-->> heres another poem i made.. this is prob not one of the best but its better than the ones i made out of boredom.. so yea as you read along, youll see all the stanzas are based on special occasions and that someone you love not being there so yea, i thought it would add a nice little sad touch to it.. xD so this poem is basically talking about thinking of someone way too much, crying over them, them not being there with you even tho u know it can never be... then at the end, it really talks for itself and says: "and until now, if still you dont accept my love for you, i guess its just another year in my life wasted".. so yea, weve all prob felt like that at least once.. where you fall for someone and u think about them way too much and think theyre the one so you waste all your time on them to find out that they dont want to have anything to do with you or dont know that you really exist... so basically, thats what its all about... and after all this, when its all over and when im finally over you, i guess i only figured out i wasted one year in my life (or however long) crying over some minor issue that i thought would be major forever.. so, what i guess the poem is trying to say.. "SEIZE THE DAY OR DIE REGRETTING THE TIME YOU LOST" (avenged sevenfold line i live by) first few stanzas, states: you treat your years like useless hours, you dont care if you never can have them back or not.. but you never lived like me, you never cried over someone, wanting to die for them.. you live your own life like a flower, everyone stares at you but you're hard to understand.. youre pretty on the outside, but we dont really know if youre still new on the inside.. w/e! second stanza, im blaming you for ruining my life.. even if it was my fault for falling for you, you still had to go and hurt me... even if you dont really know that ur hurting me and even if you dont know i really love you.. very weird situation, i know... this is how i feel, whatever!! hope you enjoy my poem

ohh, and since i sometimes do this and since i kinda thought that it would be cute to write a line from a song relating to this poem... i did it.. so heres a line i took out from I Can Wait Forever by Simple Plan
"Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me..."
btw, i can NOT wait forever, xD
oh and for the record.. thats how i feel about you
so you better feel special and be honored by that
cuz it fucking HURTS!!!

lmfao well ok anyway, heres the poem for real xD
Dedicated To: Sierra Rutherford, Hannah A.
You treat your years like useless hours
But you never lived the way I had
You treat your life like precious little flowers,
Easy to stare at but hard to understand
You always see the bigger picture of things
The things that are so obvious and clear
You live without knowing that to get something,
You must risk losing more than e tear
You think it's so easy to let go
And ignore people who you don't really know
And judge them on other people's lies
So you had to go and fully break my life
Another school day is passing through
Trying to study, but I'm only thinking of you
I can't believe things are only beginning
And already, I'm far from winning
Halloween is creeping up fast
People in their costumes and masks
But as for me, there's nothing to hide with
You took my dignity and ran with it
Through the centuries, they've said "happy birthday"
But what if your one love is away?
How can you get away with just thinking of them
When your hope and memories are slowly sinking with them?
So I took my presents and tried to smile
Knowing that I'd have to do that for another while
Pretending hurts so much, I can't take another mile
But I still have to act oblivious just like a little child
I blew the candles and asked for my life
I wished that my angel could come by
I was hoping that you could be mine
But I know that would never come alive
Christmas strolled by without a care
As I still hopelessly waited by the tree
January came without you there
And I guess that's what will happen to me
My first year anniversary without you being here
And there's no need celebrating on New Year's
It's just another year to add on to my line
And another resolution turned into a lie
I promised myself to be the better person
And to forget the one I never had
But sometimes it's hard because I'm not perfect
But I could be if I had you back
Absence makes the heart grow fonder,
And the only thing you left for me were chains
So I took your gift and wrapped it in my remains
Thinking it could make me somehow stronger
Another Easter day slowly coming
It feels like I just died on the cross
Something heavy is on me while I'm running
Maybe it could be the sign that I'm at a loss
Finally it's summer once more
Everyone's going out in their shorts
Partying and beaches are in plan
And until now, a memory of you is still in my hand
I can never look at this ring again
Not even when I see you, but until then
If you never try to put this back on
I guess another year of mine has just gone