy to even have her presence in my sight? But why is it that I love her so much, that I'd do anything, but she can never be mine?

Her name is Sierra Rutherford, and I'm falling more in love with her every second. I'm falling deeper in love with every breath, even by just thinking of her. I'm amazed at what she does to me, and what she simply makes me feel. It's amazing how much I can protect her, love her, and give her everything she needs. It's strange how I don't even know her yet, and how it feels like love at first sight. But it's a great feeling to know I have someone to love. Someone who can't depend on me, but someone who can never hurt me. Someone like her who I can say I love, someone like her who I can be very proud of.


-->> heres another poem i made.. this is prob not one of the best but its better than the ones i made out of boredom.. so yea as you read along, youll see all the stanzas are based on special occasions and that someone you love not being there so yea, i thought it would add a nice little sad touch to it.. xD so this poem is basically talking about thinking of someone way too much, crying over them, them not being there with you even tho u know it can never be... then at the end, it really talks for itself and says: "and until now, if still you dont accept my love for you, i guess its just another year in my life wasted".. so yea, weve all prob felt like that at least once.. where you fall for someone and u think about them way too much and think theyre the one so you waste all your time on them to find out that they dont want to have anything to do with you or dont know that you really exist... so basically, thats what its all about... and after all this, when its all over and when im finally over you, i guess i only figured out i wasted one year in my life (or however long) crying over some minor issue that i thought would be major forever.. so, what i guess the poem is trying to say.. "SEIZE THE DAY OR DIE REGRETTING THE TIME YOU LOST" (avenged sevenfold line i live by) first few stanzas, states: you treat your years like useless hours, you dont care if you never can have them back or not.. but you never lived like me, you never cried over someone, wanting to die for them.. you live your own life like a flower, everyone stares at you but you're hard to understand.. youre pretty on the outside, but we dont really know if youre still new on the inside.. w/e! second stanza, im blaming you for ruining my life.. even if it was my fault for falling for you, you still had to go and hurt me... even if you dont really know that ur hurting me and even if you dont know i really love you.. very weird situation, i know... this is how i feel, whatever!! hope you enjoy my poem :P


ohh, and since i sometimes do this and since i kinda thought that it would be cute to write a line from a song relating to this poem... i did it.. so heres a line i took out from I Can Wait Forever by Simple Plan

"Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me..."

btw, i can NOT wait forever, xD
oh and for the record.. thats how i feel about you
so you better feel special and be honored by that
cuz it fucking HURTS!!! :-/

lmfao well ok anyway, heres the poem for real xD



Dedicated To: Sierra Rutherford, Hannah A.



You treat your years like useless hours
But you never lived the way I had
You treat your life like precious little flowers,
Easy to stare at but hard to understand

You always see the bigger picture of things
The things that are so obvious and clear
You live without knowing that to get something,
You must risk losing more than e tear

You think it's so easy to let go
And ignore people who you don't really know
And judge them on other people's lies
So you had to go and fully break my life

Another school day is passing through
Trying to study, but I'm only thinking of you
I can't believe things are only beginning
And already, I'm far from winning

Halloween is creeping up fast
People in their costumes and masks
But as for me, there's nothing to hide with
You took my dignity and ran with it

Through the centuries, they've said "happy birthday"
But what if your one love is away?
How can you get away with just thinking of them
When your hope and memories are slowly sinking with them?

So I took my presents and tried to smile
Knowing that I'd have to do that for another while
Pretending hurts so much, I can't take another mile
But I still have to act oblivious just like a little child

I blew the candles and asked for my life
I wished that my angel could come by
I was hoping that you could be mine
But I know that would never come alive

Christmas strolled by without a care
As I still hopelessly waited by the tree
January came without you there
And I guess that's what will happen to me

My first year anniversary without you being here
And there's no need celebrating on New Year's
It's just another year to add on to my line
And another resolution turned into a lie

I promised myself to be the better person
And to forget the one I never had
But sometimes it's hard because I'm not perfect
But I could be if I had you back

Absence makes the heart grow fonder,
And the only thing you left for me were chains
So I took your gift and wrapped it in my remains
Thinking it could make me somehow stronger

Another Easter day slowly coming
It feels like I just died on the cross
Something heavy is on me while I'm running
Maybe it could be the sign that I'm at a loss

Finally it's summer once more
Everyone's going out in their shorts
Partying and beaches are in plan
And until now, a memory of you is still in my hand

I can never look at this ring again
Not even when I see you, but until then
If you never try to put this back on
I guess another year of mine has just gone


blog post You Are My Life, And Still, That Can't Be Mine
Posted in Junie's Poems on Oct 28, 2008 at 1:55 AM
-->> another poem i made just out of fun;; not one of the best, but out of the poems i made when i was tired, this is prob one of the better ones.. this is short, so w/e.. yea ive got nothing much to say about this one lol :P yea hope you enjoy my short poem ^_^ this isnt really dedicated to anyone, but i was thinking of one person while i was making this, idk why tho.. so i guess this is kinda dedicated to: Hannah A. and Sierra R.... pfft yea, enjoy xD


I opened my eyes and still you're not here
I closed them, and still you weren't
I looked for you everywhere in my dreams
But wherever I went, it just only hurt

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
I hardly see you now, I'm not close to being stronger
Sometimes I catch glimpses of you, but now it's less than often
You healed my heart of stone and chains, but never made it soften

But what do I know if you're leaving?
All you did was made me beat again
What do I know if you're coming back?
All you ever do is make me bleed again

Am I that wall in your never ending road?
Am I too ugly to be your prince disguised as a toad?
Am I that devil in your ever so perfect life?
Am I the darkness that eats on your light?

Do you hear me screaming to you?
I'm asking you to take me home
But ignoring me is all you ever do
I don't blame you, I'm just always alone

What would you do if you heard what I have to say?
What would you say if you know what I do everyday?
What if you were actually mine to hold
Would you let it be or would you break the fold?

So tell me, where do I go from here?
Do you know I'm so lost without you?
The hardest part out of all of this is knowing that
you can never even get me through

Just thinking of you is killing me
And there's nothing I can do
Because you're my life, and you're not even mine
And still, I'm so lost without you


-->> honestly, i think this poem makes no sense at all, and i didnt really check it over so theres prob a few messed up things... the title says it all... i wasnt her first relationship and i'll never be the last one she's settling on.. obviously! this is not one of my best poems again, but i just made it out of fun, boredom, and for my sake as well... ok so heres the explanation i was thinking of for this poem... heres a school dance, everyone all excited about it but im starting to feel sick like i usually do... everyones having fun, everyone dancing with each other, im jealous, the lonely by stander just standing to the sides watching everyone, and there goes the girl i love, dancing with someone else.. i feel really sick now, blah blah blah. i say that usually when that happens, i just imagine im the one in that position, and that im dancing with her.. but now it somehow doesnt work cuz i get a brutal reality check... i still day dream that im the one dancing with her but at the end, and i talk about how much i love her, and what i can do for her if she comes with me... then i say: too bad this is just another dream, this is what i see in my own eyes and its everything she DOESNT want in her life.. so blah blah blah.. another sad poem.. whatever!! i was bored and i didnt wanna study for my math test so i stuck to this.. plus i havent written a poem in days so i have to keep my brain going, lol :P heres my not so good poem... im really tired again so it may not make too much sense xD




Everyone going downstairs
To do whatever they please
But I'm just taking my time
Because I'm ever so far from ease

Hooking each other up
She dances with him and they dance in a group
My stomach is starting to turn and it's not cuz of the air
I see you with your friends and you are just standing there

But that sight gives me such pleasures
And it's not that that's making me sick
It's the knowing that there is a chance
That someone will take the first dance

And he takes you by the hand
And makes you stand up from the bench
He holds you so gently in his arms
And you lean your head on his warmth

The music's beginning to play
and he holds you by your hips
You wrap your arms on his shoulders
And makes me ever so sick

Your head so fatally close to him
And his arms wrapped so pleasantly around your hips
Two bodies ever so dangerously close
His face so horribly next to your lips

Why do I have to stand alone
and watch others have fun on their own?
Why do I have to watch you
Have fun and do whatever you want to do

Usually I just push this away,
But today, I can't imagine him being me
Sometimes I just let it go for the day
Even when I know we'll never be

But there I am, dancing with you
And there you are, arms around me
Is this another lie?
And before this, did I ever die?

I wish I could hold you forever
And embrace you for the rest of my life
To touch your lips and together, we'll die
Forever, this dance could go on

But this however is just my dream
And it'll get worse as it seems
Too bad this happiness is just seen in my eyes
And it's everything you don't want to see


blog post Why Aren't You With Me Yet?
Posted in Junie's Poems on Oct 20, 2008 at 12:59 AM
Current mood: moody
-->> yupp.. another poem i made out of boredom... but i really cant wait to see her... mhmm yup.... so yea.. i blew my time on this and this isnt one of my best.. but im actually pretty tired so i blew a lot of energy on this as well xD so this poem has all the effort i can possibly put into it right now, but tomorrow, i can assure you ill have some pretty sad poems up :P the title says it all.. no need to explain.. lol... ohh and yea, this is the weekend and i cant live anymore without seeing my love so yea, i made a poem about it.. just so i can waste your time reading about how my life is.. enjoy it now or die xD


They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder
But now I'm starting to actually wonder
Why am I so weak without you here?
It's like I'm useless when I know you're not near

It's just one more day until I see you again
Another week to wait before I repeat steps 1 to 10
I wonder when I can once more get ever so stronger
Because I know that I just can't possibly take this any longer

Step 1, I wait for you, waiting to pass by
Step 2, I long to look at your face and forbid myself to cry
Step 3, I wait for you to fully go the other way
Step 4, I look at you again, then repeat this everyday

Step 5, I go home with you still on my mind
Step 6, I think of the ways of how to keep you here
Step 7, I go to sleep with you here for the mean time
Step 8, I cry myself to sleep, wanting you to be near

Step 9, I wake up without you here once more
Step 10, I get up from bed and repeat steps 1 to 4
Live the obvious and normal life, repeat steps 5 to 10
Go on with my nothing of a life and do it all over again

Is there an angel inside of me?
It's impossible to even see
Especially if I'm unworthy to ever see someone like you
How can you possibly be in my mind and in my heart too?

Angels aren't for normal people to see
On an everyday regular basis
Creations like you are for those who are meant to be
Up to your level and higher than what my life is

I'm telling you I couldn't stand the weekend
Without ever thinking of you
I'm telling you, I won't settle for it if you were just my friend
I can't live without you, it's something I can't do

I'm trying to leave you behind
But I know it's not worth the try
We never had the starting line
Nor did I ever have your life

If only I could hold you in my arms
And have our fantasies in my hands
My life would just already be complete
No need for me to fear defeat

I'll embrace our most wildest dreams
and never regret my stupid actions
Cuz all I can do is look forward
To see what we can possibly do next

Who am I to cry if you start leaving?
All you ever did was stop the bleeding
I was the one who started this madness
And fell for you to end this blistering sadness

Why can't you belong to me?
And instead of those other bitches?
Because I'll simply die if you never see
that my heart can't take any more stitches


blog post My YouTube Subscriptions!!!
Posted in Random Thoughts on Oct 18, 2008 at 2:59 AM
Current mood: bored
Here are the subs that I feel are the best and the ones that make me the most proud to have ever listened to them before. This is all music oriented so if you're looking for something else, don't bother. If you're amazed by them, friggen subscribe! That's the only reason why I'm doing this. If they weren't worth shit, I wouldn't be wasting my time, attempting to waste your time, to present to you a dick-faced moron who doesn't know how to get talent. So now you know how it is, look at these people's users and sub!! YouTube forever! lmfao. Oh and the order doesn't really matter, they're all equally good.. but personally, I'm a big fan of Boyce Avenue and Alex Kaneko.. so check by them first! xD



http://ca.youtube.com/user/boyceavenue

The Florida based band composed of 4 members including brothers: Alejandro, Fabian, and Daniel Manzano and good friend Stephen Hatker. They already have 3 albums NOT AVAILABLE in stores, but rather on the internet on places like Amazon and Itunes.With a mix of covers and originals, it'll never be too hard to be fall in love with the group. Just listen and you'll understand why I love them so much... (P.S. I love Alejandro.. xD -guy who sings the most)


http://ca.youtube.com/user/djkeeno

Guess what?? His name is JR Aquino, he's FILIPINO and he tried out for American Idol. Unfortunately, he didn't make it far, but on YouTube, he's just a sensation! Doing covers with his stunning vocals to the songs we're sure to love, introducing some new songs we might never have heard of before and to his own compositions, JR can never disappoint. And if you're Filipino, be proud of this guy. He can be another star if he gets lucky! Why not be happy for him and help us make him more famous! Proud To Be PINOY! :)


http://ca.youtube.com/user/mattrach

Being a 17 year old, guitarist and composer, hailing from France, playing guitar since 8 years old, Matt Rach can never disappoint. He is just so amazing that he is already sponsored by Fender. Be sure to check out all of his videos if you have the time! (Personally, his older works are a bit more impressive than his new ones)


http://ca.youtube.com/user/MachineGunSmith

Hailing from Phoenix, Arizona, it is pretty hard to tell whether this guy is signed or not. He does covers for nearly any modern rock song you heard at least once before. Not too mainstream, but enough for you to know the band. This guy is amazing. Phenomenal drumming skills, and plays along to the songs you love, while keeping an originality and own style that's sure to impress. Just check out all of his videos, find one you might like, and if you're amazed, subscribe!


http://ca.youtube.com/user/era1004

Owen, only 14 years old, playing guitar since June 21st, 2007 can just simply amaze and stun you with his solos, riffs, and GREAT covers of all the classic rock songs out there. Compositions and covers, whatever you want, you can find it on his channel. Not too many videos, but you can still go take a look at his channel!


http://ca.youtube.com/user/askaneko

This indie singer makes any girl (or possibly guy) shriek in front of the computer screen and faint right on the spot. Amazing lyrics to fall in love with, songs that make you fall in love all over again, a stunning voice that makes any girl go crazy and makes the guys go jealous, Alex Kaneko is the MAN! You have to wonder why, until now, he still hasn't been discovered or has a label yet. Well, lets help him and get him famous! We as fans might actually do something. Please watch his videos, subscribe, and SHARE THEM! That's all his fans need! (P.S He's in college now.. YAYY! xD lmfao!)


http://ca.youtube.com/user/emceemiko

His style is hip-hop. He can't sing, he can't play piano, he can't play guitar, he can't dance... as so he says. But that doesn't really matter for him. He replaces it with his own raps, singing to the newest songs you hear on the radio. He takes them, turns them into his own little creation, and makes you go OOOOHH and AAHHHH and maybe even a little jealous. I can't explain what he does... just look at his videos!


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